I Feel Like I Want to Run Away
I want to escape this place, so that my mind will have to adapt to a new situation. I do not like the uneasiness of my current problems, and although issues will follow you, whereever you go, like love, its a great thing to be able to have your senses focus on other things for a while. If I could fly physically, I would fly over a large ocean for a very long time , near the moon. If I had speedy abilites, I'd run to Alaska and howl with the wolves. If I had invisibility, I'd hop in a train or airplane, and just get off at the last stop. I'd check into a random hotel, or better yet, sneak into a nice vintage house and go to sleep in their spare room. I'd leave for a day or two - maybe a week. When I come back, I will be mentally refreshed hopefully. But the reminders of my daily life, and past issues, will have me setting up another runaway within a few months or weeks. Sometimes, its not best escaping your fears and doubts, for they will eat you inside and manipulate your unconscious, however, its great to be alone sometimes in order to face these emotions and so that you can finally get rid of them by confrontation with yourself.