How Did I Become This Person?

I don't know how I have turned into the person I am today. I had big dreams when I was little. I really thought once I grew up things would be different. They're not. Well that's not exactly true, the feeling that I will never be good enough is stronger now. I wish I could just be the person I dreamed about being long ago.
iwishiwasbetter iwishiwasbetter
31-35, F
3 Responses Nov 27, 2012

u quiet like me
1 year ago i have many plans and a lot of ambitions
but look at me now
i haven't done anything
i hate myself like that

I can relate to you right now. I haven't always been this way, but it feels like I'm going through something............. So many things are going wrong in my life. So many things. Things that are out of my control. So I'm feeling hopeless. Which feels awful.

U sound like me that part...... But life is life anyway,,,,, i am happy what i got in my life but i am losing my love of my life real fast,,,, so i am fixing myself first before something happend.... I lost myself a long time ago........ Good luck and if u need to talk,,, i will be always here for u...... God bless u