I Have Lost Myself

I recently broke up with my partner of almost 3 years. I ended it with him and he fought so hard to get me back and all I wanted to do was go out and enjoy single life. He now has met someone else, as have I although I can't help but crave attention from my ex. I miss him although I like my new guy. I have quit my job in a spur of the moment decision that I needed a change. I feel lifeless, I am no fun anymore. I am not myself. I lack self esteem and self confidence. I miss my ex so much but I know it will never be the same again and I couldn't live knowing while we are parted that he has been with someone else. I need help to find the old me, or rather the new me!
lostandnotfoundyet lostandnotfoundyet
Dec 14, 2012