We Cant Escape Our Shadows

Their has been many moments from the major mistakes that i've made in life that have made me want to run away. The truth of the matter is: I realize that no matter where I could run away too. I still would be faced with having to deal with the existing problems that would still be there. Although the scenery would change, the situations and circumstances would remain the same. So I had to come to the reality that, it would only be my body geographically relocating to where ever. But my existing shadows would follow me all over the globe. These shadows are the various problems and challenges in our life that we face. They come in such forms as: feeling defeated, feeling vulnerable to the world,relationship problems,financial problems,health problems,guilt,fear of some kind,ashamed,loss of self confidence,insecurity,confusion,emotional turmoil,hatred,depression,a family loss,a deep feeling of being disconnected,a low point in ones life, Etc; Though the list for the reasons for running away can go on and on. However, anyone can be capable of coming to such conclusions about their life. Though I could express my reasons for at first wanting to running away. It wouldn't do any justice for anyone reading this. The truth of the matter is: When we try to run away from something. It always is waiting there for us, no matter where we go. Because here is the truth. We can't run away from our problems. Even if we get to where we want to go. Sure, at the beginning, it can look like we managed to run away from certain cycles in our life! However, those cycles never left, Its just our state of mind from being in some form of depression. Is what can make us think that we physically,emotionally or psychologically escaped. But in reality, those same existing circumstances we'll still face at some point. Its no different from someone taking drugs to try to get away from their problems. They think that the drug will help them to escape. But after they come down from their high. They still must deal with their center of gravity. Because the issues are still the focal point to deal with! Believe me! I'm not trying to judge anyone for the choices that they choose to make. Because their has been manytimes, that i was a victim to having the same convictions myself. I just learned that: Its always better for one to "first" get things about their life right. Then the reflection that one takes with them when they physically re-locate is one in which comes with a true state of peace and harmony. If we leave in conflict, we only end up attracting to ourself conflict. And furthermore, being that the conflict was already within, we end up attracting the very thing about ourself somewhere else, in which we was trying to run away from. So why create a miserable paradox for ourself. We never want to do anything in which'll bring discord. We always want to clean out as much baggage as possible before we take a trip! Because by doing this, it assures that we do not have to be weighed down within our state of mind. As we begin to take time to deal with our situations. Then we can manytimes find solutions in which can change our mind about running away.And when we find them. Then it can be our own conscious choice as to rather if we want to simply re-locate to somewhere else instead of running away from our problems.


Have a blessed one!