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I Don't Belong On This Planet And I'm Waiting To Go Home

For as long as I can remember, I've always felt homesick no matter where I was. I always knew home wasn't here on Earth. Even as a child I'd watch people, how they interact with each other, examine their features, their behaviors, and I've wondered why I'm so different, why I don't even feel human. I act as human-like as possible, but everything I do is very different from everyone else. When I'm in physical pain, which has to be very strong because I'm very resistant, I laugh. Emotional pain, I numb all emotions.
I always want to be alone. I'm usually in my room, reading, writing, sleeping, gaming. Or at the library, where not even my parents can bother me. I have many friends, I just usually hang out with them at school, and I tend to come up with excuses to not hang out after school, because I'd much rather feel alone. But I think it's because I'm really not alone at all - I feel like there's always someone, one of my kind, with me in my heart. However, I still have the need to find my own kind physically.
I've always had an extreme fascination with the stars. I can spend hours and hours just staring off into them, admiring their beauty. When I do this it comforts me. I don't feel so alone in this world. But I scan the stars, like I'm searching for home, but I've forgotten exactly where it's at. I often get these extreme urges to go home. Lately they've been stronger than ever. I want to go back home, where I belong.
I have always been very mature for my age, but this isn't exactly a good thing. I have trouble with making friends. I am very intelligent, and often find myself correcting my instructors and teachers, but I don't always apply myself because my mind is always off elsewhere, exploring my own interests.
I also don't get close to people easily. I'm only close to two people, and I only love four. I don't really like people too much. But I'm very loving towards nature. Now, I'm not a tree hugger or anything, but any abuse to animals or plants gets me angry and I feel even more ashamed of humans. I'm a fighter, not a lover. I love to fight - but it competition. I'm the only female in my martial arts class, as I have been for two years. I fight against older men in their twenties, thirties, and forties, and I'm in my early teens. Many people find this odd, but I have an extreme attraction to fighting, and I think there may be a purpose for that.
I feel emotions that I know many people have never felt before. I can tell exactly what someone is feeling by just looking at them - they can have a huge smile on their face, but inside I know they're unhappy. It's vice-versa for others. I can also tell nearly exactly what someone is thinking, or what they're going to say before they open their mouths, by looking at them and/or feeling the energy they're giving off.
If a UFO or strange aircraft landed before me, I'd be the one to run right to it. I've seen two strange aircraft near my home before. They both occurred at night. The first time, I followed it into a pasture, but then something told me to run away. I hesitated, but I ran away. The second time I chased it and chased it until it disappeared. I wish I would've continued to chase it though... I want to go home...
I don't feel human. I don't belong on this Earth. I don't know my purpose for being here, and I know I have one. But I want to find my purpose so I can leave as soon as possible. I want to go home. If anyone feels this way, I'm begging you to message me... I want to go home, I need to find my own kind..
Insanityynk Insanityynk 13-15, F 231 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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i know this is weird but it's like you described my life in your post,
"I don't belong to this world, I can't wait to go home" , that's what i always say, i tried to understand why am i so different from everybody else, i also search for someone like me and somehow i know there's one somewhere, but lately i started disbelieving this idea cause maybe It's just a delusion, but after reading your post i am sure there is one :) . thank you

You picked this planet. We're here for the experience and understanding only. I'm from an alien race who is harvesting energy in different places across the universe or galaxy- I cannot remember which. We don't have emotions and feelings like humans. I remember that much. But cannot remember much more other than that. when I'm finished with my time on this planet, I'm back to my alien body. But with only residual leftover feelings of earth and its people. I remember I've came to earth several lifetimes or "tours"....there are other places you can go after earth. Some are much more advance civilizations. People only come to earth for the feelings of being human. We cannot remember who are real humans and who are others like myself or find loved ones when we're gone. That's the tragedy of all this. Our love can only be experienced here and now, it's gone when we leave.

Same here. There's practically nothing on this entire thread that i can't personally identify with. I think we all need to find other similarities in our experiences and feelings, so that we might be able to shed more light on our, what I've always called, Great Mystery. This is great. I've always assumed that I was alone. May we all find peace.

Even I like u guyz want to go back home from where I came but over time I have realised we all are here because of some reason we are sent to earth to fulfill some mission when I was little I used to have this really strong connection with something I could only see hear and feel through my minds eye but over time it did not go away completely but its slowly fading away but I know I can still get it back through practise and devotion and one more main thing is that we are so many in number l which is good we should actually all join hands and make this place another heaven because anything is possible just try at first its going to be difficult but we have to start that's all I want to say nd stay blessed and don't forget your everyday prayers

this post really got me thinking. I have felt like this most of my life too and i know exactly whats being described here first hand. But heres the thing, maybe we are all aliens from other planets - it doesn't seem so ridiculous to think so. We've all lived many lives before, because we are energy that keeps on going even when our physical form does not. Just because we have all lived other lives doesn't mean those lives had to be confined to the only planet we know of. So my mind is really open to all these possibilities. Some of us are reborn with perhaps more attachment to our past lives than we should have...I think this comes from dying with a strong attachment to something. Unfortunately or fortunately you might say, what we have been before and where we have been is not accurately carried through to our memory in a neurological sense. However memory is carried through from a energy perspective - something that not fully understood yet. That said there are many yearning feelings we have that we cannot explain and make no sense to our current lives. In addition to this there are memories (by memories i do not mean the kind we recall using parts of our brain - but more knowing feelings) that we inherit from our ancestors. There have been a number of scientific studies that show the great grand children of prisoners of war inherited the trauma from their great grand parents, despite having no real understanding of their experience. Energy is responsible for evolution and we are not only our experiences but we have memory of all the people/things before us.

With this all said, it is not surprising many of feel alien or like we do not belong or that we need to find home. As i said who is to say that our memory is not that of beings from other planets that we once were. To the people who wish to prove everything factually in their lives, they will laugh at that statement - but an open mind cannot factually disprove it either.

So you may be wondering where I am I going with all this (if you have not already stopped reading hahah). My point is about acceptance. So what if we were from other planets. Are we going to spend the rest of our lives here waiting for that spaceship? Are we going to spend the rest of our lives wanting time to speed up and get through what seems to feel like a sub standard place? We want to be somewhere else - and as long as we feel this way - this planet and these people will make us impatient and frustrated and we will commit ourselves to life of disconnection from our situation.

So I ask you what is the point in that. Isn't that whats wrong with a growing number of people in the world? Don't they wish they were somewhere better in the name of religion. Isn't our society living less consciously now than ever before Were all living in our imaginations because this world is not what we want.

Can anyone see the problem here. We are on this planet with this people wether we like it or not. We can open our hearts with compassion for this world and all its faults or we can spend the rest of lives with non acceptance and disconnection.

Our job here is to learn, not to judge but to learn and to integrate and breed positivity. So what if lived somewhere else, on a better plant, where we didn't have to travel - we could teleport. Where we didn't live within the limitations of this planet and our bodies. Where our environment was one we prefer to call home. Where beings behaved in ways that were to our liking. Are they not all just conditions and preferences? When you fully accept that there there things you just can't change, then you will find home and realise it was in you and that you take it with you wherever or whatever you are.

I have always had a fascination with the stars. When I look at them I too feel closer to home. Living on this planet I always feel like an alien. I even had dreams where I was on my home plannet and I also had dreams where I had to escape from Earth. Everyday I wake up with the feeling that something is missing. Many say that I am mature for my age but I have difficulty making friends. I find though that nature is my only best friend. A lot of people say that I am just weird because I do not see the world from their point of view. Everyone else, sees the world from the big picture while I see the world from the details that many tend to overlook and belittle. My name means lion of God in Hebrew which somehow means to me that I am a fighter.

I can completely relate. I'm not, sure if I'm an alien. A psychic once told me that I was and would only ever feel at home with other aliens. I don't understand people. I feel like I study them anthropologicaly and then try to imitate. Some of this is no doubt from the extreme abuse I survived as a kid. I basically raised myself and feel semi feral, though I can "pass" in the works. However, I lived through it and thrived. And having spent a good chunk of my life getting degrees in mental health, I know that my being alive, coherent, and able to have healthy relationships after what I went through is definitely not normal. Maybe I'm an alien. Maybe I'm a fairy. It makes more sense to me than claiming human.

Sorry to hear about the abuse. That's terrible.

E.T. phone home. Hehehe. No I hear you. I think part of the picking up on peoples thoughts and feelings is because you're female, you might experience it more and deeper than others. Some of it could be ESP. The feeling like someone is with you is probably God, especially when you make the connection with his creation, i.e. the stars. I certainly feel absolutely lost in this world and have no idea what I am supposed to do at all. I share my faith in Jesus Christ, I share my life experience, knowledge and wisdom I've picked up over the years and if that can help people I am tickled pink. My dad always says if people want to hear your advice they'll ask you, and they damn sure don't ask. I would think that you should get some cats. Maybe you already have cats, maybe you grew up around cats. A lot of what you're describing is what it must be like to be a cat. Don't get me wrong I think cats are awesome and I think you are probably pretty awesome. I like what you wrote. Do you wan to know how I found it? I just typed in my web browser "I'm lost on Planet Earth." I'm right smack dab in the middle of not knowing what I want to do with my life, meaning I'm right smack dab in the middle of finishing up my core curriculum at my University, and needing to head towards a major. I was going to be a doctor, and then I thought I'd just work for a while, and I did, and now I don't know what I want to do. I change my mind every day, sometimes many times throughout the minute. Maybe I'll be a comedian. But I'll tell you what time off sure messes with your head, and idle hands are the devil's playground, but I know for a fact that busy hands can detour just as fast into hell's kitchen. At the end of the day though, I'm clean and sober, I'm a blood-bought child of the most high king my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I love my dog, I love my mom, dad, and brother even though we can't stand each other for some reason, probably because we're from different dimensions. And so with that I'm going to bed. Tata.

You may not know this yet but you will find many on your path who are inspired, healed, calmed by you. They may never tell you and you may never see it but there is a light inside of you that shines and that is part of who you are. If we cannot go home yet what if we were to bring part of home here? What if we were to be loving and kind and all the things that we miss about home?

Sounds a lot like heaven. “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”-John 8:12

You have , I believe the perfect response. It would explain our search for purpose and justify our reason for being here. From birth feeling different and indifferent with those around you. Always ,with a sense of feeling not alone but far away from home. It would make sense that we are here to bring a little of home. It's weird because there is a clear sense of home within me as if I have lived it and experienced it but have somehow appeared here. I believe the answer lies within.

I went looking for answers on why I feel like I don't belong here, in this world. I searched around Google for a bit and eventually found this post. After reading this, I felt so relieved. Everything you described her in your post is exactly how I feel. It's too accurate and it's kinda scary. But it also makes me sad. So many people are lost here without any answers on the way we feel and why. This feeling of confusion and loneliness usually accrues listening to certain songs or groups, and whenever I'm in certain locations like out in the country or woods. Do you ever feel this feeling is triggered by anything like that as well, or am I the only one?

No. You are not alone. I often see myself alone in nature overlooking a lake and feeling as it is home to me. Never having been there personally but knowing it is significant and important.

I can remember carrying conversations with myself as a child, as if someone had been there with me. I grew quickly and was like a little adult from an early age. So much so that I engaged in risky self destructive behavior for years. One day the urge stopped, and that was the day I describe as having "gathered enough information." Now, in late teen years, I feel like I'm waiting for another mission. I just get so sad in the interim. I feel alone. Relationships are next to impossible because after a few weeks I realize they just don't run as deep, despite good first impressions and high hopes for an equal.. I agree with one of the replies, and many, about how you feel like there's this person in your heart that you feel kin to; I do. I just want to get closer. I want to pass on to a reward. And for all my stargazers, download this app called SkyView. It's positively breathtaking, and I often get emotional.. Especially when I'm particularly homesick.

I feel exactly what your saying but I don't fight. I love karate but haven't gotten to try it out and everything you said is way to similar to my own.

I have always felt that way too. I remember I used to sing to the stars as a kid. I made up a song called "Wishing star so bright." I still remember the words. I have always felt like I don't belong. I get along with people and can communicate, but I can never fully attach myself to really that many people. It is really sad. I am surrounded by people every day, but I feel like no one gets it because they are too absorbed in the illusion that has been placed around most people.

I feel the same way...I hang with my friends and none can't get me either I feel like a shadow....

Same here. Always have. I always said that i felt like a foreign object in the body of the world.

Omg....I feel the same...I wanna cry...I actually cry everyday...i feel insane, you?....I finally found someone like me? And if it's true that we don't belong here...when will we go home? I want to go home 2

I've been exiled to this planet it seems. For some reason my sentence is being the entity that I am, but having to "live" as humans do (when really they're all so hell-bent on dying). This physical form pains me. The worst punishment for wasting my potential back home is coming here as an infant human. I cried nonstop with rage and frustration, until I remember another stream of consciousness coming online: my human mind. And the stronger and louder it became (which happened quite quickly), the more I forgot myself. I, like you, exhibited many symptoms of being a higher life form living as a human. The disgust at their wastefulness and disrespect for life. Their ability to act without understanding they are acting to the will of others. The ease of reading them, but the impossibility of them reading me. Emotions and connecting ideas that seem beyond most of them. And the wretchedness by which they've outcast me, but accepted me when it was convenient for them. I still have not determined why I am here. Perhaps I am more human than I give myself credit for by asking so. I just can't escape the feeling that once I lived royally among the stars, and I feel cheated here now.

I feel the same way....when will we go home?

I agree with what you are saying. The human race is so beautiful, but it is so toxic. Greed and the lack of caring is only a small example of the many things that are wrong. I think that we were sent here to make it better some how, or at least I like to think that. All I know that helps me is meditating. I close my eyes and travel through the stars and visit the most beautiful world anyone could ever imagine. The colors are so vibrant that it is almost comprehensible. Hang in there and best wishes.

Please email me, as I would love to connect. I feel word for word the same.


I feel exactly as all you described, alone, out of place and time, but mostly tired. HOME is supposed to grand you strength not make you weak and helpless, this is not home, perhaps in the next life( for all those who believe in one) I will be home. But this isn't the thing that troubles me the most, I'm used to not having a HOME, the thing that pains me is that I miss HER. I don't remember what she looks like, the only thing that I remembered about her was her name. I meet her in a waiting room and she told me her name was Olivia and I know that she is my other half, honestly I don't know if I'm losing my mind for thinking that perhaps somewhere out there in the vastness of the stars there my actually be someone that realm loves me, that loves my messed up self. But il tell you one thing I will never stop searching for her. My name is Robert and I hope that all of us here will get our wishes some day.

I wish to find my soulmate 2! I promise'll find her...we will all find each other soon and our soulmates :)

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Are you still here on earth? Hope for your sake you are not but hope you get this message somehow. I've always sat in a room full of people analysing the conversation... always the odd one out in the corner asking myself are they acting or is this it? I've never met my equal and find that very interesting! It's strange how you could type a deep question into google search and find an answer or something as interesting as your post. This is what I am experiencing! So happy to know I am not alone. I don't belong here and have always felt like I belong somewhere else... another earth, another me where everyone understands me obviously😉

Totally feel exactly the same way. Not my home, I want to go home to my family. They are not here. I don't understand why I have to be here ... Such a cold unloving place. Wish I knew others like me in this physical place. I feel my family with me in spirit. But feel so incredibly lonley on this planet. I have a deep sadness and longing to go home.

I feel exactly the same, I often have this overwhelming urge to run away. But I'm not sure where to, I just feel like I don't belong here. I know there is so much more to life than this, and I find it so hard to just do the expected things from society. I can't understand the way the world works, I feel like the entire thing is a mess. Why can't we live happily in peace? I find it so difficult to relate to people my age (I'm in my late teens). Everyone is so self obsessed with how they look, what they're doing, instagram etc. Is this living? Who else wants to be in nature? Surely there is more to life than this? I want to live a pure life, I want to feel alive, and be as human as possible. Can't we just be loving and kind? Life should be worth living. But sometimes it just feels so hard in the world of today. And people have told me I'm crazy and to 'get back in the real world'. But it has never felt right. Sometimes I just feel like taking off and living in the middle of nowhere outside of society, but I wouldn't want to be completely alone. Who else feels like this?

Although you posted this in 2012, I felt an urge to reply. I have felt almost exactly like what you described and I am so thrilled to find out that I am not the only one! Several people have told me that I am just crazy & to read and see that there are other people who feel the same as me gives me hope. I think that people call me crazy for feeling that way because they are afraid of what they don't understand.

we are observers of this world, take in as much of it as you can. You will be reporting to your supervisor one day...

Thank you for posting this response . I've been doing google searches to find anyone who also knows we will and are reporting. I feel like I am currently gathering information on what it takes to survive here and what it's like to be here in an effort to understand the human hardships physically and mentally.


Me to! I'm so happy I found this...Theres a couple things I want to say. I feel like this world is so full of negativity, hate, and fear which just makes me want to be alone even more. The petty things we prioritize as a society is shameful. We're forgetting that we are all brothers and sisters. Life isn't about money, status, friends, or material goods. These are merely distractions so that people can not realize their true potential...wake up people! I have always had questions about god, the origin of this world, etc and still am discovering something new everyday...cymatics, how everything is made up of a vibration, Indian astrology, etc are some things that helped answer my questions. Life to me is just taking it day by day and feeling safe, loved, and at cliche as this may sound this world needs more love. College degrees, work experience, cars, social status, etc won't mean a single thing in the end...question more. I've always felt out of place with people in and even my blood family. It is very hard for me to relate to most people. I am much more mature than my age. My experiences have a lot to do with it. As painful as they may be, I'm thankful I had them and still do, because I would not be in this state of mind. It's as if nobody understands this struggle, but I've learned that I need nobody except my twin soul the one who can truly understand and connect with me like no other.
I hope this helps someone...
please message me as well if you can relate to this!!!
Infinite Peace and Love <3

I can definitely relate. Sometimes I wonder if I am dreaming or awake. So much hate and really awful things humans do to one another. When will it stop or when will they see the bigger picture? Or must we just observe and report like rocligel said. I know one thing for sure and that is that I am not one of them and are a loving soul that will go home one day!

I feel the exact same way. I am a loner. I just want to be far away from people like out in the forest or by the ocean alone. I want to leave so badly it hurts. I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to be here. I also have a son and a baby on the way. I love them but it makes me feel trapped in some way to this world and for some reason I never think about my husband when I think of leaving this place. I love him but maybe I know he'll be ok. I don't know why I'm here and it bothers me so so much. I know what you mean about fighting. I was in the Army for 15 years. I use to love it but at the end everyone made me angry and stressed. I didn't belong in that bad environment anymore so I left. Now I thought I'd have more time for meditation and being a lone to figure out my purpose but it's just blank. An empty feeling worse than I've ever had. Why am I here????? I keep asking but still nothing...

I cannot believe I found this. I'm very anxious, now. I've always felt I didn't belong. I often say I didn't want this, as if I had a choice. I've kept it to myself, because I feel most, if not all, others will take it the wrong way. Interpret it as suicidal, maybe. I don't feel that they would understand that I strongly feel that I physically do not belong on on this planet, or among it's people. It's not just that, though. It's all of the other specific sensations and characteristics listed by so many other people that are the same as mine, and these are people I did not know existed. I'm always staring at the sky, I do it without noticing. I can tell I'm doing it with purpose because I won't stop, and I often immediately see unusual objects in the sky that are very bright and eventually disappear. It's as if I were being told to look up. I also have a recurring dream of myself as a child in the back of my parents car while speeding through a neighborhood. I always feel uncomfortable in the dream. And there is always this very large bright light behind the car in the sky following us. I also feel like I should never be angry, but that didn't happen until a few years ago.

I feel sort of the same way.... that I dont belong here. I love looking at the sky, like someone is calling me. In my dreams I do call someone, I feel safe there, even loved... and why not.. is a dream so I can sometimes control it and fly or make myself wake up by jumping, but there is always something there that is sort of pulling me my speed.

I dont know anything anymore! I try to forget all about this, but unlike today. All those feelings, and emotions came back

I'm glad I found this.

Hey, I know this is a late response but I just wanted to say that I feel this way and I want to go home too...

You are not alone my freind

I remember ever since the age of 6 feeling different like this wasn't home or real. That this is a dream. I have always had a fascination with space and stars and life out in the universe. I always feel like I'm looking for something that I can't find. Lost and Alone. I always find myself observing people not understanding why they act the way they do. It's a real struggle at times.

Interesting because I was around 6 or so when I had that happen to me too. I actually used to sing to the stars and it was usually a sad song, about being lost.

Someone from here please message me... i feel this on so many levels

You ok

I so much feel this way, have my entire life, and this place is boring and app very stupid to me

well i dunno really what to say 2015
Not sure if this was a troll to get attention.
If this is real.
Then hello i am one of your kind.

I am right with you and I am 55. They come and gladh lights at me. I dream of being on board a ship, taking to someone about my dreams while I am fast asleep dreaming! Yeah I want to ho home too. I do not belong hete either. I understand you. Your lucky to be able to reach out. I couldn't when I was young!

You're not alone.

I feel same way.

I can't even explain how good it feels to see that others are experiencing the same feeling of "homesickness." I have always gravitated towards the stars and feel my best at night staring up at the sky. I too cannot relate to many people but try to stay social. I can never connect on more than superficial levels and it feels like I waste if time. I am married but I swear he thinks I'm just depressed. I hardly watch the news anymore as my ability to empathize is highly sensitive. I find humans to be cruel and animalistic. I see aura, use my intuition and Can Feel energy. I know I am here for a purpose but have no idea what it is. I have given up on the human race. While others seem to have their lives "together" I feel so lost. Although I feel lost, at least I feel awake and now that I'm awake I just want to go home. Death does not frighten me at all. I know that it is just the start of another cycle. Me fear is that I will forget all that I've learned and will have to experience this loneliness all over again in another lifetime. I don't want to come back to this planet. I want to be amongst my own kind in my true form.y

The feeling doesn't go away or get better. I don't feel like I can relate to my species on many levels, either. I want to go home. I don't fear death, I believe that will be my escape and I can finally return to my non Earth family. I find this species to be harsh, shallow, crude, violent and conniving. It's exhausting and gets old after a few decades.
Yes, I can relate to your sensitivities, it's fascinating and also a burden as you are generally 3-4 steps ahead of others. It's frustrating waiting for them to figure it out what you knew 1/2 hour ago.
Interesting story: I had a very intense dream when I was about 9 or 10. (40 now) I travelled through a portal and stayed, had dinner, with a family - mom, dad, 2 siblings. I felt loved, I felt at home. I still remember them saying goodbye to me, waving to me as I stepped back into a portal. When I woke it was so intense, I still felt amazing peace and love. But every year since then, I get sad when I think of that dream. It has not reoccurred again, and probably for obvious reasons, it would be torture to visit them too often.

I have felt the same since about the age of six and still feel the same way now at the age of 58..i just want to go home were ever home is but it;s not here feel like i was left behind...lost my
memory and were i left my craft..if i win big on lotto built my own and bugger off...lost in Kent....seen lots of things in the sky since i was little..still see things now...

When I was little and my mom would take us to the library, I always went for the stories about UFO's, spiritualism and the like. I felt like the typical outsider (I am most definitely NOT autistic), and I still do. I don't feel I have any 'special powers', I've had psychic experiences as well as other weird stuff, but nothing I could conceivably control. I was always quiet and shy as a kid, but I could be outgoing if I put my mind to it. Wanting to not be born was something I felt, especially when I was younger, and in my teens. I can even remember before I was born, as well as the moment of my birth, which is weird, but my memory of birth was collaborated by my Mom. I have no 'real' friends my own age (I related and have always related better to older people), I rarely actually ever feel like I run into anyone I can truly relate to on more than a superficial level. I am not being high and mighty here, it's just I rarely click with anyone.
I've had two instances of kids (young ones) asking if I was an alien, ha ha! The second time I asked the one kid why he would ask that- he said I look like one, lol!
I've had weird almost UFO experiences, most recently a few years ago, I was looking at the stars at night on a cold night, and I was just staring at them. I had my attention drawn to one in the north eastern sky, and I saw some sort of weird light, it started as a pinprick of light and expanded into a larger round light, and then went back to a pinprick, then suddenly in the sky (it was a very far distance), it appeared as a pinprick of light and enlarged, then shrank in size.
I've had two times where I had a weird dream, and awakened (the first dream was I was 'sucked up' into the sky and woke up immediately. I looked out the window (it was winter and foggy), and could see the moon, the street light and another light that was not a star. Being lazy I went back to bed. Years later, I was woken up out of a dream suddenly, and saw three white lights out the foggy window (again in winter!). I should have gone outside but it's cold. Wish I would have.
Another weird thing is, one time I was walking my dog at night, and the moon was in a certain position with clouds around it, and I got a 'flash' of some place I never remember being, it may have been Earth, I don't know.
However, when I was young, I was watching this movie, "Night of the Creeps". At the beginning, some ugly pink fat alien is being chased by other aliens. I got some sort of weird super distant memory from that....I could almost smell their weird smell to them. Later I happened to mention this to my Mom, and she said that when she was a little girl, she had a dream about these same things, she said they smelled like cheese (swiss? gouda? emmental?), and they were chasing her and others through these caves. I've always felt a connection to my Mom, even though we don't agree on many things.
Ever since I was young, I always felt like I was 'waiting' for something big to happen. For a long time (until I used Bach flower remedies- mustard for depression that descends from nowhere and another one I forget!) I would get sad or depressed because this big 'thing' wasn't happening.
I don't know if I'm some sort of alien, though if you think of it, depending on what you believe, we all are from elsewhere. According to Robert Monroe, we (or others) came to the earth via thought forms and got stuck in the physical plane and then forgot where we came from.
All I have to say is, I'm leery of those who claim to be 'aliens'...after all there is a lot of mental illness out there, as well as antisocial types and sociopaths. I am not mentally ill, and not a sociopath. It would be nice to be around those who also feel this way, however I won't join some facebook page because facebook is monitored by the "Office of Information Awareness". And who knows what they're planning on using that stuff for.
If you are young and feel this way, please don't feel alone. And please do not do anything like kill yourself! Not feeling like part of the 'in' crowd can be good, because if you follow the crowd and they go over a cliff, you will be glad you didn't fall too. I suppose that eventually this will all make sense and we can smack ourselves in the forehead and say, "Duh! No wonder I didn't feel 'normal'".

hi. i feel the same way.dunno what to do cause what im feelin is that i dont belong anywhere and i have memories from when i was 1 1 months old.i was lookin in the mirror at 2 years and wonder why am i here on this planet and why am i looking like bones are tough .i never had a broken bone in my i understand you completely but i thought is something wrong with me.that im crazy

I feel the same way. I recently discovered I am autistic. Have you been tested for it? When I met other autistic people I felt I was one of them - we all feel like we are from another planet. My heart goes out to you.

the life of the univers is sacrade a and beutifll we are being with amazing energie and we are and transition stop in our journey I awllawas feel I don't belong to mother earth but I have to be here sometime I don't knoe what to do feling loose in space and time like to analize humanity and what they do I feel far away from hom but I know the tim ewill arrive and I will be reunited with my familie im a child of the univers

This is the first time I have ever made the effort outside of myself to look into this. I cannot put in to words what I want to say. I cannot tell you how well I feel like I know you just by reading your story. Going to message you

I want to go home too.. But it feels like it's too far away. Still it feels good that more of my own kind exists.

you're not alone, just so you know. And thank you for writing this, it doesn't make me feel so alone.

I swear if I hadn't known this someone else I would've thought I had written this

I am only 21 i feel as tho my life is not what suppose to be i make friends to hide my true feeling thats emptiness that i cannot fill, since i was very young ive had experiences that made me realize that i am not from here i was adopted left on the streets but i feel my parents werent human i have a feeling i was set on this earth as ambassador to observe and watch. I dreams of things that come true i ve seen my mother before she was my mother i ve seen how universe was created no mistake we are not alone. 3 years ago i was visited i cannot remember everything but i know they came i cried i told them i wanted to go with them. They said "its your choice we ask you humans we are not cruel nor evil we been here since the beginning. I know your one of us your soul speaks, ive been watching you i know your lost stuck if you come with us then all your worry, sadness will be gone but you must leave your family behind!" I looked at them said "I cant i cant i want to but i want to be with my family till the end if i leave they will know i am cant hurt them tho i know i will suffer". They said "Your suffering .............i will come back when the time comes do not forget"! Till this day i felt like it wasn't a dream it was soo real cuz when they left i had my screen cut in half next day. So i ve been watching seeing and observing i cant change what will happen in future i know what will happen in the future will be cruel but also beautiful. I know i am not human i wanted say in the beginning you are not alone we all connected tho we may be different origin you must not forget your being never look cover look between the lines that hold the truth ive realized that i can help people by giving them advise i cant interfere but i can observe push them right direction. Yess we have powers i can see aura, read ppl like you, i can move the air raise my energy to change aura ppl around me i can heal yes i have healing energy we also if you mediate make you remember you home ive seen my true form and seen my home. DONT FORGET YOUR HERE FOR PURPOSE MAYBE one DAY we shall me in this life or the NEXT :)

I feel the exact same way. All around me, people seem to live life normally, interact socially with absolutely no problems at all, and I feel like an alien who just doesn't belong. Everyone else seems to have figured the life thing out and I just feel like this odd outsider stuck behind a pane of glass that is looking into a world I will never truly be a part of. More and more, I am feeling this urge to return home, and I can only hope my life will be a short one so I don't have to spend too much more time here on this earth.

I seriously fell out of place, and often feel as if people look at me differently or stare at me as if I have antennae growing out of my head. Yet a person who is standing right beside me will get no looks at all. Strange. What exactly makes me stand out and want people to look at me? Also, sometimes I feel as if I am just going through the motions to appear normal like the other humans around me. Like I will feel as if I am imitating a certain human action, rather than it just coming naturally to me.

Anyways, it's a relief to meet someone like myself because it makes me feel less alone. I suppose there must be some deep purpose to those of us who feel so out of place. The heck if I know what that purpose is, but perhaps we have some sort of special mission??

Thank you so much for posting. This life can be so odd and difficult when one is so sensitive and feels completely out of place on this earth. Finding those who empathize and connect with you is incredibly difficult. Be well and I guess one day we will figure out the meaning behind all this.

This is what I feel. I found out I am autistic. Autistic folks often describe feeling like they are from another planet. When I met other autistic folks for the first time, I felt like the ugly duckling who found her swans :)

I too feel the same. You not alone.thanks for sharing.

No idea if this is still active, or not, or if anyone has already suggested this, but you should look up something called the Pleiadian Workbook, and star people, sounds like you may have been one in a past life. I get exactly how you feel, I feel like that quite often, and have had past life experiences that have made that feeling a lot stronger.

Wtf I'm searching for you !!! You took the words right out of my soul help me please this is no joke plz don't take this as one ... Follow me on instagram please ... Bombassbuds .... That's my user name ... Please DM me I need to talk to someone like me I was beginning to think I was crazy ... Here's an example besides everything you have already said .... The voice inside you yells to be woken up ... You feel ashamed and sometimes disgusted by being human but feel guilty at times for feeling hate for them but find yourself doing kind acts for them even tho you never receive one ... My voice tells me to wake up all the time screaming ...


Wow. I didn't expect to find such a clear answer to the question I asked Google. I've heard many of these classes of beings, light workers, indigo children, starseeds. They resonated with me, but it didn't make as much sense as it does now.

I called in sick to work the past two days because I feel exausted, foggy headed and a bit out of sorts. Certainly not on my A game. That lead to my search, I was trying to find words to match how I felt so I asked Google why I feel foggy headed and like I don't belong here, and it brought here. Now I wonder if one of you extraordinary beings didn't draw me here, or perhaps the group consciousness.

At any rate, thank you all for sharing. I don't feel so alone, I feel that I'll be back on track after a good night's rest. I don't know any of you, yet of the comments I read I think you are the best hope this planet has.

It is time to get to work in earnest with our combined efforts friends.

Omg! I feel the exact same way I've always been someone who prefers to be alone. Yes I feel that I'm in a different world, the things that people talk about around me I am not interested in it. I usually keep quite when people talk about things other than God. My thinking is different from other people that I think I am crazy! I also find myself reading other people's mind which is soo strange!

never have I felt like I am supost to be here I always feel alone even though I am surrounded by friends and family I even have a dream to leave humanity and live on an island somewhere no one can find me to fit in with nature to serve a purpose I always feel empty inside. but unlike some I don't wont humanity to evolve to what they call intelligence I wont them to die out and vanquish from the planet and never return

I feel the same all my life it's like I never belonged, never fitted in anywhere, not even my own family do I belong. I lose everyone, friends, lovers im just too different, I get so angry worth humanity, I find myself looking at them in disgust and sadness. They roam around like ants but they do not help or acknowledged each other. Wars are pointless , do they really believe this is life, this is their purpose, to work and die
I have tried so hard to fit in, but I don't belong, this is not my home, earth is not my home and the humans are not my people

Autism - we all feel we are not of this planet...

I feel this way too when I reading it I was saying to my self me too

I have very similar feelings - that I don't quite belong here and now. That I'm missing out on something important, and should be doing something... but I don't know what, where or when. I feel more and more disassociated from the world, as if I'm waiting for something. Waiting. I can't quite explain it.

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I feel similar to you, but I'm not even sure what home is. For me a distant place, maybe. I've recently started noticing people's energy/vibe... just a feel of what they emit. I've always wished the human race would take all that potential they have and advance forward, where sustainable living, taking care of the planet and each other becomes the norm.

I had a weird experience today. I saw the news about Jupiter and Venus' conjunction this week and I suddenly had goosebumps, my heart pounding really fast and I began crying. I felt so emotional when I thought of Jupiter.
All my life I always said that I am not from earth. And as a kid I used to look up at the sky and wonder why I was sent here.
The other day I told a friend that I think different races are from different planets.
I dunno man... it overwhelms me so much. I just know inside that I am not from here and other people will laugh if I say this out loud to anyone I know.

I once had dream that I was traveling to a jupiter on space ship just like Terra venture off power rangers lost galaxy it was weird buy it felt right at the same time.

Wow, interesting thought about you feeling as if you are literally from another planet. Makes you wonder if some of us really are from somewhere way up there, and were sent here on a special mission to do something for humankind....would make sense as to why we feel so out of place.

If you read some of the books by Edgar Cayce, he says that all our planets are places we go to 'train' for various reasons. You may also want to look into astrology and find out what the conjunction means to your own natal (birth) chart. Excellent book is "The Only Astrology Book You'll Ever Need".

i used to feel like this all the time too.
I never went home instead I found a love I had three children but now lately I have become focused on reading all sorts of literature to maybe somehow find a connection to my mission.
Even though I have a family I still feel lonely and still have not connected with ppl around me. I stay home all the time.
You should go out and try to make friends before you are older like me and wonder where time has gone.
We may never find out purpose here now and waiting maybe a lifetime .
You are not alone ok. My children ask the same questions about life too. They ask me when are we going home and did we always live here.
Maybe it's in our DNA code I don't know. Some ppl call us starseeds of the future.
Be kind to yourself and be happy please don't end up stranded like me.

I try to make friends, but it never seems to work out for me. Maybe I am too nice? I'm not evil or mean, I make friends easy but they always drift off.

I always feel the same way and it makes me want to cry and I am always telling my self that I want to go home but I don't know where home is and that I want to leave this planet and go for the stars. I am very intelegent with things that involve the planets and have always wanted to go and travel them. I bring up arguments in school to explain that there is other life there and I do have friends it's just I tend to work alone and be alone. The only thing that can make me happy again is the sound of music or looking into the stars knowing that I could go home one day and find it when I am ready

I think I'm in love with you. What you explained is exactly me in every way. Maybe except the fighting part because I'm more relaxed and peaceful. But I feel exactly as you do. I've got to get in contact with you.

I constantly feel like this. Feeling like i dont fit in. I was born in the wrong era. This isnt my realm... But dont give up on life. It'll be worth it in the end! God wanted us to experience this ****. Suck it up. If our ancestors can do it.. WE CAN AS WELL. try not to think about it so much though. The day will come. ... John 18:36 Jesus said "My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jewish leaders. But now my kingdom is from another place."........ i wish we can all meet up with eachother! :'(

Some of you said I feel the same,
I always think to my self why I'm here? what I'm doing here? Why me? Or maybe I'm just board? I can make some friends But after few months or a year they leave not because they going to other places it because they having their own friends and your not invited and even I go near to them to talk with them and have some fun or in a serious moment, they walk out and seat far away from you all you is looking to them cause they avoiding you that why I don't like having close friend they always do that leaving Now I'm in 30th yr of age no job No own family But I feel I a slave with my own family, years ago they give few of salaries 300 pesos a weak so I'm happy for that, now they said no more salary even you work for them do the cooking take care their baby Harding the store washing their clothes With no salary so I feel a slave even I have free meals but the other work for the they have salary and free meals so it in fair for me, people are so rude some I hate human and I hate being human and I think to my self I'm not human I'm not from this planet

Look into autism...

I feel the same way. I'm not smarter than most, I'm not drawn to fighting but I have a telepathic power where some nights when I feel alone I speak to someone. The person always tells me to be strong and remember my purpose, yet I have no clue what my purpose is. One night when I was around twelve I layed by my window and cried to a star it felt right, it felt like my home, I asked and begged it to take me back to go back home because I didn't feel that I was home on earth I felt like I needed to go there. I got a wave of reassurance that I was going to go back one day but not yet. I told them that I missed them. They said they missed me too. I am very close to nature, I often hug trees and feel a certain vibration forming within them, I'm shocked to say that certain vibrations aren't good. I feel I can communicate well with animals they usually come to me first. My parents are open minded and take things I say seriously. Yet I can't tell them this but I feel something right about telling you. I feel that I need you somehow. Please please contact me.

I think some how lots of us in the same areas need to meet up in groups. I am going to put an add in my area news paper and see if anyone else comes along.

sounds amazing. please do.

I will do the same

You pretty much took the words right out of my mouth. I've been feeling a real pull towards the sky, I want to go home. But I don't know where "home" is. I'm 21 and live in New Zealand. It's amazing because I thought I was the only one.

Spot on my friend! I feel similar, but have come to terms with this feeling, i am 22 years old and live in the desert in the usa. I feel we are here to help this place! Our consciousness has undergone an intense trauma that is reverberating threw our Psyche.. psychedelics have helped me immensely with coming to some kind of understanding of what is and was happening to me. The struggle is real! But with the comprehension of your powers you can surpass your ever growing expectations of your Self & put into effect the world you wish to see stopping the chain of discomfort and confusion that plagues our hardened Spirits. Follow your omens and be at peace, you are where you are supposed to be, be patient fellow sentient, much love!

Well said ❤

I feel a strong connection to your words.. It's like you took them straight from my own head..


I'm really late on this train but my name is Khayla and I'm a 16 year old girl and I have always felt like I don't belong here and I have a highly spiritual purpose on this earth. Ever since i was a kid i thought there was something different about me than the other kids and even now i see myself as a totally other worldly being. I always feel like I want to go home, even when im laying comfortably in my own bed. Ive felt this way all my life but its getting stronger now and I feel like i have a purpose on earth, but i dont know what it is yet. I always write, i always draw, i always create, and im always thinking. I dont have a religion, but i have a strong connection with the universe and i feel like i am a child of the universe. My soul is a prophet and my body is a vessel and i know that i am not like everyone else. I've never spoken to anybody with this same feeling as me so I would love to share experiences with anybody who feels like this i would greatly appreciate it. :))

reading these passages has really enlighten my mind I am 28 years old my name is Anthony I live in Philadelphia my whole entire life has been one big? All I do is question everything if somebody says that the tree is really a tree I still don't believe them I have to find out for my own and really believe it to really think it's true I never thought I belong here I am a fantastic lyricist I write lyrics for hip hop music and I record but I have no other interest on this planet I feel as though I don't belong and I never will belong I've worked multiple jobs tried it so many different things to make myself happy and for some reason it has never connected me with happiness or joy every day I wake up and just wonder why and I curse at God because I have anger that I can't get rid of my mother and father don't know what to do I can get a good career and have the normal robot life but I just don't want it I look to the stars in the clouds in the Sun everyday and beg and beg to the gods that they take me but I know I am here for something I just don't know what and don't know if it's complex enough for me to want to stay and to see so many people talk about the same thing just eases my heart and it will help me get through another day but tomorrow I will wake up with the same emotion not knowing why when or where I'm supposed to be I don't want to be a part of this world I know in my heart and in my mind that there's something so greater than what we are doing here but I just don't know what it is somebody help because the gods don't

the place you're looking for isn't there anymore its gone our ancestors did the same thing you're doing here on earth and destroyed it. Our world is like the deserts here. Everyday was a fighting for our lives. We chose to come here help save this world. But in are transition our memories were lost but there in our dreams. There are so many of us here but they are lost. They haven't awaken yet you have. Many of us have but the pain of what we lost blinds us from our mission. go to the nearest desert stand on the mountain and stand there let your mind go blank feel the air the sun the earth it helps to remind you why you are here it will connect you with this world. To this planets Mother she will guide you and help you on your journey. She will tell you what you need to do. Where your place here is. Know one person here can help until you open your mind and listen to this planet. Once you discover what you're here for then and only then will that longing for home stop. Because safing this planet is our reason for being here. We each have a part to do. Sometimes when that feeling of longing is to much. I return to the desert sometimes standing there for hours wishing I had stayed but for some reason I chose this. And one day we will return but not until we have done our parts. Most of you are going to think iam crazy and that's fine with me. I know what I need to do and why iam here. Do you?

last time I was in the desert I was told to Goto this site and tell you what you need to do. To enlightening you.

That makes sense to me. Being in quiet place with less distraction can be quite useful.

the place you're looking for isn't there anymore its gone our ancestors did the same thing you're doing here on earth and destroyed it. Our world is like the deserts here. Everyday was a fighting for our lives. We chose to come here help save this world. But in are transition our memories were lost but there in our dreams. There are so many of us here but they are lost. They haven't awaken yet you have. Many of us have but the pain of what we lost blinds us from our mission. go to the nearest desert stand on the mountain and stand there let your mind go blank feel the air the sun the earth it helps to remind you why you are here it will connect you with this world. To this planets Mother she will guide you and help you on your journey. She will tell you what you need to do. Where your place here is. Know one person here can help until you open your mind and listen to this planet. Once you discover what you're here for then and only then will that longing for home stop. Because safing this planet is our reason for being here. We each have a part to do. Sometimes when that feeling of longing is to much. I return to the desert sometimes standing there for hours wishing I had stayed but for some reason I chose this. And one day we will return but not until we have done our parts. Most of you are going to think iam crazy and that's fine with me. I know what I need to do and why iam here. Do you?

My name is Carol, and I am 52 years old I feel exactly the way you do, It has been getting stronger as I have been getting older, I feel I don't belong on the earth, and this is not my home although I don't know exactly where my home is, but I know it is not on earth, I want to go home, I have been doing research on youtube to read about anything that would help me understand this better, I have came to this site and discovered you feel the same way I do, please email me sometime we can share some of ours feelings and experiences with each other, I feel I need to be with my own who is like me and understands what Im going through.


I fell diferent sorry for my english :) when i fell the nature around me makes me smile and want something but dont know why... I have a fascination for stars but the world destroy me im only 16 and this generation is very.. Strange they dont care. Maybe im just kid but i fell diferent help me plz

Wow,I thought I was the only one in the world to feel this way. All my life I share the same feeling too. Around age 6-7 I began noticing I wasn't just a body and something was inside,I was just cry let me out let me out!!! At that age how could you describe that to someone?? It definitely sucks,but you are not alone hun...and neither am I. Tap into your spiritual side,you sound empathetic/psychic to me,maybe more.

Hello. it is so surreal reading your post because it feels like words of my own diary...I have felt this way all of my life and I have searched for years for answers. Or at least just a void. I want to be amongst others like myself. How can I message you?

I thought I was the only one. Now everything seems clearer to know there's someone else like me that I'm not alone. You literally described me 90% and I'm a guy. How can I reach you? I would love to have a conversation with you.
Hope to hear back from you some day in the nearest future.

As a child I felt exactly the same way, you're not alone, and soon it will become all clear, don't be afraid of the truth, you've suffered long enough, as I also have, but now I am better, here's a link all of you need to watch, because the whole world is about to wake up to a reality they've blocked out of their brains for milleniums. Were all gona be ok. Watch "Mexican Government Admits Aliens are Real" on youtube..

I feel the same too. My parents abandoned me and my grandmother is the only one who raised me. I have friends, different kinds of friends. Gamers, smart nerds, party animals, gangsters on streets etc etc. But I usually hang out with the gamers group. We used to stay in each of our houses and bring our desktop or laptop then we all play together. But then everything changed last year when I moved in her in UK. I feel so different. Everyone has their own world where I cant fit in. I transferred to a new school and I failed to make friends. That time I learned not to trust anyone and only rely on myself. Everyday I do the same thing over and over. Sleep, school, go home, play game for hours to escape this world and repeat. I met few people which is my own kind *Asians and sometimes they invite me to play basketball outside. Sometimes I go with them but usually I make reasons not to cuz I just want to be alone. And the worst part is. I got kicked out from school haha. According to them I didnt have friends in school and thats not a good thing to them because as what they said their school is very sociable and students must have their group of friends and some ****. After all, I just learned that its better to go with the flow rather than trying so hard in things that only makes you look stupid. Also I feel numb and have no emotions left. And the last thing I learned is acceptance. I learned to accept what I am and I dont care about this world anymore. I have my own world. A world where I am stronger, where I can do a lot of things that you cant do in this world and a world where I can see my real friends. Not just friends but also people who I can relate to and have common interests. Reality sucks. I wish I was born inside a game

I feel the same way. Everything you have told me I feel this same. Please text me 209-613-9838

I can't believe my own eyes... Never thought I'd stumble across thoughts in other people that similar to mine. I don't feel like I'm literally alien, but I feel so disconnected and different exactly like I've read in many of your comments. I'm 24, and have been overly fascinated in astronomy, physics, stars, aliens etc. since I was 5. I used to "steal" my dad's science magazines to look at them, but I don't know why a little kid would even find that interesting... I still do though. I look up at the sky, often, wondering. Wondering why the hell I don't fit in. Why I was born here, if I was born too early in time and have to live my entire life until I die and reach something else, a higher dimension, I have no idea. I've been speculating so many theories but never come to an answer. I've studied physics for a short while, to know more about the structure of the world. And I'm still thinking of going back to physics since I read any astronomy article I can get my hand on. Sometimes I have dreams that make me wonder too. I feel weird even admitting it in this forum, but I've never thought to look for other people like me, before now.

I too feel very emotionally connected to people, like I can read them and, well, I work as a sales person, and strangely often customers just start talking about their personal problems too me and unloading, though I never asked... It's weird.
I'm observing us as a species and I'm frustrated that we're not further ahead. Everything is about money, religion, politics, while there are whole worlds out there just waiting for us.

This makes me sad... I tend to game, smoke weed, drink and dance just to unload all these emotions that I have, while still somewhat functioning and continuing my normal life with the people I care about - I just know there's more... Don't know what, but it's out there. Sigh. Thank you all though, for making me feel less alone.

It seems as though we have very similar personalities. I have felt "alienated" from this world since I was 5. I would observe and analyze everyone's behaviors in real time and at first it was fun but now I'm 25 and it has become a burden. I also perceive others' emotions before they are aware of it. I can read deep into people's souls by looking in their eyes. I also am fascinated with fighting and martial arts. I wish to go home. This is not home. You are definitely not alone. :)

yiu can call me ace youre not alone our creators are always with us there always watching. our creators and they speak to us Listen to your heart and your intuition. Youre not alone feel free to add me on face book justin pennington or @penningtonj3@gmail

You have touched many of my thoughts and i wondered why ... so many things that should be so simple just doesn't fit. i know its because i am not from here .. i never felt like i fit

I don't understand it either. I am going through the same thing and can't find the answers.

This is quite interesting honestly.... i've lately been having these same urges that i don't know exactly how to explain. I feel as if i can't bond with others in a certain way. yes i have plenty of friends and appreciate every single one of them. I've just had this feeling that i don't belong here. As if this isn't where im suppose to be. I have these strange vibes in which i can't explain how they feel. they're not bad or good. In fact i don't even know how to respond to them but i sit there and let it take its course. There are about 5 people i love and would do anything for. As for what you said about the UFO i've also felt the same way. I even believe i'd give up everything i have on this planet just so i can see what else is out there, possibly a way home.

i to am the same! What can we do?

Get together with ppl who share the same feelings and unite your wisdom and power

I seriously wish I could have a real life conversation with you and many of the posters. I feel so alone and forgotten. Forgotten by someone and left here on earth. I can remember as early as 10 saying out loud but to my self "I want to go home". Right now more them ever I feel sort of an urgency to return, like it my time to go.

I think it was be nice to have an online group for people like us. We're not crazy, just homesick for where our true home which is not Earth.

This is crazy I feel the same way like I have dreams and visions and all types of things going on.its hard for MW to get sick
I fight a lot but its because I love so hard I love nature I think about it everyday of my life I feel different from everyone..I feel trapped and I try to get ppl to listen to me but they are like puppets..