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I Don't Belong On This Planet And I'm Waiting To Go Home

For as long as I can remember, I've always felt homesick no matter where I was. I always knew home wasn't here on Earth. Even as a child I'd watch people, how they interact with each other, examine their features, their behaviors, and I've wondered why I'm so different, why I don't even feel human. I act as human-like as possible, but everything I do is very different from everyone else. When I'm in physical pain, which has to be very strong because I'm very resistant, I laugh. Emotional pain, I numb all emotions.
I always want to be alone. I'm usually in my room, reading, writing, sleeping, gaming. Or at the library, where not even my parents can bother me. I have many friends, I just usually hang out with them at school, and I tend to come up with excuses to not hang out after school, because I'd much rather feel alone. But I think it's because I'm really not alone at all - I feel like there's always someone, one of my kind, with me in my heart. However, I still have the need to find my own kind physically.
I've always had an extreme fascination with the stars. I can spend hours and hours just staring off into them, admiring their beauty. When I do this it comforts me. I don't feel so alone in this world. But I scan the stars, like I'm searching for home, but I've forgotten exactly where it's at. I often get these extreme urges to go home. Lately they've been stronger than ever. I want to go back home, where I belong.
I have always been very mature for my age, but this isn't exactly a good thing. I have trouble with making friends. I am very intelligent, and often find myself correcting my instructors and teachers, but I don't always apply myself because my mind is always off elsewhere, exploring my own interests.
I also don't get close to people easily. I'm only close to two people, and I only love four. I don't really like people too much. But I'm very loving towards nature. Now, I'm not a tree hugger or anything, but any abuse to animals or plants gets me angry and I feel even more ashamed of humans. I'm a fighter, not a lover. I love to fight - but it competition. I'm the only female in my martial arts class, as I have been for two years. I fight against older men in their twenties, thirties, and forties, and I'm in my early teens. Many people find this odd, but I have an extreme attraction to fighting, and I think there may be a purpose for that.
I feel emotions that I know many people have never felt before. I can tell exactly what someone is feeling by just looking at them - they can have a huge smile on their face, but inside I know they're unhappy. It's vice-versa for others. I can also tell nearly exactly what someone is thinking, or what they're going to say before they open their mouths, by looking at them and/or feeling the energy they're giving off.
If a UFO or strange aircraft landed before me, I'd be the one to run right to it. I've seen two strange aircraft near my home before. They both occurred at night. The first time, I followed it into a pasture, but then something told me to run away. I hesitated, but I ran away. The second time I chased it and chased it until it disappeared. I wish I would've continued to chase it though... I want to go home...
I don't feel human. I don't belong on this Earth. I don't know my purpose for being here, and I know I have one. But I want to find my purpose so I can leave as soon as possible. I want to go home. If anyone feels this way, I'm begging you to message me... I want to go home, I need to find my own kind..
Insanityynk Insanityynk 13-15, F 269 Responses Dec 22, 2012

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i got one more question are you guys sensitive to electricity? cause i can turn off my phone pc tv just by touching it but it turns on after 5-10 seconds

and tbh I actually hate that im not the only one but who knows we're bit different i just want to know the TRUTH

i feel really really weird while Reading this i just know that im not belong here just like you people are too stupid to understand I usually stare at the stars for hours without even moving and ufos i can see alot of them i mean a LOT the earth is beautiful but humans are destroying it they don't understand what they're doing they don't even listen

I'm starting to enjoy watching others say these things feel this way think that way. I am no more than a twisted mirror. Bible hah religion Looking for something to believe in is diferent than feeling so diffferent. We can't all find that meaning to our existence sometimes we just need to know how to create. And no I'm not a kind person with a solution to help others I just know more than than these words display. I'm intrigued pick my brain and never claim ignorance. I'm looking for a DEVIANT that simply needs an answer. Come find me be warned though not everything we want or need exists behind this double DoorooD

I know I don't belong here, I can feel it. All I do is stare at the stars. All I know is that I want to go home and earth is not it.

You will have more connection with the Bible, so please read it.
I am saying this because I love you. Trust me.

you can read it if you want to get brainwashed 📖🚮

Wow..powerful. As long as I could remember I've felt like I don't want to be here. If you look at young baby pictures I look sad. I've never expressed this with family, but it was because it's a sadness of being here. I've never really fit in with humans. I feel like they are so simple and predictable. Didn't want to make this long. I'm 33 years old now and my feeling has never changed, I've traveled all around the world to feel a sense of home. Alot of times I like to just sit in the sand and stare out into the ocean. I feel so limited here. And the day it's time for me to go here, I think I will finally feel free and happy. As long as I could remember... as young as 3 years old. I just didnt want to be here...

One little piece of advice that I can give, especially to the younger crowd. Don't trick yourself into thinking that you have to be part of the 'status quo '. Everyone has their talents! Just listen to yourself and dont put yourself in a position in life just to 'fit in'.

Of course one has to be a part of society, but dont sell yourself short. Be good, be happy, and be true to yourself.

From experience, I have done this for most of my life, with a few exceptions (wanting to be part of the cool kids so to speak). Even though its easy for me to make friends and bond with people it was almost like I had to numb myself mentally just to feel like I was a part of the group. Toning out my inner voice.

This is not good practice, but everyone does it I think. Listen to your heart space and your 'conscience'. Because even though you do things differently, its your path. The difference is - your connected to something. Your more receptive which may make you feel alone.

You're EXACTLY where you are, you're EXACTLY where you need to be and you're EXACTLY how you are, because it's who you need to be; Its purpose.

Don't get caught up in asking what your purpose is, we all do though, its a walk of faith and it goes so far beyond what our minds can comprehend that if we truly knew, it would certainly not be as amazing. Or, perhaps we would be reluctant to achieve it due to the fact that it may not be exactly what we had envisioned.

When its dark, there is always light :)

This might not be read but this almost had me in tears not only do I want to cry but scream because now I know I'm not the only one that feels this way please if anything contact me .

Has anyone come to any epiphany as to what or why? lol
I've always felt this way myself, so I can relate. I think perhaps one is/has experienced the awakening of their previous existence before this one. We all serve purpose, problem is, its confusing to be of two minds. Half in and half out. To me, its evident that I requested/signed up for this experience. Perhaps its a blow to the ego, so to speak, that our intentions don't necessarily match out abilities here. Almost akin to not being able to make yourself taller or the like.

How many of you are aquatic signs or feel the need to be near water??

i sleep in water 4 times in a week i just cant get away from it

I thought I was the only one! And for me Pain doesn't bother me at all I laugh, chuckle, and grin when I feel it. On top of that I can feel most emotions but "love" is one I cannot feel. I fake love but when I do it always gets me in trouble.

Every point you made, hit home with me...........big time :)

This is scary to think there are so many people that think like this first time i have searched this particular feeling. Very interesting that your call is so strong, has it always been such a strong urge? As i have always felt the same way my whole life but never actually worried about getting home because i understand that we go there when its right, I used to be contacted all the time as a kid because thats when you truly trust yourself and believe without the social conditioning, recently I started actually appreciating that this human life is amazing and a gift if you weren't meant to be here you wouldn't be. I have begun to believe again and they have presented themselves trust that you know what to do, the inner self its connected to everything. I feel this human lifespan is an amazing chance to discover who you really are, the human brain is such a capable tool, who says you cant visit home or at least find answers and still be here at the same time.

Wow, this made me cry :( this is literally how i feel especially when i was growing up as a child. Thats insane. Thank you for writing this

While reading your story I cried.... I got the same nostalgia feeling I get when I'm looking into space at night. While I read how similar this is to me it makes me wonder if I'm really just normal and going through a phase like everyone else or is it just the amount of people , whose souls are still in touch with their past lives, or maybe some of us were put here . or maybe some of us are from here but just from another place. whatever it is I don't want to continue feeling like this for the rest of my life. I want to fix it or uncover the other half of me that I feel so far away from. its just really weird . depressing .

Aww, it's it a weird feeling to hear someone voice the same things you are feeling that you don't understand? I can't be sure, but I really don't think this is something that is a normal phase in life. I have tried talking about it to others before on a much lighter level and they look at me like I am crazy. I have seriously thought (think) the same as you; maybe we are from another place, or are in touch with our past lives. I started searching everything I know to search a few years ago for an answer; angels who live on earth, people who have psychic abilities, alien theories, anything in the Bible that might give a clue to this, anything and everything. Maybe it is part of the new obsession with time and eyes that I have but for some reason over the last year or so I have never felt so alone and so empty inside in my life. I have always prided myself as an independent person who likes alone time but something in me has changed and I don't know why. I physically hurt inside sometimes because I can feel myself longing for something/someone. I hope you can take some kind of comfort knowing you are not alone and hopefully we will find some answers very soon. In the meantime, hang in there. If you ever need to talk; I am here.

I hate that there are other people out there who feel the same way that I do but at the same time it is comforting. I feel emotions on a level that most people do not; i was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder type 1 and have been put on medication. I just feel numb for the most part now and feel like I am not 'living'. I am also very creative and the medication has hindered that as well as my ability to think 'outside the box'. I have always struggled with trying desperately to figure out who I am because no matter where i go, I feel like an outsider.
I get bored very easy, am constantly looking to learn new things, and am very spontaneous. I hate making plans, I just like to do what I want when I feel like it. One day I might want to go skydiving, the next I may not want to leave my house and sit and read all day with my phone turned off. I especially hate making appointments to go to the doctor, hair appointments, etc. I just want to go when I want to go.
Part of me wants to blend in so that I can be liked and also to be able to disappear among the crowds, but part of me knows I am not happy living like that and want to embrace my uniqueness. I have recently found myself hating myself because I get so frustrated with never fitting in, no one ever understanding me, having trouble understanding myself, talking about and feeling things on a level that very few people seem to comprehend, constantly feeling the need to explain myself and what I goes on and on.
I have also always been very fascinated by the stars and though I do not and will not base my life around astrology, I can't help but think that there is some truth behind it all. As a Christian, this is not a popular belief, but I look at it like this - God created everything according to His own design, including the stars. Who is to say that they aren't meant to be used as some kind of tool in life?
I wrote in my journal the other night while balling my eyes out that I want to take a jagged piece of glass and rip open my left arm because I am so tired of feeling alone and that I don't belong here. In the entry I begged God to take me home; I don't belong here. I can feel it with every fiber of my being. I welcome death, even when not suicidal, just so that I feel like I am going home, leaving this messed up world, and that I will finally have answers to the millions of questions that I have.
While the suicidal thoughts have subsided, I can't help but wonder what it all means. Why have I felt his need my whole life to try and express myself and figure out who I am and felt like I just don't belong. I since I was a little kid I have had this obsession with blank notebooks and love to fill them with whatever mood i am in at that time. I also love to make collages and over the last couple of years I have noticed that I have begun this obsession with eyes and watches-time. I'm not sure if the eyes represent the window to the soul or that I am searching for something but the watches seem to indicate to me that I am running out of time.
I often feel the need to run away and be alone because I have a hard time separating other people's feelings and emotions from my own. I have to get away to separate them from my own.
I hate this world, the violence, the ignorant, the stupidity, the carelessness, the lack of respect, the lack of motivation to learn and be better and make the world around us better. It infuriates me. I get so sick of dealing with people.
My lucky number is also 13 (I saw that in another post below). I don't know why, I have always just felt a sort of kinship to it.
I am 36 and am trying to have a career and all the normal things in life you are supposed to though i struggle with relationships. It all seems like a charade. Like I am just going through the motions while my mind, heart, and soul search for something; something else out there that is calling me but I don't even know what it is.

GOD... can you prove that thing exists? stars created itself the GOD that you're talking about may be an alien. most people think god exists and live in a sky in clouds and that just proves me people's minds are so poor.....

That's how I feel your just like me. I love the stars but I LOVE THUNDERSTORMS one time I sat outside and watch one I mean it was bad trees where falling when I said Dad the storm got worst a figure like ancient Greece and look at me the storm grew black I just smile and sat on my car and watch. I know it sound crazy I'm probably crazy but hey you are not alone

haha thunderstorms are my favorite thing i can't even get my eyes off

You described I how I felt my whole life it's like you can't connect with pepole or you not sure how to love its a weird feeling like you just can't get them and I'm more in love with nature and animals than pepole and my own family I feel outcastes I just like to be alone or with nature and when I'm with a lot of pepole it overwhelming I feel all there emotions

You just described me. You are young. I have lived with this for decades. Like you I am connected on a different level to nature and every living matter. I have had several major operations pain resides in me as if to ground me. I see beyond and hear beyond words. It is a curse and a gift but hard to flourish to its true potential. As if we are key to what will rise. Do you know your blood group? Just go with the flow, do not let depression get the better of you. Eat wisely and stay away from fluoride and chemicals as much as possible. We do exist and are plagued by man's hold on us through chem trails chem food and water. You can help by writing and guiding others to truth our own personal truth. :-)

Unfortunately i dont know my blood group. I should find out.

I've been dealing with this as far as i remember my first memory when i was 2 or 3 years old. I always though i came in this world by accident. I actually never felt that i belong here, all i feel is i shouldn't even be here. I can't find my goal, i don't even know what is my goal. I think everyone haves a goal, not only for this world, but even when comes to a spiritual goal. I always do things the way i feel and i always put myself below others. I actually experienced hatred towards myself, because of the feeling of not belonging here. Why this world? I see it so much evil, people make it so evil, why am i here? I don't have suicidal thoughs, but at the same time i'm waiting to die. I'm not a complete loner, i have friends, i go out sometimes, i have fun, i dance, i love going to parties from time to time, i laugh most of the time, but deep inside... deep inside i feel like i should be running away and hide somewhere in this world, this world at the same time is so fascinating, the nature, it's animals, i'm very attached to the animals, i communicate with them, you can learn so much from them. I used to own a cat, black cat, I love black cats, just because people see them as a bad luck, i love different things, my favorite number is 13 for example, number everyone is afraid of. Now sometimes i can only visit my cat and my dog. I'm 23 years old, a student in Arts, with a job as a bartender, i live by myself. But i so don't belong here. My boyfriend tells me i should appreciate myself more and i shouldn't even care for the world. But how? Everything seems so connected. Society just tells you how you should be and i don't see a standard for me. Sometimes i feel depressed, i avoid conflicts, i had so much conflict while i was growing up, mostly psychical. I like to observe, but just observe and hear others, hear their experiences, see how the act, sometimes i curse them because i see them so stupid. Working as a bartender, it's like you see the whole society, which i start to have no respect for it, because the way it is, seems so wrong. Because of the psychical conflict i had while growing up, i usually let all my emotions overflow, i start crying, when comes to arguments or something, i feel so bad about myself that i start crying. I was thinking if i don't have a mental problem. When i feel like that, all i want is to run away and hide away from this world, or just go into a very long trip somewhere. My boyfriend is also spiritual, he thinks everyone haves the same goal on this planet and thats to evolve, but i don't agree with him, i think everyone haves a different purpose. It's hard to communicate with him sometimes, i feel like he doenst understand, or i don't understand him, even tho he is the best i ever had. He accepted this world... I didn't. I'm just waiting for the finish line, so i can go back where I truly belong.

I feel exact same way man... strange thing is that im not ugly or have any problems with myself, i got many friends, i am very sporty guy, but i still feel like im missing piece of myself. Like im inhuman im not affraid of death im even waiting for it, to see what is after this life, i never though about suicide or anything like that, i just think that life is endless cycle, and after my death i will be reborn in some differend form of life and maybe finally i will fit in. Email me if you feel the same way and we can talk about it, its always nice to find someone who is the same :)

Wow. I was searching for an answer to the exact same situation I find myself in. EXACT. Im glad im not the only one. I feel like my body is a car or something im in. I daily. Look up at the sky day and night. If by choice I would rather be in nature than among people. They are all just not at my level in seeing life and reality like I do. Sucks sometimes. :)

Wow!!! Your life experience sounds exactly like mine. I am 32 years old, and I finally went to a Psychiatrist several years ago. I was diagnosed as having Asperger's Syndrome (high functioning autism). I'm really not sure why my brain is so different from my peers, but hopefully one day we all will be reunited in the deep, dark, vast universe. Until friend!

I'm 17, and I have always felt different from everyone else. More intelligent, not in a self absorbed way, enough to make me frustrated often about others not understanding what they are doing wrong. I can literally relate to every phrase you have said. I find most humans ridiculous and careless! After having a few panic attacks recently about wanting to feel at home and with others like me, I thought I'd search online for my answer. Don't get me wrong, I love the few people who I'm close to, but I do not feel like I fit in with other humans. I may not have gotten my answer, but I'm so glad to have found so many people who feel the same way as I do. Let's hope that we can find our places soon. Love and light x

I am with you, for sure :-)

I feel the pain you feel it is almost an empty feeling and looking up at the sky at night makes me feel like I have always belonged up there, for as long as I can remember I have always been fascinated with the stars I want to go home just like you.

I've made an account, because I really want to share my experience, and even for this tiny, blind second - not feel alone. I, once tried acting. I did it just to try and failed terribly, and from that day to now, i still don't understand why ? The thing is, i have been acting my whole life. I am an indifferent, senseless girl who somehow "died inside". Ive took a turn in spilling out my "feelings" to someone and got a response that I was just in a phase. Thats what everyone said... On the other hand, I didn't even seek help. I feel like I dont need any help, because I am me. Most of the things I did were not entirely my choice, but they werent torture. I'm still emotionless. I may not be a person, but I am and am not something at the same time. My daily frustration is when someone calls me on the phone just to check. And there I am, never calling because I know that everything is just the way that it is. Hows the weather and am I ok is just being asked when the answer is already known. And the painfull part is when I have to ask the same damn questions just to end up normal. I already know how he or she is, I know theyre alive, human, on this planet. So hows the small talk doing in upgrading me as a person. Its killing me, thats how. The same way that everything else is. Everything is here and I am ok with that, but not with the fact that I am here too. I feel like everything i do is without a purpose and Im waiting for the day I become matter, so I can drift away anywhere I want to. Nothing but pure energy. Theres no such fetish or drama behind my statements. Its pure pain and agony, that once made me stand up on a certain edge and dare myself to end the internal screaming. You know what stopped me from doing it ? The fact that I knew I wouldnt surely die. I knew that there will be something I would regret after going away that I couldnt stop. I cant exactly tell what it is but I know its not love, or any kind of fear of hurting someone. I can rarely say I love someone, and even when I do, i dont believe it. Its not that I am senseless like that, its that I am senseless towards things that most people value. I have 0 maternal instinct, no fear of being left out or crowded. I have no self hatred or self respect. I have nothing like that when you look at it. I cant feel, yet still I act. I've found a way to camouflage, and it wasnt easy at all. I've found and escape, the only thing that keeps me going in art. And art isnt just a picture on a wall if you know what I mean. To me its something that makes me escape and wonder away, just for a precious bit of time. Anywhere Ive been, it didnt feel like home. I am homesick every hour, every day. I have written a few stories in my own way of philosophy but I don't want to show them, because I don't feel the need for it, since no one can ever understand. And thats the senceless part. I dont need to share my life, or anything i have achieved, because there isnt an opinion that I could care about. Instead I just look up, somewhere where loneliness speaks to me in a way no human can.
I know theres more to say...
But this is just a way I decided to kill another bit of time I had

Glad to hear that I'm not the only one on this planet! Apparently there 241 other people that feel the same way. At least 241 that actually bothered creating an account just to respond! Well done you! Myself - well I had a happy (slightly broken) childhood, but have always been happy! Then life hit me right in the face and the older I grew, the more I started feeling like I don't fit in anywhere I go. I'm not socially awkward or anything, I'm happy to hang out with random people and don't have trouble striking up a conversation, but have never found enjoyment in useless or small talk. Eventually started giving up on purposeless interactions as they exhaust and upset me. I guess outgoing introvert is the perfect phrase to describe my character. Non existent sense of achievement is also prevailing in my life and no matter what I do and how hard I try, nothing seems to be good enough. So I just end up beating myself up for everything and anything. Would love to get in touch with similar minded people to figure out how to get through this..

I'm heart melts for you and myself....I want to go home too I know I will miss the ones I love here and I know some of them won't go with me when it happens, but at the same time I'm not scared and I long to go home to the be with you till then my friend

You just literally defined me... EVERYTHING you just typed out here explained my feelings, felt lost. Love to fight, like craving for it. The feeling when you don't feel home and it's feels like the worst feeling ever. It's messing with your stomach like you want to run away because you're not doing what you were supposed to do. As you said about sitting and watching the stars, that also. Laying on the group and look up when it's dark it gives me peace. I can literally lay there for hours without noticing time pass by. I am ashamed of humankind also and one time I saw something fly up high, some kind of light that moved kinda quick but fast enough for me to jog after. So I did, I ended up in some kind of forest because I got lost. I didn't realize thar I literally ran after some randon light into a forest when it was kinda late. When you mentioned the feeling thing, I know exactly what you mean... I can detect other peoples feelings. I've done it a few times. Also has this ever happened to you where you see something like a few seconds moment your living and you swear on that you've seen that happen' before. That it has happened twice but you just don't remember when. As for the stomach-feeling about the err... not feeling home. I have never thought that anyone else felt that way... It's an incredible irritating feeling and I hate it. It never brings me joy, only sadness and depression. I just want to run home. Not to my house home. Just home where I think I belong, somewhere that I know that I am destined to be. It will happen, maybe just not now. Or when I am older. Maybe when I die, death is just a word we say that scares us, but really no-one knows what it is except the people that have experienced it. Anyway the stomach feeling I would do anything to have someone to talk about it with. Because everytine I get that feeling, a part of me inside dies. Nowadays I like reading about physics, space, wormholes, bend time, planets, years and so on. I don't know a lot about that but it takes away he frustration thinking about space and it calms me. Never thought anyone felt the same as I do. Xoxo confused girl named HannaPs. I like watching movies about space that contains a lot of odd facts real facts and facts we are still trying to figure out if it's real or fake. If we ever find an anothee planer where we can live in. I hope I see everyone here that feel the same as I do there. :)...


I have felt exactly like you for a very long time. For forever. I know this is not my home. And i yearn for my home, amongst the stars. I cry looking at the night sky - a map to a home i am searching for . I have lost my way . I am calling out for my people, to come and take me back. It hurts to even breathe here, someday.
Hugs to you,
One day we will,
Sirian 11

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I feel so very similar, I am a good person, I have friends and I try to be good and kind in what I do, but ever since I can remember I've felt different. I'm not autistic; my younger brother is, and I've met many other autistic people and feel no more at home with them, as some people suggest. Since I was able to read past the simple level of a child, I've been obsessed with fantasy. Each time I read a different story, I imagine myself in that world, I become obsessed, addicted even. I get high on reading and watching these fantasy world's, I create them for myself, I write them and even dream about them. But once I stop reading, finish the film, put my pen down or wake up, I get this crushing, overwhelming loneliness. Am I destined to live like this? In fear that this is all my life will amount to? I don't believe love lasts forever; my parents once loved each other, yet now they are divorcing and share a mutual hatred. Love is not how it is described in the books and songs. Because of this, I feel like there is nothing remotely similar to my books and dream world's in this life. I do not belong here, I never have, and as long as I live, I will not be truly at home; at peace. I am terrified of death, yet I ponder for hours whether death offers me what I crave, a new life, a new world, the world's I have stored in my head. I don't sleep, I would rather stay up all night watching movies hopelessly different from my life, or reading books which can take me away from this world. I beg anyone, anywhere to help me. I do not want to die, I do not want to live, not like this. Someone please help me, anyone at all.

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You may be experiencing all of these feelings and emotions because it sounds as if you're a "lightworker" or "starseed". I too have these same feelings and emotions. The feelings and emotions are strong that I decided to do a little research. It would be a great idea for you to do the same research as well, on both Google and Youtube. You'll find the answers you're looking for.

Everything about your post resonates with me. I found this entry by googling "I feel like a lonely alien on a crazy world", and you've pointed out a number of things I struggle with daily.

Like you, I consider myself more intelligent than average. This has been somewhat validated by a string of IQ tests in the 140+ range, a history of people telling me "wow, that's really smart - I would never have come up with that" in response to actions that seem simple and logical by my standards, an ability to quickly grasp and extrapolate on nearly any idea in any setting I've encountered, etc.

I also have a strong affinity for the natural world and other, non-human animals. Seeing dogs almost always makes me grin like an idiot, and being in the woods is when I feel the most calm and connected with the life around me. I also talk to plants and animals as though they were human people - not because I think I'll get a response or that we're having a conversation, but because I assume most other life is more intelligent than most people give it credit for, in some way or another.

I love people too, but end up feeling like a teacher or counselor in most interactions rather than one of the group. I've been searching on and off for people who "feel like me" for years, which is tricky, because I wonder whether my feelings reflect something real that I'm looking for/will know when I find, or if I'm just sunk into isolation and depression and wouldn't recognize a kindred spirit if they stared me in the eyes.

Unlike you, however, I feel strongly tied to this planet as "home". The only thing there is, I don't have any one place (city, country, continent) that resonates specifically as that place, only that this world is where I'm meant to be - that I have something to offer (like you,) but have a hard time figuring out what that is.

I think the main thing I'm hoping to get across with this ramble is, you're not alone. You aren't all by yourself, surrounded by primates who will never understand you. It's tricky learning to accept an unseen connection to a family you've never met, but there are many more people out there like you and I. We're not necessarily easy to find on a surface level, but don't give up hope that family is out there.

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I can also relate, so perfectly written. You sound like an Indigo child. They have special powers. I have done much research on this matter. What I've discovered is yes - we did choose to come here, we are astral beings/souls and we are eternal. We are so powerful and here we forget it all-no memory of who we are. But the more you meditate and learn the more clear it all becomes. I remember past lives, I know my home planet and feel them with me, our minds are all connected - universally. We are here to give the vibration of love. I find this same answer everywhere I look. Our minds are so powerful.. And love is the strongest vibration- it actually sends invisible vibes and others can feel it but not realize what it is... Our love can travel through the universe. We are connected to our astral "home" bodies and we could easily be living on other planets at this same in time.. That's how powerful we are.
I miss my home too, but I figured while I am here - I guess I should figure out my purpose. It's to be happy. To have the job that makes me happy, to do anything I want because it makes me feel happy.. To only spend time with people that make me feel happy.. I also love to be alone and I was so happy to read others feel this way. Let yourself feel however you want to feel. Time here is very fast - I read that in other dimensions their time is really slow.. Like 7,000 years here was a day in their time. The main thing is- we are here. Learn about the law of attraction, gain power over your life and just enjoy being here however you Wish. Don't let emotions like fear or worry enter your mind. To Master this life is my goal... We take this experience with us and we are here for a reason- why?just meditate and all the answers will come to you!

Me too. And my 4 year old son. What blood types are you people? Start there. I am B positive.

I am reading through this and it is sending shivers up my spine. I have always felt that I did not belong here on Earth. I dream of traveling to other worlds and I joke with my partner all the time that I want to die on another planet in another galaxy. Today after watching my usual Dr. Who marathon I decided to google "I feel like I don't belong." Which brought me here. I hope over time I get to connect with like minded people. I never knew that other people out there existed with the same thinking as me. It send shivers up my spine that my feelings and words are almost identical to this poet and the other comments I have read. Feel free to contact me.

i know this is weird but it's like you described my life in your post,
"I don't belong to this world, I can't wait to go home" , that's what i always say, i tried to understand why am i so different from everybody else, i also search for someone like me and somehow i know there's one somewhere, but lately i started disbelieving this idea cause maybe It's just a delusion, but after reading your post i am sure there is one :) . thank you

You picked this planet. We're here for the experience and understanding only. I'm from an alien race who is harvesting energy in different places across the universe or galaxy- I cannot remember which. We don't have emotions and feelings like humans. I remember that much. But cannot remember much more other than that. when I'm finished with my time on this planet, I'm back to my alien body. But with only residual leftover feelings of earth and its people. I remember I've came to earth several lifetimes or "tours"....there are other places you can go after earth. Some are much more advance civilizations. People only come to earth for the feelings of being human. We cannot remember who are real humans and who are others like myself or find loved ones when we're gone. That's the tragedy of all this. Our love can only be experienced here and now, it's gone when we leave.

Same here. There's practically nothing on this entire thread that i can't personally identify with. I think we all need to find other similarities in our experiences and feelings, so that we might be able to shed more light on our, what I've always called, Great Mystery. This is great. I've always assumed that I was alone. May we all find peace.

Even I like u guyz want to go back home from where I came but over time I have realised we all are here because of some reason we are sent to earth to fulfill some mission when I was little I used to have this really strong connection with something I could only see hear and feel through my minds eye but over time it did not go away completely but its slowly fading away but I know I can still get it back through practise and devotion and one more main thing is that we are so many in number l which is good we should actually all join hands and make this place another heaven because anything is possible just try at first its going to be difficult but we have to start that's all I want to say nd stay blessed and don't forget your everyday prayers

this post really got me thinking. I have felt like this most of my life too and i know exactly whats being described here first hand. But heres the thing, maybe we are all aliens from other planets - it doesn't seem so ridiculous to think so. We've all lived many lives before, because we are energy that keeps on going even when our physical form does not. Just because we have all lived other lives doesn't mean those lives had to be confined to the only planet we know of. So my mind is really open to all these possibilities. Some of us are reborn with perhaps more attachment to our past lives than we should have...I think this comes from dying with a strong attachment to something. Unfortunately or fortunately you might say, what we have been before and where we have been is not accurately carried through to our memory in a neurological sense. However memory is carried through from a energy perspective - something that not fully understood yet. That said there are many yearning feelings we have that we cannot explain and make no sense to our current lives. In addition to this there are memories (by memories i do not mean the kind we recall using parts of our brain - but more knowing feelings) that we inherit from our ancestors. There have been a number of scientific studies that show the great grand children of prisoners of war inherited the trauma from their great grand parents, despite having no real understanding of their experience. Energy is responsible for evolution and we are not only our experiences but we have memory of all the people/things before us.

With this all said, it is not surprising many of feel alien or like we do not belong or that we need to find home. As i said who is to say that our memory is not that of beings from other planets that we once were. To the people who wish to prove everything factually in their lives, they will laugh at that statement - but an open mind cannot factually disprove it either.

So you may be wondering where I am I going with all this (if you have not already stopped reading hahah). My point is about acceptance. So what if we were from other planets. Are we going to spend the rest of our lives here waiting for that spaceship? Are we going to spend the rest of our lives wanting time to speed up and get through what seems to feel like a sub standard place? We want to be somewhere else - and as long as we feel this way - this planet and these people will make us impatient and frustrated and we will commit ourselves to life of disconnection from our situation.

So I ask you what is the point in that. Isn't that whats wrong with a growing number of people in the world? Don't they wish they were somewhere better in the name of religion. Isn't our society living less consciously now than ever before Were all living in our imaginations because this world is not what we want.

Can anyone see the problem here. We are on this planet with this people wether we like it or not. We can open our hearts with compassion for this world and all its faults or we can spend the rest of lives with non acceptance and disconnection.

Our job here is to learn, not to judge but to learn and to integrate and breed positivity. So what if lived somewhere else, on a better plant, where we didn't have to travel - we could teleport. Where we didn't live within the limitations of this planet and our bodies. Where our environment was one we prefer to call home. Where beings behaved in ways that were to our liking. Are they not all just conditions and preferences? When you fully accept that there there things you just can't change, then you will find home and realise it was in you and that you take it with you wherever or whatever you are.

I have always had a fascination with the stars. When I look at them I too feel closer to home. Living on this planet I always feel like an alien. I even had dreams where I was on my home plannet and I also had dreams where I had to escape from Earth. Everyday I wake up with the feeling that something is missing. Many say that I am mature for my age but I have difficulty making friends. I find though that nature is my only best friend. A lot of people say that I am just weird because I do not see the world from their point of view. Everyone else, sees the world from the big picture while I see the world from the details that many tend to overlook and belittle. My name means lion of God in Hebrew which somehow means to me that I am a fighter.

I can completely relate. I'm not, sure if I'm an alien. A psychic once told me that I was and would only ever feel at home with other aliens. I don't understand people. I feel like I study them anthropologicaly and then try to imitate. Some of this is no doubt from the extreme abuse I survived as a kid. I basically raised myself and feel semi feral, though I can "pass" in the works. However, I lived through it and thrived. And having spent a good chunk of my life getting degrees in mental health, I know that my being alive, coherent, and able to have healthy relationships after what I went through is definitely not normal. Maybe I'm an alien. Maybe I'm a fairy. It makes more sense to me than claiming human.

Sorry to hear about the abuse. That's terrible.

E.T. phone home. Hehehe. No I hear you. I think part of the picking up on peoples thoughts and feelings is because you're female, you might experience it more and deeper than others. Some of it could be ESP. The feeling like someone is with you is probably God, especially when you make the connection with his creation, i.e. the stars. I certainly feel absolutely lost in this world and have no idea what I am supposed to do at all. I share my faith in Jesus Christ, I share my life experience, knowledge and wisdom I've picked up over the years and if that can help people I am tickled pink. My dad always says if people want to hear your advice they'll ask you, and they damn sure don't ask. I would think that you should get some cats. Maybe you already have cats, maybe you grew up around cats. A lot of what you're describing is what it must be like to be a cat. Don't get me wrong I think cats are awesome and I think you are probably pretty awesome. I like what you wrote. Do you wan to know how I found it? I just typed in my web browser "I'm lost on Planet Earth." I'm right smack dab in the middle of not knowing what I want to do with my life, meaning I'm right smack dab in the middle of finishing up my core curriculum at my University, and needing to head towards a major. I was going to be a doctor, and then I thought I'd just work for a while, and I did, and now I don't know what I want to do. I change my mind every day, sometimes many times throughout the minute. Maybe I'll be a comedian. But I'll tell you what time off sure messes with your head, and idle hands are the devil's playground, but I know for a fact that busy hands can detour just as fast into hell's kitchen. At the end of the day though, I'm clean and sober, I'm a blood-bought child of the most high king my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I love my dog, I love my mom, dad, and brother even though we can't stand each other for some reason, probably because we're from different dimensions. And so with that I'm going to bed. Tata.

You may not know this yet but you will find many on your path who are inspired, healed, calmed by you. They may never tell you and you may never see it but there is a light inside of you that shines and that is part of who you are. If we cannot go home yet what if we were to bring part of home here? What if we were to be loving and kind and all the things that we miss about home?

Sounds a lot like heaven. “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”-John 8:12

You have , I believe the perfect response. It would explain our search for purpose and justify our reason for being here. From birth feeling different and indifferent with those around you. Always ,with a sense of feeling not alone but far away from home. It would make sense that we are here to bring a little of home. It's weird because there is a clear sense of home within me as if I have lived it and experienced it but have somehow appeared here. I believe the answer lies within.

I went looking for answers on why I feel like I don't belong here, in this world. I searched around Google for a bit and eventually found this post. After reading this, I felt so relieved. Everything you described her in your post is exactly how I feel. It's too accurate and it's kinda scary. But it also makes me sad. So many people are lost here without any answers on the way we feel and why. This feeling of confusion and loneliness usually accrues listening to certain songs or groups, and whenever I'm in certain locations like out in the country or woods. Do you ever feel this feeling is triggered by anything like that as well, or am I the only one?

No. You are not alone. I often see myself alone in nature overlooking a lake and feeling as it is home to me. Never having been there personally but knowing it is significant and important.

I can remember carrying conversations with myself as a child, as if someone had been there with me. I grew quickly and was like a little adult from an early age. So much so that I engaged in risky self destructive behavior for years. One day the urge stopped, and that was the day I describe as having "gathered enough information." Now, in late teen years, I feel like I'm waiting for another mission. I just get so sad in the interim. I feel alone. Relationships are next to impossible because after a few weeks I realize they just don't run as deep, despite good first impressions and high hopes for an equal.. I agree with one of the replies, and many, about how you feel like there's this person in your heart that you feel kin to; I do. I just want to get closer. I want to pass on to a reward. And for all my stargazers, download this app called SkyView. It's positively breathtaking, and I often get emotional.. Especially when I'm particularly homesick.

I feel exactly what your saying but I don't fight. I love karate but haven't gotten to try it out and everything you said is way to similar to my own.

I have always felt that way too. I remember I used to sing to the stars as a kid. I made up a song called "Wishing star so bright." I still remember the words. I have always felt like I don't belong. I get along with people and can communicate, but I can never fully attach myself to really that many people. It is really sad. I am surrounded by people every day, but I feel like no one gets it because they are too absorbed in the illusion that has been placed around most people.

I feel the same way...I hang with my friends and none can't get me either I feel like a shadow....

Same here. Always have. I always said that i felt like a foreign object in the body of the world.

Omg....I feel the same...I wanna cry...I actually cry everyday...i feel insane, you?....I finally found someone like me? And if it's true that we don't belong here...when will we go home? I want to go home 2

Please please please msg me on skype or on here i need sum1 to talk to who feels same xkiankongx is my skype please

I've been exiled to this planet it seems. For some reason my sentence is being the entity that I am, but having to "live" as humans do (when really they're all so hell-bent on dying). This physical form pains me. The worst punishment for wasting my potential back home is coming here as an infant human. I cried nonstop with rage and frustration, until I remember another stream of consciousness coming online: my human mind. And the stronger and louder it became (which happened quite quickly), the more I forgot myself. I, like you, exhibited many symptoms of being a higher life form living as a human. The disgust at their wastefulness and disrespect for life. Their ability to act without understanding they are acting to the will of others. The ease of reading them, but the impossibility of them reading me. Emotions and connecting ideas that seem beyond most of them. And the wretchedness by which they've outcast me, but accepted me when it was convenient for them. I still have not determined why I am here. Perhaps I am more human than I give myself credit for by asking so. I just can't escape the feeling that once I lived royally among the stars, and I feel cheated here now.

I feel the same way....when will we go home?

I agree with what you are saying. The human race is so beautiful, but it is so toxic. Greed and the lack of caring is only a small example of the many things that are wrong. I think that we were sent here to make it better some how, or at least I like to think that. All I know that helps me is meditating. I close my eyes and travel through the stars and visit the most beautiful world anyone could ever imagine. The colors are so vibrant that it is almost comprehensible. Hang in there and best wishes.

Please email me, as I would love to connect. I feel word for word the same.


I feel exactly as all you described, alone, out of place and time, but mostly tired. HOME is supposed to grand you strength not make you weak and helpless, this is not home, perhaps in the next life( for all those who believe in one) I will be home. But this isn't the thing that troubles me the most, I'm used to not having a HOME, the thing that pains me is that I miss HER. I don't remember what she looks like, the only thing that I remembered about her was her name. I meet her in a waiting room and she told me her name was Olivia and I know that she is my other half, honestly I don't know if I'm losing my mind for thinking that perhaps somewhere out there in the vastness of the stars there my actually be someone that realm loves me, that loves my messed up self. But il tell you one thing I will never stop searching for her. My name is Robert and I hope that all of us here will get our wishes some day.

I wish to find my soulmate 2! I promise'll find her...we will all find each other soon and our soulmates :)

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Are you still here on earth? Hope for your sake you are not but hope you get this message somehow. I've always sat in a room full of people analysing the conversation... always the odd one out in the corner asking myself are they acting or is this it? I've never met my equal and find that very interesting! It's strange how you could type a deep question into google search and find an answer or something as interesting as your post. This is what I am experiencing! So happy to know I am not alone. I don't belong here and have always felt like I belong somewhere else... another earth, another me where everyone understands me obviously😉

Totally feel exactly the same way. Not my home, I want to go home to my family. They are not here. I don't understand why I have to be here ... Such a cold unloving place. Wish I knew others like me in this physical place. I feel my family with me in spirit. But feel so incredibly lonley on this planet. I have a deep sadness and longing to go home.

I feel exactly the same, I often have this overwhelming urge to run away. But I'm not sure where to, I just feel like I don't belong here. I know there is so much more to life than this, and I find it so hard to just do the expected things from society. I can't understand the way the world works, I feel like the entire thing is a mess. Why can't we live happily in peace? I find it so difficult to relate to people my age (I'm in my late teens). Everyone is so self obsessed with how they look, what they're doing, instagram etc. Is this living? Who else wants to be in nature? Surely there is more to life than this? I want to live a pure life, I want to feel alive, and be as human as possible. Can't we just be loving and kind? Life should be worth living. But sometimes it just feels so hard in the world of today. And people have told me I'm crazy and to 'get back in the real world'. But it has never felt right. Sometimes I just feel like taking off and living in the middle of nowhere outside of society, but I wouldn't want to be completely alone. Who else feels like this?

I also feel like this

Although you posted this in 2012, I felt an urge to reply. I have felt almost exactly like what you described and I am so thrilled to find out that I am not the only one! Several people have told me that I am just crazy & to read and see that there are other people who feel the same as me gives me hope. I think that people call me crazy for feeling that way because they are afraid of what they don't understand.

we are observers of this world, take in as much of it as you can. You will be reporting to your supervisor one day...

Thank you for posting this response . I've been doing google searches to find anyone who also knows we will and are reporting. I feel like I am currently gathering information on what it takes to survive here and what it's like to be here in an effort to understand the human hardships physically and mentally.


Me to! I'm so happy I found this...Theres a couple things I want to say. I feel like this world is so full of negativity, hate, and fear which just makes me want to be alone even more. The petty things we prioritize as a society is shameful. We're forgetting that we are all brothers and sisters. Life isn't about money, status, friends, or material goods. These are merely distractions so that people can not realize their true potential...wake up people! I have always had questions about god, the origin of this world, etc and still am discovering something new everyday...cymatics, how everything is made up of a vibration, Indian astrology, etc are some things that helped answer my questions. Life to me is just taking it day by day and feeling safe, loved, and at cliche as this may sound this world needs more love. College degrees, work experience, cars, social status, etc won't mean a single thing in the end...question more. I've always felt out of place with people in and even my blood family. It is very hard for me to relate to most people. I am much more mature than my age. My experiences have a lot to do with it. As painful as they may be, I'm thankful I had them and still do, because I would not be in this state of mind. It's as if nobody understands this struggle, but I've learned that I need nobody except my twin soul the one who can truly understand and connect with me like no other.
I hope this helps someone...
please message me as well if you can relate to this!!!
Infinite Peace and Love <3

I can definitely relate. Sometimes I wonder if I am dreaming or awake. So much hate and really awful things humans do to one another. When will it stop or when will they see the bigger picture? Or must we just observe and report like rocligel said. I know one thing for sure and that is that I am not one of them and are a loving soul that will go home one day!

I feel the exact same way. I am a loner. I just want to be far away from people like out in the forest or by the ocean alone. I want to leave so badly it hurts. I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to be here. I also have a son and a baby on the way. I love them but it makes me feel trapped in some way to this world and for some reason I never think about my husband when I think of leaving this place. I love him but maybe I know he'll be ok. I don't know why I'm here and it bothers me so so much. I know what you mean about fighting. I was in the Army for 15 years. I use to love it but at the end everyone made me angry and stressed. I didn't belong in that bad environment anymore so I left. Now I thought I'd have more time for meditation and being a lone to figure out my purpose but it's just blank. An empty feeling worse than I've ever had. Why am I here????? I keep asking but still nothing...

I cannot believe I found this. I'm very anxious, now. I've always felt I didn't belong. I often say I didn't want this, as if I had a choice. I've kept it to myself, because I feel most, if not all, others will take it the wrong way. Interpret it as suicidal, maybe. I don't feel that they would understand that I strongly feel that I physically do not belong on on this planet, or among it's people. It's not just that, though. It's all of the other specific sensations and characteristics listed by so many other people that are the same as mine, and these are people I did not know existed. I'm always staring at the sky, I do it without noticing. I can tell I'm doing it with purpose because I won't stop, and I often immediately see unusual objects in the sky that are very bright and eventually disappear. It's as if I were being told to look up. I also have a recurring dream of myself as a child in the back of my parents car while speeding through a neighborhood. I always feel uncomfortable in the dream. And there is always this very large bright light behind the car in the sky following us. I also feel like I should never be angry, but that didn't happen until a few years ago.

I feel sort of the same way.... that I dont belong here. I love looking at the sky, like someone is calling me. In my dreams I do call someone, I feel safe there, even loved... and why not.. is a dream so I can sometimes control it and fly or make myself wake up by jumping, but there is always something there that is sort of pulling me my speed.

I dont know anything anymore! I try to forget all about this, but unlike today. All those feelings, and emotions came back

I'm glad I found this.

Hey, I know this is a late response but I just wanted to say that I feel this way and I want to go home too...

You are not alone my freind

I remember ever since the age of 6 feeling different like this wasn't home or real. That this is a dream. I have always had a fascination with space and stars and life out in the universe. I always feel like I'm looking for something that I can't find. Lost and Alone. I always find myself observing people not understanding why they act the way they do. It's a real struggle at times.

Interesting because I was around 6 or so when I had that happen to me too. I actually used to sing to the stars and it was usually a sad song, about being lost.

Someone from here please message me... i feel this on so many levels

You ok

I so much feel this way, have my entire life, and this place is boring and app very stupid to me

well i dunno really what to say 2015
Not sure if this was a troll to get attention.
If this is real.
Then hello i am one of your kind.

I am right with you and I am 55. They come and gladh lights at me. I dream of being on board a ship, taking to someone about my dreams while I am fast asleep dreaming! Yeah I want to ho home too. I do not belong hete either. I understand you. Your lucky to be able to reach out. I couldn't when I was young!

You're not alone.

I feel same way.

I can't even explain how good it feels to see that others are experiencing the same feeling of "homesickness." I have always gravitated towards the stars and feel my best at night staring up at the sky. I too cannot relate to many people but try to stay social. I can never connect on more than superficial levels and it feels like I waste if time. I am married but I swear he thinks I'm just depressed. I hardly watch the news anymore as my ability to empathize is highly sensitive. I find humans to be cruel and animalistic. I see aura, use my intuition and Can Feel energy. I know I am here for a purpose but have no idea what it is. I have given up on the human race. While others seem to have their lives "together" I feel so lost. Although I feel lost, at least I feel awake and now that I'm awake I just want to go home. Death does not frighten me at all. I know that it is just the start of another cycle. Me fear is that I will forget all that I've learned and will have to experience this loneliness all over again in another lifetime. I don't want to come back to this planet. I want to be amongst my own kind in my true form.y

The feeling doesn't go away or get better. I don't feel like I can relate to my species on many levels, either. I want to go home. I don't fear death, I believe that will be my escape and I can finally return to my non Earth family. I find this species to be harsh, shallow, crude, violent and conniving. It's exhausting and gets old after a few decades.
Yes, I can relate to your sensitivities, it's fascinating and also a burden as you are generally 3-4 steps ahead of others. It's frustrating waiting for them to figure it out what you knew 1/2 hour ago.
Interesting story: I had a very intense dream when I was about 9 or 10. (40 now) I travelled through a portal and stayed, had dinner, with a family - mom, dad, 2 siblings. I felt loved, I felt at home. I still remember them saying goodbye to me, waving to me as I stepped back into a portal. When I woke it was so intense, I still felt amazing peace and love. But every year since then, I get sad when I think of that dream. It has not reoccurred again, and probably for obvious reasons, it would be torture to visit them too often.

I have felt the same since about the age of six and still feel the same way now at the age of 58..i just want to go home were ever home is but it;s not here feel like i was left behind...lost my
memory and were i left my craft..if i win big on lotto built my own and bugger off...lost in Kent....seen lots of things in the sky since i was little..still see things now...

When I was little and my mom would take us to the library, I always went for the stories about UFO's, spiritualism and the like. I felt like the typical outsider (I am most definitely NOT autistic), and I still do. I don't feel I have any 'special powers', I've had psychic experiences as well as other weird stuff, but nothing I could conceivably control. I was always quiet and shy as a kid, but I could be outgoing if I put my mind to it. Wanting to not be born was something I felt, especially when I was younger, and in my teens. I can even remember before I was born, as well as the moment of my birth, which is weird, but my memory of birth was collaborated by my Mom. I have no 'real' friends my own age (I related and have always related better to older people), I rarely actually ever feel like I run into anyone I can truly relate to on more than a superficial level. I am not being high and mighty here, it's just I rarely click with anyone.
I've had two instances of kids (young ones) asking if I was an alien, ha ha! The second time I asked the one kid why he would ask that- he said I look like one, lol!
I've had weird almost UFO experiences, most recently a few years ago, I was looking at the stars at night on a cold night, and I was just staring at them. I had my attention drawn to one in the north eastern sky, and I saw some sort of weird light, it started as a pinprick of light and expanded into a larger round light, and then went back to a pinprick, then suddenly in the sky (it was a very far distance), it appeared as a pinprick of light and enlarged, then shrank in size.
I've had two times where I had a weird dream, and awakened (the first dream was I was 'sucked up' into the sky and woke up immediately. I looked out the window (it was winter and foggy), and could see the moon, the street light and another light that was not a star. Being lazy I went back to bed. Years later, I was woken up out of a dream suddenly, and saw three white lights out the foggy window (again in winter!). I should have gone outside but it's cold. Wish I would have.
Another weird thing is, one time I was walking my dog at night, and the moon was in a certain position with clouds around it, and I got a 'flash' of some place I never remember being, it may have been Earth, I don't know.
However, when I was young, I was watching this movie, "Night of the Creeps". At the beginning, some ugly pink fat alien is being chased by other aliens. I got some sort of weird super distant memory from that....I could almost smell their weird smell to them. Later I happened to mention this to my Mom, and she said that when she was a little girl, she had a dream about these same things, she said they smelled like cheese (swiss? gouda? emmental?), and they were chasing her and others through these caves. I've always felt a connection to my Mom, even though we don't agree on many things.
Ever since I was young, I always felt like I was 'waiting' for something big to happen. For a long time (until I used Bach flower remedies- mustard for depression that descends from nowhere and another one I forget!) I would get sad or depressed because this big 'thing' wasn't happening.
I don't know if I'm some sort of alien, though if you think of it, depending on what you believe, we all are from elsewhere. According to Robert Monroe, we (or others) came to the earth via thought forms and got stuck in the physical plane and then forgot where we came from.
All I have to say is, I'm leery of those who claim to be 'aliens'...after all there is a lot of mental illness out there, as well as antisocial types and sociopaths. I am not mentally ill, and not a sociopath. It would be nice to be around those who also feel this way, however I won't join some facebook page because facebook is monitored by the "Office of Information Awareness". And who knows what they're planning on using that stuff for.
If you are young and feel this way, please don't feel alone. And please do not do anything like kill yourself! Not feeling like part of the 'in' crowd can be good, because if you follow the crowd and they go over a cliff, you will be glad you didn't fall too. I suppose that eventually this will all make sense and we can smack ourselves in the forehead and say, "Duh! No wonder I didn't feel 'normal'".

hi. i feel the same way.dunno what to do cause what im feelin is that i dont belong anywhere and i have memories from when i was 1 1 months old.i was lookin in the mirror at 2 years and wonder why am i here on this planet and why am i looking like bones are tough .i never had a broken bone in my i understand you completely but i thought is something wrong with me.that im crazy

I feel the same way. I recently discovered I am autistic. Have you been tested for it? When I met other autistic people I felt I was one of them - we all feel like we are from another planet. My heart goes out to you.

the life of the univers is sacrade a and beutifll we are being with amazing energie and we are and transition stop in our journey I awllawas feel I don't belong to mother earth but I have to be here sometime I don't knoe what to do feling loose in space and time like to analize humanity and what they do I feel far away from hom but I know the tim ewill arrive and I will be reunited with my familie im a child of the univers

This is the first time I have ever made the effort outside of myself to look into this. I cannot put in to words what I want to say. I cannot tell you how well I feel like I know you just by reading your story. Going to message you

I want to go home too.. But it feels like it's too far away. Still it feels good that more of my own kind exists.

you're not alone, just so you know. And thank you for writing this, it doesn't make me feel so alone.

I swear if I hadn't known this someone else I would've thought I had written this

I am only 21 i feel as tho my life is not what suppose to be i make friends to hide my true feeling thats emptiness that i cannot fill, since i was very young ive had experiences that made me realize that i am not from here i was adopted left on the streets but i feel my parents werent human i have a feeling i was set on this earth as ambassador to observe and watch. I dreams of things that come true i ve seen my mother before she was my mother i ve seen how universe was created no mistake we are not alone. 3 years ago i was visited i cannot remember everything but i know they came i cried i told them i wanted to go with them. They said "its your choice we ask you humans we are not cruel nor evil we been here since the beginning. I know your one of us your soul speaks, ive been watching you i know your lost stuck if you come with us then all your worry, sadness will be gone but you must leave your family behind!" I looked at them said "I cant i cant i want to but i want to be with my family till the end if i leave they will know i am cant hurt them tho i know i will suffer". They said "Your suffering .............i will come back when the time comes do not forget"! Till this day i felt like it wasn't a dream it was soo real cuz when they left i had my screen cut in half next day. So i ve been watching seeing and observing i cant change what will happen in future i know what will happen in the future will be cruel but also beautiful. I know i am not human i wanted say in the beginning you are not alone we all connected tho we may be different origin you must not forget your being never look cover look between the lines that hold the truth ive realized that i can help people by giving them advise i cant interfere but i can observe push them right direction. Yess we have powers i can see aura, read ppl like you, i can move the air raise my energy to change aura ppl around me i can heal yes i have healing energy we also if you mediate make you remember you home ive seen my true form and seen my home. DONT FORGET YOUR HERE FOR PURPOSE MAYBE one DAY we shall me in this life or the NEXT :)

I feel the exact same way. All around me, people seem to live life normally, interact socially with absolutely no problems at all, and I feel like an alien who just doesn't belong. Everyone else seems to have figured the life thing out and I just feel like this odd outsider stuck behind a pane of glass that is looking into a world I will never truly be a part of. More and more, I am feeling this urge to return home, and I can only hope my life will be a short one so I don't have to spend too much more time here on this earth.

I seriously fell out of place, and often feel as if people look at me differently or stare at me as if I have antennae growing out of my head. Yet a person who is standing right beside me will get no looks at all. Strange. What exactly makes me stand out and want people to look at me? Also, sometimes I feel as if I am just going through the motions to appear normal like the other humans around me. Like I will feel as if I am imitating a certain human action, rather than it just coming naturally to me.

Anyways, it's a relief to meet someone like myself because it makes me feel less alone. I suppose there must be some deep purpose to those of us who feel so out of place. The heck if I know what that purpose is, but perhaps we have some sort of special mission??

Thank you so much for posting. This life can be so odd and difficult when one is so sensitive and feels completely out of place on this earth. Finding those who empathize and connect with you is incredibly difficult. Be well and I guess one day we will figure out the meaning behind all this.

This is what I feel. I found out I am autistic. Autistic folks often describe feeling like they are from another planet. When I met other autistic folks for the first time, I felt like the ugly duckling who found her swans :)

I too feel the same. You not alone.thanks for sharing.

No idea if this is still active, or not, or if anyone has already suggested this, but you should look up something called the Pleiadian Workbook, and star people, sounds like you may have been one in a past life. I get exactly how you feel, I feel like that quite often, and have had past life experiences that have made that feeling a lot stronger.

Wtf I'm searching for you !!! You took the words right out of my soul help me please this is no joke plz don't take this as one ... Follow me on instagram please ... Bombassbuds .... That's my user name ... Please DM me I need to talk to someone like me I was beginning to think I was crazy ... Here's an example besides everything you have already said .... The voice inside you yells to be woken up ... You feel ashamed and sometimes disgusted by being human but feel guilty at times for feeling hate for them but find yourself doing kind acts for them even tho you never receive one ... My voice tells me to wake up all the time screaming ...


Just a question... Now that you know that you are Autistic, other than having met other people like you, do you feel that anything else about how you have felt has changed in your life? Or, do you feel like you can still strongly relate to the content of the posts on this thread??? To me, it seems that society at large once categorising someone with a condition such as Autism then just pushes that person aside for the most part and says, "Well, they're Autistic (or whatever) so we don't have to take what they are saying with any seriousness since they have a disorder and are not functional in normal society." I say this as I know people with Autism / Asperger's syndrome and when the people themselves are not reporting on feeling this way, others talk about them in such a manner (that I personally find really insulting and annoying...). Anyway, the main theme I am getting from people on this thread, other than the feelings of isolation, is that they all want to or have the urge to help planet Earth and human society to find some sense of peace and balance, and to not be destructive and violent for the sake of it. I strongly relate to many of these posts, also, and was very surprised to find this thread after Googling my sentence long search terms. Maybe one or two of the terms would show up but I wasn't expecting all of them to as a complete sentence / sentence with the same meaning and context. I have said to my husband in recent months that I don't feel like I want to be "special" (in fact I tend to go in the direction of anti-ego more than building up my ego) but he and I both agree that I have the ability to feel other people's feelings as though they are my own (other stuff happens as well...) and I have found that there are many other people who are also "Empaths" just like me. I use this ability as an everyday 6th sense, now, with the same reliability as the other 5 accepted senses. In fact, it is often more reliable than my sight. My overall point is when I am in times of doubt about feeling so different or strange like this I think to myself now that if others in society acted in a manner in line with my own personal behaviour and that of others like me then the world would be in a lot more positive, peaceful and loving position. That is a truly powerful thing. I used to think that being "enlightened" meant having all these essentially magical capacities that were seemingly out-of-reach for the average person... that enlightenment was something placed on some pedestal that only the likes of Ghandi could achieve. I now realise that to at least some degree I have achieved enlightenment and that the practice of this by many individuals would change the world. Therefore, how is it productive to label a person as Autistic and have society no longer listen to them simply because they were categorised as having a "condition"? Many of the people who post here feel similarly to how I feel. I certainly don't consider myself to have a condition that should be ignored. I have a clear abilitly to help people to fullfill their own capacities and to become more positive, peaceful and loving in their lives. I have had many people come to me for help and guidance with serious problems and some not so serious ones... Some have said I have a talent for helping people. If I went to a psychologist, now, and explained the disconnect and loneliness I sometimes feel would they then categorise me as Autistic instead of Empathic??? I am so glad that I am not alone and that I have found this thread. It brings me great comfort and joy to find kindred spirits... I feel that we all have the ability to do some amazing things to help the world and to not just be ignored. How is doing good in the world and wanting there to be good in the world a "condition" or a problem? Doesn't that imply that, in this case, the majority are the ones with the condition that is problematic, not the minority who feel the disconnect and want good in the world? If we feel disconnect, it's because there are so many people in the world who work through negative emotions rather than the positive ones that we prefer.

Wow. I didn't expect to find such a clear answer to the question I asked Google. I've heard many of these classes of beings, light workers, indigo children, starseeds. They resonated with me, but it didn't make as much sense as it does now.

I called in sick to work the past two days because I feel exausted, foggy headed and a bit out of sorts. Certainly not on my A game. That lead to my search, I was trying to find words to match how I felt so I asked Google why I feel foggy headed and like I don't belong here, and it brought here. Now I wonder if one of you extraordinary beings didn't draw me here, or perhaps the group consciousness.

At any rate, thank you all for sharing. I don't feel so alone, I feel that I'll be back on track after a good night's rest. I don't know any of you, yet of the comments I read I think you are the best hope this planet has.

It is time to get to work in earnest with our combined efforts friends.