Feeling So Lost, Alone, Unloved, Drowning....i'm Just Drowning Here.I have battled depression my entire life, Mom was never great, always made me feel worthless and unlovable. Dad was never around, never stopped it. I shut them both out and cut communication almost 2 years ago. I felt better without them. But now, I just feel lost and I can't shake this drowning feeling. I started a small business over 3 years ago, but suffered a severely broken ankle last year that just won't heal. Medical bills have piled up, my credit is now shot, and my business is failing. I have recently started going back to church, and I feel God's presence usually, but today....I just feel like I'm falling apart. I hate myself, I am so disappointed in myself and where my life is. I feel like I can't breathe, I feel like my personal life just is not worth living any more. It's never easy, I always feel awful, I'm just sooooo tired and overwhelmed....I'd rather just drown than constantly feeling that I'm drowning.
TearBottle 26-30 2 Responses 0 Nov 12, 2012