Robbed Of My Youth

they say your youth has to be the best years of your life and functionally in the human body they are.... less aches and pains and arthritis til you age, but as far as fun and enjoyment go or financial stability ... having friends or boyfriends ... I never had any of that.

I was mostly ignored, lonely, isolated, rejected for being fat, ugly, sexually abused, raped, or seen as dumb.

I feel like I have been robbed of my youth and it hurts

they should be the best years going places and being invited, feeling wanted and resourceful, feeling good enough for jobs, cars, friends and guys

young people should not have to be fighting with old cousins to get young guys attentions. 

a teen should not have to be hiding in the suffering and pain ... ashamed of the suffering and pain ... while her older cousins get her guys

that is not right in any ones book.

I just want my youth back and a new house and financial rewards.

I want a healthy body as well....
czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
May 13, 2012