I do... I feel like maybe all my bad luck is because of all the bad things i have done in my life, like i am being punished for them. Or that maybe i am seriously disliked! It's not just bad luck though or what ever you want to call it. It's simple things like people taking a disliking to me before even saying hello and other everyday things. I don't know it confuses me but i just always feel like i am being punished but i am not always sure why?