my name is erick!
hello to anyone who is reading this, and thanks if you are. it would mean allot to me if you would say a comment to me. oh and pardon my bad spelling and grammar haha..
but my story is to crazy to tell but i guess i can sum it up to how i am feeling at this moment and maybe i will tell why later.
at this moment in life i feel odd and out of place. i just finish high school a few months ago, all my friends are not in college will me i am just working.
i feel like my parents dont care about my, i bring them a high diploma and grad pics, my older brother never got them that.
instead he got that cheap paper awards for hostway(web design contest) and took them to nbc studio to be on the news.
i feel like everything i do is useless they seem to always make me do everything around the house, he never has to do anything.
today my grad pics came in and they just put them in box in there closet.
well my brothers awards are hung around the house.
my question is what do i do? i never gave them 15 mins of fame, but will this always hunt me. it has for many years and never seems to end.
there are nights that i cry and want to die.
well there are days i want to fight and yell, but if i do i am a bad person for trying to be happy
i dont know what to do?