I Don't Belong On This Planet And I'm Waiting To Go Home

For as long as I can remember, I've always felt homesick no matter where I was. I always knew home wasn't here on Earth. Even as a child I'd watch people, how they interact with each other, examine their features, their behaviors, and I've wondered why I'm so different, why I don't even feel human. I act as human-like as possible, but everything I do is very different from everyone else. When I'm in physical pain, which has to be very strong because I'm very resistant, I laugh. Emotional pain, I numb all emotions.
I always want to be alone. I'm usually in my room, reading, writing, sleeping, gaming. Or at the library, where not even my parents can bother me. I have many friends, I just usually hang out with them at school, and I tend to come up with excuses to not hang out after school, because I'd much rather feel alone. But I think it's because I'm really not alone at all - I feel like there's always someone, one of my kind, with me in my heart. However, I still have the need to find my own kind physically.
I've always had an extreme fascination with the stars. I can spend hours and hours just staring off into them, admiring their beauty. When I do this it comforts me. I don't feel so alone in this world. But I scan the stars, like I'm searching for home, but I've forgotten exactly where it's at. I often get these extreme urges to go home. Lately they've been stronger than ever. I want to go back home, where I belong.
I have always been very mature for my age, but this isn't exactly a good thing. I have trouble with making friends. I am very intelligent, and often find myself correcting my instructors and teachers, but I don't always apply myself because my mind is always off elsewhere, exploring my own interests.
I also don't get close to people easily. I'm only close to two people, and I only love four. I don't really like people too much. But I'm very loving towards nature. Now, I'm not a tree hugger or anything, but any abuse to animals or plants gets me angry and I feel even more ashamed of humans. I'm a fighter, not a lover. I love to fight - but it competition. I'm the only female in my martial arts class, as I have been for two years. I fight against older men in their twenties, thirties, and forties, and I'm in my early teens. Many people find this odd, but I have an extreme attraction to fighting, and I think there may be a purpose for that.
I feel emotions that I know many people have never felt before. I can tell exactly what someone is feeling by just looking at them - they can have a huge smile on their face, but inside I know they're unhappy. It's vice-versa for others. I can also tell nearly exactly what someone is thinking, or what they're going to say before they open their mouths, by looking at them and/or feeling the energy they're giving off.
If a UFO or strange aircraft landed before me, I'd be the one to run right to it. I've seen two strange aircraft near my home before. They both occurred at night. The first time, I followed it into a pasture, but then something told me to run away. I hesitated, but I ran away. The second time I chased it and chased it until it disappeared. I wish I would've continued to chase it though... I want to go home...
I don't feel human. I don't belong on this Earth. I don't know my purpose for being here, and I know I have one. But I want to find my purpose so I can leave as soon as possible. I want to go home. If anyone feels this way, I'm begging you to message me... I want to go home, I need to find my own kind..
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you have explained in words how I have felt all my life, I don't have friends, I'm not close to my family even tho people say they love me I feel its just words, I'm waiting to be picked up by something and take me home, I have this memory stuck in my head of when I was being born I was standing behind a white curtain begging that I didn't want to go, then I remember floating above my mum giving birth to me, looking down on myself being born and not wanting to, ive tried to overdose, and got anal raped as a child, I think this helped me on my way to being a very bi sub guy, and let men take their sex anger out on me, I took up boxing at school and was an ok fighter, but got on to drugs in a big way, this has ruined my life because I just wasted it away being stoned for 10 or more years, now at 44 I feel my life has past and I don't know why I am here and still waiting to go home where ever that is, I have been married but my divorced wife left me for another man, which led me back down the drug route and more gay sex slave scenes, I now have a job I hate, a mortgage I don't really want, a 2nd wife I say I love, and I still don't fit in with life that I see everybody else enjoying, I wish they would hurry up and come and take me home, please.

I dont know if you'll ever see this.. but I want to thank you. I feel like you do.. exactly like you do. But my mind is so fragmented. I feel like most of it is home, where I.. we.. belong. You've put to words the feelings I've been trying to explain to myself and other for many years.

EP is shutting down, and that is sad. But we still feel what we feel. I know where my home is and I know what I I know I am not from an alien race, But actually from Heaven. I encourage everyone to keep their accounts opened, for those searching for someone who feels like they don't belong on earth. There is only two homes you can belong to, Heaven or hell. I can't wait to go back to Heaven, but I have a mission down here to complete, but I still get homesick. I encourage you all to pray and seek CHRIST. GOD bless you all.

Amen brother

I feel like this every minute of every day and so does my sister. We are two lost souls but at least we're together. I find thinking very easy, if that makes sense, I feel I could burst with intuition, no 'words' with thoughts but just a sense of knowing. I'm sure you all understand.

i understand

You are understood. Our focus is not for ourselves, our deliverence comes from helping one another. GOD BLESS.

i feel the same sometimes I wake up I wonder where I am an who I am with I sometimes look at my parents wondering who are you and I look at my self and say to my self I am really ugly really really ugly this is not my body why was I born into this body and what is my purpose of me Being here I belive in aliens I also belive I am not the only one who feels this way I belive there are more on this wretched planet than everybody thinks this world is to corrupt for my liking I like to live in peace and harmany but no this planet is self distructing and I the inhabitants of this world and planet don't change it will be to late I just want my real mom and dad and family to come and pick me up and take me back to my real home where I belong everyday all day since the age of 7 I have always felt home sick sometimes at night I look into the sky and wonder and think to my self somewhere out there is my home my brain is to far advanced for the technology the inhabitants of this planet use I'm to far ahead of my self to use there apps phones but I have no choice in the matter I do so my parents in this planet I have been given don't think I'm weird or abnormal and send me to there so called place as a mental unit for solitary confinemt also when I was younger I saw a big red flash in the sky then it started flashing all different colours and the flashing lights was being beamed into my bedroom through my window but when I woke up and got out I my bed I went to the windo and the flashing lights flew away and stopped and from that experience when ever I hear a helicopter or plane or a noise in the sky I stop moving and breathing until the noise has gone away I don't feel I belong here does anyone feel the same or am I the only one who feels this way 24/7

No, you are not alone. I experienced the same thing when I was younger. I awoke to a red bed light in my bedroom window, and my whole room lit up. I am an adult and I still can't explain this. You are not alone.

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I am a lot older than you and yet I have been feeling this way my entire life, I have travelled to the four corners of this earth and have never found anywhere I can call home! But yet when I look up at the sky at night I find a certain comfort that I cannot explain. I find the company of general people most annoying and tend to keep myself away. I used to force myself to be sociable and used to go out with people but at the end of the night I always ended up alone. I know what you mean by “I don't belong here” because this is exactly how I am. Although I am still travelling the world, I have stopped looking for where I belong! You have put this post 3 or so years ago, and although I have been asking myself that very same question, it is the first time I dared searching for people like me, and I am glad I did because it proves that I am not alone. Yes, you are right people are so easy to read and most of the time I know exactly what they think. At one point people used to get freaked out because of that specially in Asia where in most places they are fairly superstitious. So I have learned to be-careful, and not just say what comes to my mind out loud… The feeling of not being alone when you are alone, is always there even as I write these few lines, it is if you are being checked all the time. I don't believe in Christianity, Islam, Hindu, Buddhism or any other kind of religion, but my travels has made me believe in NATURE, for me she is my goddess. Like you I really want to go home, but for me going home now is only a dream that I will never accomplish. So, although I have a wife, she does not really understand me and this feeling that I have, so unless I have to be at work, I just spend my time alone. I am really glad and thank you so much for posting this message and allow me to ventilate this old feeling that I have kept my entire life, somehow I feel relieved that there are other people like me. I remember my brothers and sisters used to tell me that I wasn't from this planet, I guess they were right! I don't watch the news or any current affairs program, most of the time I tend to watch a Scifi movie, or a nature show, if there is nothing on TV or in my computer, then I look at the window and watch NATURE, she always bring peace to my mind…. Well again thank you, and nice to meet you all, as I said now I know I am not alone….

even religion is completely corrupted

i believe we belong on earth but our true creators lost control of earth's territory in the early stages of our creation. no one knows how old the universe really is and all the other universes and dimensions that may exist. we were an experiment from the beginning but we have been genetically mutated to emit within a certain frequency ban so the beings in powers can stay in power. every civilization before us was wiped out due to some sort of war, they create emotional traumas and spread wide panic and confusion to sustain there power at the top of the pyramid.
but the truth is we are extremely intelligent and courageous beings, every single person is unique in every single way and we all assist in the transition of life. we have more strength in numbers. what happens on earth could affect many many worlds. each and everyone of us holds a minute strand of DNA from the first ever humans. we are spiritual beings that are connected to every living thing on this planet. the beings in power control us through media. we subconsciously pick up emotional impacts from music, films, tv. that can affect the way you act when you are young and unknowing. and it can affect some decisions you make without even realizing. they control us through money and every major co-operation.
Mother Earth is in pain. we need to do something but i just dont know what? we need rally loads of people together or find a group of people who feel like us.
oh and btw Purplehaze x0
'The way things are, how things are done. The way people think and act and how I can see right through them. I'm not sure how to explain it to this day, but.. I sometimes can read other thoughts, emotions. My bf already knows this, because we're so connected, he doesn't doubt that I can read him like a book anymore. I can tell when others are lying, very easily. I have such a hard time making friends.'
'I was told I was very intelligent for my my age when I was very young. I analyze everything, because I jjust dont feel like I'm from this planet, everything seems so second nature to everyone else but I always feel like this deep misunderstanding of how things work on this planet.
I don't particularly like the idea of driving?'
i feel the same as you and me and my gf are the same too, me and my gf's star signs are the exact opposites. :) i was told i was very smart for my age too and i literally analyse everything down to the most minute detail of my mind expenditure. ive been interested in space and time and dimensions and black holes since i was very young. im slowely learning the full truth about this world and i hope something happens soon. like the whole school system, like the way they teach kids is completely immoral and wrong and not human. ive had the choice the start driving so many times but i prefer riding my bike or public transport.

Reading all you have to say was shocking because it is as if you are in my own life writing about me! I too love looking at the stars and even talking as if somehow someone hears me. I am an outcast from my entire family bloodline. I am much smarter and have a stronger sense of right and wrong. I wish I knew you, maybe we are truly sisters.

You're not alone

I don't honestly know how to explain it, but I know what it feels like to not belong, and it's something I've been dealing with since I can remember. This feeling of wanting to go back, I could never really understand it. I thought for the longest time it was my depression playing tricks on me. But I come to realize, the reason I even have depression to begin with. Is the fact I don't even feel like this world is for me. The way things are, how things are done. The way people think and act and how I can see right through them. I'm not sure how to explain it to this day, but.. I sometimes can read other thoughts, emotions. My bf already knows this, because we're so connected, he doesn't doubt that I can read him like a book anymore. I can tell when others are lying, very easily. I have such a hard time making friends, and I have since I've been a little girl. I'm just not very good with being compassionate towards others as much as I would like. I can see through the bullshit, and I can see how this world is and how we're destroying it. I hate how we're destroying this planet, and I have this deep connection with the stars and space. I have always been a "lone wolf" and barely had any friends throughout my childhood. I literally wouldn't leave my room and just stay on my laptop, because I was not into being social with kids my age. I was told I was very intelligent for my my age when I was very young. I analyze everything, because I jjust dont feel like I'm from this planet, everything seems so second nature to everyone else but I always feel like this deep misunderstanding of how things work on this planet.
I don't particularly like the idea of driving? I always thought driving was scary and just something I can mentally handle...? idk if this is just me. anyone else?

I feel just like you. Honestly me beign in earth is like I just feel out of place like I was no built to live here. I am very extremely fascinated with space, alien life etc... I've tried to kill myself no to long ago because I just don't like it here. I have had dreams and ive seen ppl that use to be alive in this earth and every time i do dream about them, in that moment were im at i feel so complete, and happy. I feel like the emptiness i feel it's fulfilled.

when humans where seeded by the pleiadians thousands of years ago. a battle in space above earth (kinda like star wars) took place between the pleiadians and the reptilians. the lizzies (reptilians) won the battle and gained control of earth and its young inhabitants. Uninformed, the species is easier to control. the reptilians feed off sexual energy, traumas, negative energy and fear and lots of things that relate to being human, the reptilians are not eternal energies like humans but they grow physically superior to us in the life that they do live. dont ever let fear lead you. do what makes you happy even though its hard to in a world like this. always follow your instinct.
i felt lost until i saw these posts from other people saying they feel home sick. i also know the feeling. i feel like there is a devine purpose or a plan that i am a part of. i believe in star signs and i am Aries. they only tell us what they want us to know. only a select few humans that are high up in power know the truth about who is really in control of us.

i feel this way everyday but i have never found my passion for fighting. i feel like there is something wrong wit this world. like we are under some sort of unearthly control. dark control. the pleiadians will save us

I think that this is a slightly harmful mindset. Without getting into the question of their existence, seeing that the world around you is in trouble and simply putting faith in a higher authority to solve it for you is completely de-powering. It takes whatever chance you had to make positive change and essentially throws it to the wind.

I am also quite spiritually-minded, and believe that there is much more going on around us than would seem apparent in the waking world, but thinking that anyone outside of humanity is going to come and solve our problems for us is the one way I can think of that will guarantee they never get solved.

It's on us to get ourselves out of the mess we've found ourselves in, whether the cause is spiritually based or not, and everyone has something they can do to help.

yes i undertsand what you mean and how it can be de-powering, it is good to stay positive, eat well and interact with various different people to understand life from there point of view, its also good to go with your initial instinct. Im not completely de-powering you know ;). im not very good at word for word detailing but i understand we are all part of a transition. an awakening to a higher counciousness but the truth is we cant experience these extra dimensional planes until we become truly free.

Do you ever feel like the mechanics of this world does not fit you?Despise the human weakness to succumb to what a corrupt society dictates?Feel imprisoned in this planet?Like feeling out of touch with the exact nature of this world?Ever felt strange about why people act the way they do?Being prisoners of their insticts and desires?Slaves to hedony and suspectible to debaucherous and sometimes depraved life paths?

I do all the time!

I am so glad there are others like me!For me, I think resettling in a far off country is all i need.I have already started regretting why i was ever friends with some people.I think all that i need in my life is to learn how to avoid making friends.
People think that i'm a nice guy,of which i am but i just don't like hanging out with the guys i grew up with.I really never feel talking to them.I think i'm ready for the nxt place.

I feel like im diffrent that i dont belong to here or any where i feel like im some sort of wonderer ho has no home and no friends and the only place where i Feel like i belong there is when i feel physical pain or near any kind of melee weapon but both of these are things what i cant get close to because i cant feel pain until im near death and nobody trusts me with melee weapons they say because i get that crazy killing look on to my face when i get a melee weapon onto my hand and i when i get a weapon to my hands i feel like i have found the thing what i have to be and what i have to do and i just want to fight with weapons on my hands instantly when i get one weapon to my hands

Oh yeah and i have that urgent feel to kill or destroy something always when i get a melee weapon i feel like i was born to the wrong universe

And a feeling that somebody is watching over me like a goddes ho strains me when im going insane somebody who has been watching over me all this time

And few more things what i forgot that i feel some wierd energy swarming around me and inside of me and everywhere some are bad some are good some are extra ordinary and some are giving me vibes of love but i feel like somethings is coming for me and i can feel other peoples pains and i feel some times that i can change peoples minds whit out saying anything and i can see faster and slow time down or fasten time and charge my self with energy what i can use physically

Ever since I came forth into this world.....at my very existence here, I felt odd, different from these people.....humans, and from that point on developed the fight within myself of wanting nothing more than to leave to go back home and yet trying to survive to make it somehow work in this world. It was a hard journey, that feeling of difference from everyone, the feeling of never fitting in. From the begining here, I have been connected to my primary spirit guide, who, in his last incarnation was not of this world either. It wasn't until I reached ten yrs of age until I began a steady, daily and clear communication with him....as plainly and foward as you and would speak to one another. He teaches everything I need to learn in order to forward with the lessons I am meant to recieve and grow with. He is everything to me.....especially when the many people here were not. I used to look up into the nightly skies and cry, because I knew somewhere out there was my true origin of true being. Then eventually, I trekked across the counrty side in search of something that which I wasn't really sure of at the time. My spirit guide always did tell....and still does, that wherevere I came from before this earthly incarnation, doesn't really matter right here and now, because right here and now, I was born on this Terra as in a human form. Acceptance is key to true peace and happiness...the kind that cones from within, not without, as he always gently says to me. My journey out west pretty much taught me that.....that where ever you go, there you are.....I wasn't running to something.....I was running away from something...me, my feelings of pain and alienation here. I totally get and feel what you say....and though it's painful, there's a sense of relief in connection with others that feel this way....for the longest time, I felt the only one. Hang in there, I'm finding that whatever and where ever you are, or were from, acceptance of the here and now helps make the journey here a little easier...

I could have written this. Are there really more of us out there? Not crazy, just born with the constant desire to return home...feeling like you don't belong here but have a purpose? Wanting to fulfill the purpose in order to return home quickly as possible. Seriously...I'd like to find my own kind if they exist. I found this post because I finally went home in my dream last night. Finally. And I want to know what this constant aching is.

Maybe we are here to observe mankind, or guide it in some way. Or maybe reincarnated souls from another planet or dimension


I have been feeling like you,
When I was 10 I learned magic to discover if there is really another world and know really who I am . . And I've read a lot of books to know the truth.. but 3 years ago I knew everything and I discovered what I was searching for. . But this is a secret so I can't tell anyone . But my advice for you, is to keep searching.
Who knows maybe you are like me

I don't even know where where to start...Or what sould I search..or read,at this point I don't even know what I don't know.At least can you tell me what I sould read about please?

Hopefully <3

I feel like that for soo long... I feel and agree with everything you wrote. And I am looking for "my/our kind" as well.
Used to be "brighter" when I was younger though.. Now like you I'm also seeking (more than ever before) a way out this planet... Seeking my origins...
Like you: I Know this is not my Home. Can't explain this feeling. I've seen some UFO back in 1999 (or 2000) I dont rwally remember the exact year. I know it's hard to believe... But I'm not asking you or anyone to.
I've been seeking for someone like me for years.
My research lead me to special children. "Indigo and crystal children).
This research lead me as well to see written a perfect match of myself. How I am.
According to what you wrote. You are as well "The Real Deal".
I don't think someone will take us out of this planet... As much as I would like to. (Fast!)
So.. The alternative would be: creating a land for people like us. But if you wanted to live in a "Terra Nulius" (Land belonging to no one).
Where you are not controlled by some unfair, ridiculous, manipulative laws that you did not agree; nor where you cannot be yourself (where you're labeled, judged for being yourself and using your mind).
A place where people are not controlled/handled/manipulated/forced to be or do skmething that main them miserable.
Where people can be people... Ofcourse: Doing nothing means that, nothing will be accomplished. There will always be some hard work eventually...
(I'm not going to bother you with this, as there's a lot to talk about)
Like you.. It's pathetic when you look around.. I can't say I'm perfect.. After all I was born here and was "formatted" to be like everybody else. But.. I just cant be. I cant use any mask. I think that was why I broke down.. There's alot more I could say or dischss about. x)
Anyways, i'm answering yojr call. If we can make it possible, I would Love to meet you "physically". It's not like I have someone who would understand what we feel. Hopefully I will be able to find more people alike. Kindest Regards; Richard (Portugal)

Have anyone of you been abused in some point in your life. That can cause someone to feel like they don't belong.

Omg...I have felt like this as far as I can remember too! I meditate a lot and in my meditations, I start out in a meadow. In the distance I can see someone standing. Looking at me. Watching me. I'm not scared, but bewildered. And before I or that being can approach each other, I am met by a guide/angel/watcher. And they stand in front of me and say "no....you can't take her yet." I am very familiar with the guide/angel/watcher(some call them either of those.) She belong with me. I KNOW her.I looked up the being waiting for me in the meadow and they looked like Annunaki. I have also been approached by 3 greys. They gave me 4 metal discs. A metal that I have never seen before. And they were heavy. Each one had a symbol. I researched the symbols and they look like the ancient texts of Mu. And standing behind me was my guide/angel/watcher. I asked the greys why they are giving me those discs and why they were "talking" to me? (Talking was all mental) and the response was "we are coming for our kind"I know this sounds so weird and maybe even stupid to some, but this for me was quite real. I, too, have a fascination for the stars moon planets...anything space. Anything away from here. I can't say that I cannot stand this planet, it's the inhabitants I cannot stand. And all of the greed, murder, violence. Does all of this sound crazy?

Dear Friend,
I also have been hearing in wake state:
We are going to help you. "We're comming; we're almost there. Be patient."

Hope we are connected and that is true; as this is my strongest wish. Else for me is pointless living.

Bsst Regards

No it doesn't sound crazy.

I can't tell you how much of a relief it is to know my kind is out there! I've felt so alone in this. Thanks for letting me know that I'm not crazy!


It shocked me how everything you described feeling is so similar to the way I feel. It's nice to be able to put words to my feelings and to know that I am not the only one. Thank you

Just read this and i know exactly how you feel, i feel like i dont belong on this planet and am a visitor. I look at what Mankind is doing to its planet and create war, violence, murder, greed and am horrified. I want to go back to the home where this does not exist and its no here it somewhere out there


I feel you.
Actually I feel and agree with you all.

I'm feeling so thankful for "just finding" this website and to know I'm not alone nor crazy.

Since I was 2 years I just felt like I don't belong. By the time I was 4 year's it became clear that I will never find a place to call home. Could it be some form of depression?

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yes myself as well

I just wanted to thank you all for your honesty! Just like many of you, I am both shocked and also tremendously happy to find people who is also going through what I've been experiencing for years. Of course I don't have an answer, but I can at least tell you that at some stage of your life, you will be contacted by a being(possibly in a human form) who will help or guide you to complete your mission whatever it is here on Earth. That happened to me, but it took 21 years to meet that person. However, as cliche as it sounds, there is no reason to be scared or feel like you have to isolate yourself because you don't belong here since in a way you do belong here and there is a reason you are here. Look at it this way: We are the lucky ones because we are aware, we were born special or awakened in some ways! The question is how would you use that information in this world. In my case, I always felt the need of isolating myself for many years, and hid my feelings or thoughts about how I always feel out of place with humans in this physical world, but my life changed in a good way when I admit it to myself that feeling this way also makes me fearless and stronger because I don't care about unimportant physical things that other people care about. And yes, I am connected to space as well, and I have been spending a lot of time watching stars not knowing why my entire life. In fact, that's the only thing that makes me 100% happy. It gives me endless comfort and I feel disconnected to my body, more connected to my soul when I do that. I am also a sci-fi fan. I am still trying to find my mission on Earth, and I will one day. Sometimes, it is in front of your eyes but you don't see it because you don't listen to your soul. We are special, and we can use it in a good way. It is never too late. For me it got easier as I got older because then it was easier to find more mature people, I can talk to. Never stop questioning or searching but never give up this physical world as well because you are here for a reason. I don't know you but last couple of weeks, I've been feeling the urge of helping other people, not necessarily in a physical way but more in a spiritual way. Maybe we are the ones, or the first generation of the ones who can actually help humanity become enlightened. Your posts gave me courage, thank you! And again, actually you are so brave to admit who you are.

I'm so happy to see that I am not alone!

i got one more question are you guys sensitive to electricity? cause i can turn off my phone pc tv just by touching it but it turns on after 5-10 seconds

OK, I can't really tell if you are being sarcastic or you are trying to be funny.

get off from me jesus 😂 i dont want to buy your bible mixtape vol. 2 ✌🏽️

Am i making you uncomfortable? if I am, then it's working. HAHAHAHA.

no? and whats with that mandark laugh? lol

You are quite entertaining.

jokes aside so the real question is are you like one of us?

The real question is, "if you are not one of us, how did you find this post?"

so you're just gonna tell me im faking it huh? i searched "i feel like im not from the earth" in Google and this site shows up and thats why I signed up to this site thats it and about you?

omg, i actually signed up to the site just last month when i read this post.

I have had light bulbs explode. I've even turned off street lights.

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and tbh I actually hate that im not the only one but who knows we're bit different i just want to know the TRUTH

I do believe you, but you did the same thing to me. I wanted to show you how it feels to be dissed.

who dissed you?

you did.

I am brainwashed, remember?

well you believe in jesus so..... yeah

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i feel really really weird while Reading this i just know that im not belong here just like you people are too stupid to understand I usually stare at the stars for hours without even moving and ufos i can see alot of them i mean a LOT the earth is beautiful but humans are destroying it they don't understand what they're doing they don't even listen

I'm starting to enjoy watching others say these things feel this way think that way. I am no more than a twisted mirror. Bible hah religion Looking for something to believe in is diferent than feeling so diffferent. We can't all find that meaning to our existence sometimes we just need to know how to create. And no I'm not a kind person with a solution to help others I just know more than than these words display. I'm intrigued pick my brain and never claim ignorance. I'm looking for a DEVIANT that simply needs an answer. Come find me be warned though not everything we want or need exists behind this double DoorooD

I know I don't belong here, I can feel it. All I do is stare at the stars. All I know is that I want to go home and earth is not it.

I feel the same

You will have more connection with the Bible, so please read it.
I am saying this because I love you. Trust me.

you can read it if you want to get brainwashed 📖🚮

Brainwashed? you must be mistaken. I have full control of my thoughts.

nope thank you bible and jesus have nothing to do with me

Did you read it? if you did not, then you are far from ignorant.
but if you did, then I will understand what you mean.

i did read it and its all bs from the very first words like god created the earth blah blah

not old Testament, the new Testament. To be honest, I am not trying to make you believe in God, but I am trying to tell you that there is a Spiritual World out there, a place where I don't have to be in this Human body of burdens.

you should have said that first

Said what?

that you're not forcing anyone to believe in god and the spiritual world cause i can see the ghosts

I dont think you need religon to give you a connection to spirituality. We as humans need to look at the bigger universe not just Earth, we a too busy with our familes and lives, work, religon, tv, social media etc we have lost our connection with ourselfves and our thoughts. The god or creator is the energy from which everything comes from, time past and future may already have happened we fully do not understand the world we live in and it is not explained fully by any belief

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Wow..powerful. As long as I could remember I've felt like I don't want to be here. If you look at young baby pictures I look sad. I've never expressed this with family, but it was because it's a sadness of being here. I've never really fit in with humans. I feel like they are so simple and predictable. Didn't want to make this long. I'm 33 years old now and my feeling has never changed, I've traveled all around the world to feel a sense of home. Alot of times I like to just sit in the sand and stare out into the ocean. I feel so limited here. And the day it's time for me to go here, I think I will finally feel free and happy. As long as I could remember... as young as 3 years old. I just didnt want to be here...

Are you my twin? Could be.

One little piece of advice that I can give, especially to the younger crowd. Don't trick yourself into thinking that you have to be part of the 'status quo '. Everyone has their talents! Just listen to yourself and dont put yourself in a position in life just to 'fit in'.

Of course one has to be a part of society, but dont sell yourself short. Be good, be happy, and be true to yourself.

From experience, I have done this for most of my life, with a few exceptions (wanting to be part of the cool kids so to speak). Even though its easy for me to make friends and bond with people it was almost like I had to numb myself mentally just to feel like I was a part of the group. Toning out my inner voice.

This is not good practice, but everyone does it I think. Listen to your heart space and your 'conscience'. Because even though you do things differently, its your path. The difference is - your connected to something. Your more receptive which may make you feel alone.

You're EXACTLY where you are, you're EXACTLY where you need to be and you're EXACTLY how you are, because it's who you need to be; Its purpose.

Don't get caught up in asking what your purpose is, we all do though, its a walk of faith and it goes so far beyond what our minds can comprehend that if we truly knew, it would certainly not be as amazing. Or, perhaps we would be reluctant to achieve it due to the fact that it may not be exactly what we had envisioned.

When its dark, there is always light :)

Ok , now I am starting to take this a bit more serious. I am worried that we feel that way because we are very friendly and caring people, but what if we are all connected some how?What if it's real and we really don't belong here?

This might not be read but this almost had me in tears not only do I want to cry but scream because now I know I'm not the only one that feels this way please if anything contact me .

Has anyone come to any epiphany as to what or why? lol
I've always felt this way myself, so I can relate. I think perhaps one is/has experienced the awakening of their previous existence before this one. We all serve purpose, problem is, its confusing to be of two minds. Half in and half out. To me, its evident that I requested/signed up for this experience. Perhaps its a blow to the ego, so to speak, that our intentions don't necessarily match out abilities here. Almost akin to not being able to make yourself taller or the like.

How many of you are aquatic signs or feel the need to be near water??

i sleep in water 4 times in a week i just cant get away from it

I thought I was the only one! And for me Pain doesn't bother me at all I laugh, chuckle, and grin when I feel it. On top of that I can feel most emotions but "love" is one I cannot feel. I fake love but when I do it always gets me in trouble.

Every point you made, hit home with me...........big time :)

This is scary to think there are so many people that think like this first time i have searched this particular feeling. Very interesting that your call is so strong, has it always been such a strong urge? As i have always felt the same way my whole life but never actually worried about getting home because i understand that we go there when its right, I used to be contacted all the time as a kid because thats when you truly trust yourself and believe without the social conditioning, recently I started actually appreciating that this human life is amazing and a gift if you weren't meant to be here you wouldn't be. I have begun to believe again and they have presented themselves trust that you know what to do, the inner self its connected to everything. I feel this human lifespan is an amazing chance to discover who you really are, the human brain is such a capable tool, who says you cant visit home or at least find answers and still be here at the same time.

Wow, this made me cry :( this is literally how i feel especially when i was growing up as a child. Thats insane. Thank you for writing this

While reading your story I cried.... I got the same nostalgia feeling I get when I'm looking into space at night. While I read how similar this is to me it makes me wonder if I'm really just normal and going through a phase like everyone else or is it just the amount of people , whose souls are still in touch with their past lives, or maybe some of us were put here . or maybe some of us are from here but just from another place. whatever it is I don't want to continue feeling like this for the rest of my life. I want to fix it or uncover the other half of me that I feel so far away from. its just really weird . depressing .

Aww, it's it a weird feeling to hear someone voice the same things you are feeling that you don't understand? I can't be sure, but I really don't think this is something that is a normal phase in life. I have tried talking about it to others before on a much lighter level and they look at me like I am crazy. I have seriously thought (think) the same as you; maybe we are from another place, or are in touch with our past lives. I started searching everything I know to search a few years ago for an answer; angels who live on earth, people who have psychic abilities, alien theories, anything in the Bible that might give a clue to this, anything and everything. Maybe it is part of the new obsession with time and eyes that I have but for some reason over the last year or so I have never felt so alone and so empty inside in my life. I have always prided myself as an independent person who likes alone time but something in me has changed and I don't know why. I physically hurt inside sometimes because I can feel myself longing for something/someone. I hope you can take some kind of comfort knowing you are not alone and hopefully we will find some answers very soon. In the meantime, hang in there. If you ever need to talk; I am here.

It is called being human. I can tell you as one who is further down the road those feelings only grow stronger. Nothing is wrong with you. Nothing. In fact your disillusionment with material things and what you see proves something is amiss with society not you. Figure it out for yourself. Lots of places to look but lots of false information as well. I wish you well seeker. The truth is out there but you may not like what you find. You will look because you simply have to dont let the search consume you too much. Be gentle on yourself and know that you are also meant to enjoy your time here.

I also get physical pain from longing. It's so hard for me to get through the days because I miss something. I feel like I have someone waiting for me or someone that I cannot let go of.

I hate that there are other people out there who feel the same way that I do but at the same time it is comforting. I feel emotions on a level that most people do not; i was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 1 and have been put on medication. I just feel numb for the most part now and feel like I am not 'living'. I am also very creative and the medication has hindered that as well as my ability to think 'outside the box'. I have always struggled with trying desperately to figure out who I am because no matter where i go, I feel like an outsider.
I get bored very easy, am constantly looking to learn new things, and am very spontaneous. I hate making plans, I just like to do what I want when I feel like it. One day I might want to go skydiving, the next I may not want to leave my house and sit and read all day with my phone turned off. I especially hate making appointments to go to the doctor, hair appointments, etc. I just want to go when I want to go.
Part of me wants to blend in so that I can be liked and also to be able to disappear among the crowds, but part of me knows I am not happy living like that and want to embrace my uniqueness. I have recently found myself hating myself because I get so frustrated with never fitting in, no one ever understanding me, having trouble understanding myself, talking about and feeling things on a level that very few people seem to comprehend, constantly feeling the need to explain myself and what I do.....it goes on and on.
I have also always been very fascinated by the stars and though I do not and will not base my life around astrology, I can't help but think that there is some truth behind it all. As a Christian, this is not a popular belief, but I look at it like this - God created everything according to His own design, including the stars. Who is to say that they aren't meant to be used as some kind of tool in life?
I wrote in my journal the other night while balling my eyes out that I want to take a jagged piece of glass and rip open my left arm because I am so tired of feeling alone and that I don't belong here. In the entry I begged God to take me home; I don't belong here. I can feel it with every fiber of my being. I welcome death, even when not suicidal, just so that I feel like I am going home, leaving this messed up world, and that I will finally have answers to the millions of questions that I have.
While the suicidal thoughts have subsided, I can't help but wonder what it all means. Why have I felt his need my whole life to try and express myself and figure out who I am and felt like I just don't belong. I since I was a little kid I have had this obsession with blank notebooks and love to fill them with whatever mood i am in at that time. I also love to make collages and over the last couple of years I have noticed that I have begun this obsession with eyes and watches-time. I'm not sure if the eyes represent the window to the soul or that I am searching for something but the watches seem to indicate to me that I am running out of time.
I often feel the need to run away and be alone because I have a hard time separating other people's feelings and emotions from my own. I have to get away to separate them from my own.
I hate this world, the violence, the ignorant, the stupidity, the carelessness, the lack of respect, the lack of motivation to learn and be better and make the world around us better. It infuriates me. I get so sick of dealing with people.
My lucky number is also 13 (I saw that in another post below). I don't know why, I have always just felt a sort of kinship to it.
I am 36 and am trying to have a career and all the normal things in life you are supposed to though i struggle with relationships. It all seems like a charade. Like I am just going through the motions while my mind, heart, and soul search for something; something else out there that is calling me but I don't even know what it is.

GOD... can you prove that thing exists? stars created itself the GOD that you're talking about may be an alien. most people think god exists and live in a sky in clouds and that just proves me people's minds are so poor.....

I think the god people refer to is actually the energy from which everything comes from, not the god mentioned in religons. Everything living thing is interconnected with each other

That's how I feel your just like me. I love the stars but I LOVE THUNDERSTORMS one time I sat outside and watch one I mean it was bad trees where falling when I said Dad the storm got worst a figure like ancient Greece and look at me the storm grew black I just smile and sat on my car and watch. I know it sound crazy I'm probably crazy but hey you are not alone

haha thunderstorms are my favorite thing i can't even get my eyes off

You described I how I felt my whole life it's like you can't connect with pepole or you not sure how to love its a weird feeling like you just can't get them and I'm more in love with nature and animals than pepole and my own family I feel outcastes I just like to be alone or with nature and when I'm with a lot of pepole it overwhelming I feel all there emotions

You just described me. You are young. I have lived with this for decades. Like you I am connected on a different level to nature and every living matter. I have had several major operations pain resides in me as if to ground me. I see beyond and hear beyond words. It is a curse and a gift but hard to flourish to its true potential. As if we are key to what will rise. Do you know your blood group? Just go with the flow, do not let depression get the better of you. Eat wisely and stay away from fluoride and chemicals as much as possible. We do exist and are plagued by man's hold on us through chem trails chem food and water. You can help by writing and guiding others to truth our own personal truth. :-)

Unfortunately i dont know my blood group. I should find out.

I've been dealing with this as far as i remember my first memory when i was 2 or 3 years old. I always though i came in this world by accident. I actually never felt that i belong here, all i feel is i shouldn't even be here. I can't find my goal, i don't even know what is my goal. I think everyone haves a goal, not only for this world, but even when comes to a spiritual goal. I always do things the way i feel and i always put myself below others. I actually experienced hatred towards myself, because of the feeling of not belonging here. Why this world? I see it so much evil, people make it so evil, why am i here? I don't have suicidal thoughs, but at the same time i'm waiting to die. I'm not a complete loner, i have friends, i go out sometimes, i have fun, i dance, i love going to parties from time to time, i laugh most of the time, but deep inside... deep inside i feel like i should be running away and hide somewhere in this world, this world at the same time is so fascinating, the nature, it's animals, i'm very attached to the animals, i communicate with them, you can learn so much from them. I used to own a cat, black cat, I love black cats, just because people see them as a bad luck, i love different things, my favorite number is 13 for example, number everyone is afraid of. Now sometimes i can only visit my cat and my dog. I'm 23 years old, a student in Arts, with a job as a bartender, i live by myself. But i so don't belong here. My boyfriend tells me i should appreciate myself more and i shouldn't even care for the world. But how? Everything seems so connected. Society just tells you how you should be and i don't see a standard for me. Sometimes i feel depressed, i avoid conflicts, i had so much conflict while i was growing up, mostly psychical. I like to observe, but just observe and hear others, hear their experiences, see how the act, sometimes i curse them because i see them so stupid. Working as a bartender, it's like you see the whole society, which i start to have no respect for it, because the way it is, seems so wrong. Because of the psychical conflict i had while growing up, i usually let all my emotions overflow, i start crying, when comes to arguments or something, i feel so bad about myself that i start crying. I was thinking if i don't have a mental problem. When i feel like that, all i want is to run away and hide away from this world, or just go into a very long trip somewhere. My boyfriend is also spiritual, he thinks everyone haves the same goal on this planet and thats to evolve, but i don't agree with him, i think everyone haves a different purpose. It's hard to communicate with him sometimes, i feel like he doenst understand, or i don't understand him, even tho he is the best i ever had. He accepted this world... I didn't. I'm just waiting for the finish line, so i can go back where I truly belong.

I feel exact same way man... strange thing is that im not ugly or have any problems with myself, i got many friends, i am very sporty guy, but i still feel like im missing piece of myself. Like im inhuman im not affraid of death im even waiting for it, to see what is after this life, i never though about suicide or anything like that, i just think that life is endless cycle, and after my death i will be reborn in some differend form of life and maybe finally i will fit in. Email me if you feel the same way and we can talk about it, its always nice to find someone who is the same :)

Wow. I was searching for an answer to the exact same situation I find myself in. EXACT. Im glad im not the only one. I feel like my body is a car or something im in. I daily. Look up at the sky day and night. If by choice I would rather be in nature than among people. They are all just not at my level in seeing life and reality like I do. Sucks sometimes. :)

Wow!!! Your life experience sounds exactly like mine. I am 32 years old, and I finally went to a Psychiatrist several years ago. I was diagnosed as having Asperger's Syndrome (high functioning autism). I'm really not sure why my brain is so different from my peers, but hopefully one day we all will be reunited in the deep, dark, vast universe. Until then....my friend!

I'm 17, and I have always felt different from everyone else. More intelligent, not in a self absorbed way, enough to make me frustrated often about others not understanding what they are doing wrong. I can literally relate to every phrase you have said. I find most humans ridiculous and careless! After having a few panic attacks recently about wanting to feel at home and with others like me, I thought I'd search online for my answer. Don't get me wrong, I love the few people who I'm close to, but I do not feel like I fit in with other humans. I may not have gotten my answer, but I'm so glad to have found so many people who feel the same way as I do. Let's hope that we can find our places soon. Love and light x

I am with you, for sure :-)

I feel the pain you feel it is almost an empty feeling and looking up at the sky at night makes me feel like I have always belonged up there, for as long as I can remember I have always been fascinated with the stars I want to go home just like you.

I've made an account, because I really want to share my experience, and even for this tiny, blind second - not feel alone. I, once tried acting. I did it just to try and failed terribly, and from that day to now, i still don't understand why ? The thing is, i have been acting my whole life. I am an indifferent, senseless girl who somehow "died inside". Ive took a turn in spilling out my "feelings" to someone and got a response that I was just in a phase. Thats what everyone said... On the other hand, I didn't even seek help. I feel like I dont need any help, because I am me. Most of the things I did were not entirely my choice, but they werent torture. I'm still emotionless. I may not be a person, but I am and am not something at the same time. My daily frustration is when someone calls me on the phone just to check. And there I am, never calling because I know that everything is just the way that it is. Hows the weather and am I ok is just being asked when the answer is already known. And the painfull part is when I have to ask the same damn questions just to end up normal. I already know how he or she is, I know theyre alive, human, on this planet. So hows the small talk doing in upgrading me as a person. Its killing me, thats how. The same way that everything else is. Everything is here and I am ok with that, but not with the fact that I am here too. I feel like everything i do is without a purpose and Im waiting for the day I become matter, so I can drift away anywhere I want to. Nothing but pure energy. Theres no such fetish or drama behind my statements. Its pure pain and agony, that once made me stand up on a certain edge and dare myself to end the internal screaming. You know what stopped me from doing it ? The fact that I knew I wouldnt surely die. I knew that there will be something I would regret after going away that I couldnt stop. I cant exactly tell what it is but I know its not love, or any kind of fear of hurting someone. I can rarely say I love someone, and even when I do, i dont believe it. Its not that I am senseless like that, its that I am senseless towards things that most people value. I have 0 maternal instinct, no fear of being left out or crowded. I have no self hatred or self respect. I have nothing like that when you look at it. I cant feel, yet still I act. I've found a way to camouflage, and it wasnt easy at all. I've found and escape, the only thing that keeps me going in art. And art isnt just a picture on a wall if you know what I mean. To me its something that makes me escape and wonder away, just for a precious bit of time. Anywhere Ive been, it didnt feel like home. I am homesick every hour, every day. I have written a few stories in my own way of philosophy but I don't want to show them, because I don't feel the need for it, since no one can ever understand. And thats the senceless part. I dont need to share my life, or anything i have achieved, because there isnt an opinion that I could care about. Instead I just look up, somewhere where loneliness speaks to me in a way no human can.
I know theres more to say...
But this is just a way I decided to kill another bit of time I had

Glad to hear that I'm not the only one on this planet! Apparently there 241 other people that feel the same way. At least 241 that actually bothered creating an account just to respond! Well done you! Myself - well I had a happy (slightly broken) childhood, but have always been happy! Then life hit me right in the face and the older I grew, the more I started feeling like I don't fit in anywhere I go. I'm not socially awkward or anything, I'm happy to hang out with random people and don't have trouble striking up a conversation, but have never found enjoyment in useless or small talk. Eventually started giving up on purposeless interactions as they exhaust and upset me. I guess outgoing introvert is the perfect phrase to describe my character. Non existent sense of achievement is also prevailing in my life and no matter what I do and how hard I try, nothing seems to be good enough. So I just end up beating myself up for everything and anything. Would love to get in touch with similar minded people to figure out how to get through this..

I'm here...my heart melts for you and myself....I want to go home too I know I will miss the ones I love here and I know some of them won't go with me when it happens, but at the same time I'm not scared and I long to go home to the stars...love be with you till then my friend

You just literally defined me... EVERYTHING you just typed out here explained my feelings, felt lost. Love to fight, like craving for it. The feeling when you don't feel home and it's feels like the worst feeling ever. It's messing with your stomach like you want to run away because you're not doing what you were supposed to do. As you said about sitting and watching the stars, that also. Laying on the group and look up when it's dark it gives me peace. I can literally lay there for hours without noticing time pass by. I am ashamed of humankind also and one time I saw something fly up high, some kind of light that moved kinda quick but fast enough for me to jog after. So I did, I ended up in some kind of forest because I got lost. I didn't realize thar I literally ran after some randon light into a forest when it was kinda late. When you mentioned the feeling thing, I know exactly what you mean... I can detect other peoples feelings. I've done it a few times. Also has this ever happened to you where you see something like a few seconds moment your living and you swear on that you've seen that happen' before. That it has happened twice but you just don't remember when. As for the stomach-feeling about the err... not feeling home. I have never thought that anyone else felt that way... It's an incredible irritating feeling and I hate it. It never brings me joy, only sadness and depression. I just want to run home. Not to my house home. Just home where I think I belong, somewhere that I know that I am destined to be. It will happen, maybe just not now. Or when I am older. Maybe when I die, death is just a word we say that scares us, but really no-one knows what it is except the people that have experienced it. Anyway the stomach feeling I would do anything to have someone to talk about it with. Because everytine I get that feeling, a part of me inside dies. Nowadays I like reading about physics, space, wormholes, bend time, planets, years and so on. I don't know a lot about that but it takes away he frustration thinking about space and it calms me. Never thought anyone felt the same as I do. Xoxo confused girl named HannaPs. I like watching movies about space that contains a lot of odd facts real facts and facts we are still trying to figure out if it's real or fake. If we ever find an anothee planer where we can live in. I hope I see everyone here that feel the same as I do there. :)...


I have felt exactly like you for a very long time. For forever. I know this is not my home. And i yearn for my home, amongst the stars. I cry looking at the night sky - a map to a home i am searching for . I have lost my way . I am calling out for my people, to come and take me back. It hurts to even breathe here, someday.
Hugs to you,
One day we will,
Sirian 11

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I feel so very similar, I am a good person, I have friends and I try to be good and kind in what I do, but ever since I can remember I've felt different. I'm not autistic; my younger brother is, and I've met many other autistic people and feel no more at home with them, as some people suggest. Since I was able to read past the simple level of a child, I've been obsessed with fantasy. Each time I read a different story, I imagine myself in that world, I become obsessed, addicted even. I get high on reading and watching these fantasy world's, I create them for myself, I write them and even dream about them. But once I stop reading, finish the film, put my pen down or wake up, I get this crushing, overwhelming loneliness. Am I destined to live like this? In fear that this is all my life will amount to? I don't believe love lasts forever; my parents once loved each other, yet now they are divorcing and share a mutual hatred. Love is not how it is described in the books and songs. Because of this, I feel like there is nothing remotely similar to my books and dream world's in this life. I do not belong here, I never have, and as long as I live, I will not be truly at home; at peace. I am terrified of death, yet I ponder for hours whether death offers me what I crave, a new life, a new world, the world's I have stored in my head. I don't sleep, I would rather stay up all night watching movies hopelessly different from my life, or reading books which can take me away from this world. I beg anyone, anywhere to help me. I do not want to die, I do not want to live, not like this. Someone please help me, anyone at all.

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You may be experiencing all of these feelings and emotions because it sounds as if you're a "lightworker" or "starseed". I too have these same feelings and emotions. The feelings and emotions are strong that I decided to do a little research. It would be a great idea for you to do the same research as well, on both Google and Youtube. You'll find the answers you're looking for.

Everything about your post resonates with me. I found this entry by googling "I feel like a lonely alien on a crazy world", and you've pointed out a number of things I struggle with daily.

Like you, I consider myself more intelligent than average. This has been somewhat validated by a string of IQ tests in the 140+ range, a history of people telling me "wow, that's really smart - I would never have come up with that" in response to actions that seem simple and logical by my standards, an ability to quickly grasp and extrapolate on nearly any idea in any setting I've encountered, etc.

I also have a strong affinity for the natural world and other, non-human animals. Seeing dogs almost always makes me grin like an idiot, and being in the woods is when I feel the most calm and connected with the life around me. I also talk to plants and animals as though they were human people - not because I think I'll get a response or that we're having a conversation, but because I assume most other life is more intelligent than most people give it credit for, in some way or another.

I love people too, but end up feeling like a teacher or counselor in most interactions rather than one of the group. I've been searching on and off for people who "feel like me" for years, which is tricky, because I wonder whether my feelings reflect something real that I'm looking for/will know when I find, or if I'm just sunk into isolation and depression and wouldn't recognize a kindred spirit if they stared me in the eyes.

Unlike you, however, I feel strongly tied to this planet as "home". The only thing there is, I don't have any one place (city, country, continent) that resonates specifically as that place, only that this world is where I'm meant to be - that I have something to offer (like you,) but have a hard time figuring out what that is.

I think the main thing I'm hoping to get across with this ramble is, you're not alone. You aren't all by yourself, surrounded by primates who will never understand you. It's tricky learning to accept an unseen connection to a family you've never met, but there are many more people out there like you and I. We're not necessarily easy to find on a surface level, but don't give up hope that family is out there.

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I can also relate, so perfectly written. You sound like an Indigo child. They have special powers. I have done much research on this matter. What I've discovered is yes - we did choose to come here, we are astral beings/souls and we are eternal. We are so powerful and here we forget it all-no memory of who we are. But the more you meditate and learn the more clear it all becomes. I remember past lives, I know my home planet and feel them with me, our minds are all connected - universally. We are here to give the vibration of love. I find this same answer everywhere I look. Our minds are so powerful.. And love is the strongest vibration- it actually sends invisible vibes and others can feel it but not realize what it is... Our love can travel through the universe. We are connected to our astral "home" bodies and we could easily be living on other planets at this same in time.. That's how powerful we are.
I miss my home too, but I figured while I am here - I guess I should figure out my purpose. It's to be happy. To have the job that makes me happy, to do anything I want because it makes me feel happy.. To only spend time with people that make me feel happy.. I also love to be alone and I was so happy to read others feel this way. Let yourself feel however you want to feel. Time here is very fast - I read that in other dimensions their time is really slow.. Like 7,000 years here was a day in their time. The main thing is- we are here. Learn about the law of attraction, gain power over your life and just enjoy being here however you Wish. Don't let emotions like fear or worry enter your mind. To Master this life is my goal... We take this experience with us and we are here for a reason- why?just meditate and all the answers will come to you!


Me too. And my 4 year old son. What blood types are you people? Start there. I am B positive.

i know this is weird but it's like you described my life in your post,
"I don't belong to this world, I can't wait to go home" , that's what i always say, i tried to understand why am i so different from everybody else, i also search for someone like me and somehow i know there's one somewhere, but lately i started disbelieving this idea cause maybe It's just a delusion, but after reading your post i am sure there is one :) . thank you

You picked this planet. We're here for the experience and understanding only. I'm from an alien race who is harvesting energy in different places across the universe or galaxy- I cannot remember which. We don't have emotions and feelings like humans. I remember that much. But cannot remember much more other than that. when I'm finished with my time on this planet, I'm back to my alien body. But with only residual leftover feelings of earth and its people. I remember I've came to earth several lifetimes or "tours"....there are other places you can go after earth. Some are much more advance civilizations. People only come to earth for the feelings of being human. We cannot remember who are real humans and who are others like myself or find loved ones when we're gone. That's the tragedy of all this. Our love can only be experienced here and now, it's gone when we leave.

Same here. There's practically nothing on this entire thread that i can't personally identify with. I think we all need to find other similarities in our experiences and feelings, so that we might be able to shed more light on our, what I've always called, Great Mystery. This is great. I've always assumed that I was alone. May we all find peace.

Even I like u guyz want to go back home from where I came but over time I have realised we all are here because of some reason we are sent to earth to fulfill some mission when I was little I used to have this really strong connection with something I could only see hear and feel through my minds eye but over time it did not go away completely but its slowly fading away but I know I can still get it back through practise and devotion and one more main thing is that we are so many in number l which is good we should actually all join hands and make this place another heaven because anything is possible just try at first its going to be difficult but we have to start that's all I want to say nd stay blessed and don't forget your everyday prayers

this post really got me thinking. I have felt like this most of my life too and i know exactly whats being described here first hand. But heres the thing, maybe we are all aliens from other planets - it doesn't seem so ridiculous to think so. We've all lived many lives before, because we are energy that keeps on going even when our physical form does not. Just because we have all lived other lives doesn't mean those lives had to be confined to the only planet we know of. So my mind is really open to all these possibilities. Some of us are reborn with perhaps more attachment to our past lives than we should have...I think this comes from dying with a strong attachment to something. Unfortunately or fortunately you might say, what we have been before and where we have been is not accurately carried through to our memory in a neurological sense. However memory is carried through from a energy perspective - something that not fully understood yet. That said there are many yearning feelings we have that we cannot explain and make no sense to our current lives. In addition to this there are memories (by memories i do not mean the kind we recall using parts of our brain - but more knowing feelings) that we inherit from our ancestors. There have been a number of scientific studies that show the great grand children of prisoners of war inherited the trauma from their great grand parents, despite having no real understanding of their experience. Energy is responsible for evolution and we are not only our experiences but we have memory of all the people/things before us.

With this all said, it is not surprising many of feel alien or like we do not belong or that we need to find home. As i said who is to say that our memory is not that of beings from other planets that we once were. To the people who wish to prove everything factually in their lives, they will laugh at that statement - but an open mind cannot factually disprove it either.

So you may be wondering where I am I going with all this (if you have not already stopped reading hahah). My point is about acceptance. So what if we were from other planets. Are we going to spend the rest of our lives here waiting for that spaceship? Are we going to spend the rest of our lives wanting time to speed up and get through what seems to feel like a sub standard place? We want to be somewhere else - and as long as we feel this way - this planet and these people will make us impatient and frustrated and we will commit ourselves to life of disconnection from our situation.

So I ask you what is the point in that. Isn't that whats wrong with a growing number of people in the world? Don't they wish they were somewhere better in the name of religion. Isn't our society living less consciously now than ever before Were all living in our imaginations because this world is not what we want.

Can anyone see the problem here. We are on this planet with this people wether we like it or not. We can open our hearts with compassion for this world and all its faults or we can spend the rest of lives with non acceptance and disconnection.

Our job here is to learn, not to judge but to learn and to integrate and breed positivity. So what if lived somewhere else, on a better plant, where we didn't have to travel - we could teleport. Where we didn't live within the limitations of this planet and our bodies. Where our environment was one we prefer to call home. Where beings behaved in ways that were to our liking. Are they not all just conditions and preferences? When you fully accept that there there things you just can't change, then you will find home and realise it was in you and that you take it with you wherever or whatever you are.

I have always had a fascination with the stars. When I look at them I too feel closer to home. Living on this planet I always feel like an alien. I even had dreams where I was on my home plannet and I also had dreams where I had to escape from Earth. Everyday I wake up with the feeling that something is missing. Many say that I am mature for my age but I have difficulty making friends. I find though that nature is my only best friend. A lot of people say that I am just weird because I do not see the world from their point of view. Everyone else, sees the world from the big picture while I see the world from the details that many tend to overlook and belittle. My name means lion of God in Hebrew which somehow means to me that I am a fighter.

I can completely relate. I'm not, sure if I'm an alien. A psychic once told me that I was and would only ever feel at home with other aliens. I don't understand people. I feel like I study them anthropologicaly and then try to imitate. Some of this is no doubt from the extreme abuse I survived as a kid. I basically raised myself and feel semi feral, though I can "pass" in the works. However, I lived through it and thrived. And having spent a good chunk of my life getting degrees in mental health, I know that my being alive, coherent, and able to have healthy relationships after what I went through is definitely not normal. Maybe I'm an alien. Maybe I'm a fairy. It makes more sense to me than claiming human.

Sorry to hear about the abuse. That's terrible.

E.T. phone home. Hehehe. No I hear you. I think part of the picking up on peoples thoughts and feelings is because you're female, you might experience it more and deeper than others. Some of it could be ESP. The feeling like someone is with you is probably God, especially when you make the connection with his creation, i.e. the stars. I certainly feel absolutely lost in this world and have no idea what I am supposed to do at all. I share my faith in Jesus Christ, I share my life experience, knowledge and wisdom I've picked up over the years and if that can help people I am tickled pink. My dad always says if people want to hear your advice they'll ask you, and they damn sure don't ask. I would think that you should get some cats. Maybe you already have cats, maybe you grew up around cats. A lot of what you're describing is what it must be like to be a cat. Don't get me wrong I think cats are awesome and I think you are probably pretty awesome. I like what you wrote. Do you wan to know how I found it? I just typed in my web browser "I'm lost on Planet Earth." I'm right smack dab in the middle of not knowing what I want to do with my life, meaning I'm right smack dab in the middle of finishing up my core curriculum at my University, and needing to head towards a major. I was going to be a doctor, and then I thought I'd just work for a while, and I did, and now I don't know what I want to do. I change my mind every day, sometimes many times throughout the minute. Maybe I'll be a comedian. But I'll tell you what time off sure messes with your head, and idle hands are the devil's playground, but I know for a fact that busy hands can detour just as fast into hell's kitchen. At the end of the day though, I'm clean and sober, I'm a blood-bought child of the most high king my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I love my dog, I love my mom, dad, and brother even though we can't stand each other for some reason, probably because we're from different dimensions. And so with that I'm going to bed. Tata.

You may not know this yet but you will find many on your path who are inspired, healed, calmed by you. They may never tell you and you may never see it but there is a light inside of you that shines and that is part of who you are. If we cannot go home yet what if we were to bring part of home here? What if we were to be loving and kind and all the things that we miss about home?

Sounds a lot like heaven. “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”-John 8:12

You have , I believe the perfect response. It would explain our search for purpose and justify our reason for being here. From birth feeling different and indifferent with those around you. Always ,with a sense of feeling not alone but far away from home. It would make sense that we are here to bring a little of home. It's weird because there is a clear sense of home within me as if I have lived it and experienced it but have somehow appeared here. I believe the answer lies within.

I went looking for answers on why I feel like I don't belong here, in this world. I searched around Google for a bit and eventually found this post. After reading this, I felt so relieved. Everything you described her in your post is exactly how I feel. It's too accurate and it's kinda scary. But it also makes me sad. So many people are lost here without any answers on the way we feel and why. This feeling of confusion and loneliness usually accrues listening to certain songs or groups, and whenever I'm in certain locations like out in the country or woods. Do you ever feel this feeling is triggered by anything like that as well, or am I the only one?

No. You are not alone. I often see myself alone in nature overlooking a lake and feeling as it is home to me. Never having been there personally but knowing it is significant and important.

I can remember carrying conversations with myself as a child, as if someone had been there with me. I grew quickly and was like a little adult from an early age. So much so that I engaged in risky self destructive behavior for years. One day the urge stopped, and that was the day I describe as having "gathered enough information." Now, in late teen years, I feel like I'm waiting for another mission. I just get so sad in the interim. I feel alone. Relationships are next to impossible because after a few weeks I realize they just don't run as deep, despite good first impressions and high hopes for an equal.. I agree with one of the replies, and many, about how you feel like there's this person in your heart that you feel kin to; I do. I just want to get closer. I want to pass on to a reward. And for all my stargazers, download this app called SkyView. It's positively breathtaking, and I often get emotional.. Especially when I'm particularly homesick.

Wow, I also feel this longing for someone. Like there's someone waiting for me. Someone I'm meant to be with. And its more than just human love. I need them.

I feel exactly what your saying but I don't fight. I love karate but haven't gotten to try it out and everything you said is way to similar to my own.

I have always felt that way too. I remember I used to sing to the stars as a kid. I made up a song called "Wishing star so bright." I still remember the words. I have always felt like I don't belong. I get along with people and can communicate, but I can never fully attach myself to really that many people. It is really sad. I am surrounded by people every day, but I feel like no one gets it because they are too absorbed in the illusion that has been placed around most people.

I feel the same way...I hang with my friends and none can't get me either I feel like a shadow....

Same here. Always have. I always said that i felt like a foreign object in the body of the world.

Omg....I feel the same...I wanna cry...I actually cry everyday...i feel insane, mad....do you?....I finally found someone like me? And if it's true that we don't belong here...when will we go home? I want to go home 2

Please please please msg me on skype or on here i need sum1 to talk to who feels same xkiankongx is my skype please

I've been exiled to this planet it seems. For some reason my sentence is being the entity that I am, but having to "live" as humans do (when really they're all so hell-bent on dying). This physical form pains me. The worst punishment for wasting my potential back home is coming here as an infant human. I cried nonstop with rage and frustration, until I remember another stream of consciousness coming online: my human mind. And the stronger and louder it became (which happened quite quickly), the more I forgot myself. I, like you, exhibited many symptoms of being a higher life form living as a human. The disgust at their wastefulness and disrespect for life. Their ability to act without understanding they are acting to the will of others. The ease of reading them, but the impossibility of them reading me. Emotions and connecting ideas that seem beyond most of them. And the wretchedness by which they've outcast me, but accepted me when it was convenient for them. I still have not determined why I am here. Perhaps I am more human than I give myself credit for by asking so. I just can't escape the feeling that once I lived royally among the stars, and I feel cheated here now.

I feel the same way....when will we go home?

I agree with what you are saying. The human race is so beautiful, but it is so toxic. Greed and the lack of caring is only a small example of the many things that are wrong. I think that we were sent here to make it better some how, or at least I like to think that. All I know that helps me is meditating. I close my eyes and travel through the stars and visit the most beautiful world anyone could ever imagine. The colors are so vibrant that it is almost comprehensible. Hang in there and best wishes.

Please email me, as I would love to connect. I feel word for word the same.

Stormiesinclaire@ gmail.com

I feel exactly as all you described, alone, out of place and time, but mostly tired. HOME is supposed to grand you strength not make you weak and helpless, this is not home, perhaps in the next life( for all those who believe in one) I will be home. But this isn't the thing that troubles me the most, I'm used to not having a HOME, the thing that pains me is that I miss HER. I don't remember what she looks like, the only thing that I remembered about her was her name. I meet her in a waiting room and she told me her name was Olivia and I know that she is my other half, honestly I don't know if I'm losing my mind for thinking that perhaps somewhere out there in the vastness of the stars there my actually be someone that realm loves me, that loves my messed up self. But il tell you one thing I will never stop searching for her. My name is Robert and I hope that all of us here will get our wishes some day.

I wish to find my soulmate 2! I promise you..you'll find her...we will all find each other soon and our soulmates :)

Totally feel exactly the same way. Not my home, I want to go home to my family. They are not here. I don't understand why I have to be here ... Such a cold unloving place. Wish I knew others like me in this physical place. I feel my family with me in spirit. But feel so incredibly lonley on this planet. I have a deep sadness and longing to go home.

I feel exactly the same, I often have this overwhelming urge to run away. But I'm not sure where to, I just feel like I don't belong here. I know there is so much more to life than this, and I find it so hard to just do the expected things from society. I can't understand the way the world works, I feel like the entire thing is a mess. Why can't we live happily in peace? I find it so difficult to relate to people my age (I'm in my late teens). Everyone is so self obsessed with how they look, what they're doing, instagram etc. Is this living? Who else wants to be in nature? Surely there is more to life than this? I want to live a pure life, I want to feel alive, and be as human as possible. Can't we just be loving and kind? Life should be worth living. But sometimes it just feels so hard in the world of today. And people have told me I'm crazy and to 'get back in the real world'. But it has never felt right. Sometimes I just feel like taking off and living in the middle of nowhere outside of society, but I wouldn't want to be completely alone. Who else feels like this?

I also feel like this

Although you posted this in 2012, I felt an urge to reply. I have felt almost exactly like what you described and I am so thrilled to find out that I am not the only one! Several people have told me that I am just crazy & to read and see that there are other people who feel the same as me gives me hope. I think that people call me crazy for feeling that way because they are afraid of what they don't understand.

we are observers of this world, take in as much of it as you can. You will be reporting to your supervisor one day...

Thank you for posting this response . I've been doing google searches to find anyone who also knows we will and are reporting. I feel like I am currently gathering information on what it takes to survive here and what it's like to be here in an effort to understand the human hardships physically and mentally.


Me to! I'm so happy I found this...Theres a couple things I want to say. I feel like this world is so full of negativity, hate, and fear which just makes me want to be alone even more. The petty things we prioritize as a society is shameful. We're forgetting that we are all brothers and sisters. Life isn't about money, status, friends, or material goods. These are merely distractions so that people can not realize their true potential...wake up people! I have always had questions about god, the origin of this world, etc and still am discovering something new everyday...cymatics, how everything is made up of a vibration, Indian astrology, etc are some things that helped answer my questions. Life to me is just taking it day by day and feeling safe, loved, and at peace...as cliche as this may sound this world needs more love. College degrees, work experience, cars, social status, etc won't mean a single thing in the end...question more. I've always felt out of place with people in and even my blood family. It is very hard for me to relate to most people. I am much more mature than my age. My experiences have a lot to do with it. As painful as they may be, I'm thankful I had them and still do, because I would not be in this state of mind. It's as if nobody understands this struggle, but I've learned that I need nobody except my love...my twin soul the one who can truly understand and connect with me like no other.
I hope this helps someone...
please message me as well if you can relate to this!!!
Infinite Peace and Love <3

I feel the exact same way. I am a loner. I just want to be far away from people like out in the forest or by the ocean alone. I want to leave so badly it hurts. I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to be here. I also have a son and a baby on the way. I love them but it makes me feel trapped in some way to this world and for some reason I never think about my husband when I think of leaving this place. I love him but maybe I know he'll be ok. I don't know why I'm here and it bothers me so so much. I know what you mean about fighting. I was in the Army for 15 years. I use to love it but at the end everyone made me angry and stressed. I didn't belong in that bad environment anymore so I left. Now I thought I'd have more time for meditation and being a lone to figure out my purpose but it's just blank. An empty feeling worse than I've ever had. Why am I here????? I keep asking but still nothing...

I cannot believe I found this. I'm very anxious, now. I've always felt I didn't belong. I often say I didn't want this, as if I had a choice. I've kept it to myself, because I feel most, if not all, others will take it the wrong way. Interpret it as suicidal, maybe. I don't feel that they would understand that I strongly feel that I physically do not belong on on this planet, or among it's people. It's not just that, though. It's all of the other specific sensations and characteristics listed by so many other people that are the same as mine, and these are people I did not know existed. I'm always staring at the sky, I do it without noticing. I can tell I'm doing it with purpose because I won't stop, and I often immediately see unusual objects in the sky that are very bright and eventually disappear. It's as if I were being told to look up. I also have a recurring dream of myself as a child in the back of my parents car while speeding through a neighborhood. I always feel uncomfortable in the dream. And there is always this very large bright light behind the car in the sky following us. I also feel like I should never be angry, but that didn't happen until a few years ago.

I feel sort of the same way.... that I dont belong here. I love looking at the sky, like someone is calling me. In my dreams I do call someone, I feel safe there, even loved... and why not.. is a dream so I can sometimes control it and fly or make myself wake up by jumping, but there is always something there that is sort of pulling me my speed.

I dont know anything anymore! I try to forget all about this, but unlike today. All those feelings, and emotions came back