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The Feeling Hurts So Much

I feel so sad and empty that i don't know how to help myself. So much has happened this year that it feels like it's all caught up with me and now i don't think i can bare the pain of it.

I thought i was doing really well, but now i can't stop crying. I know i'll get through it because i always do, but it's the getting through it that kills me. I feel like i have a burning weight on my chest and it's slowly eating me up.

I feel so desperately sad.

I just want a bit of happiness in my life......but it never seems to come.

Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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I want you to be everything that's you, deep at the center of your being. ~Confucius~
"It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." —J.K. Rowling
"I'm not afraid... I was BORN for this!"
"Whatever you are willing to put up with is exactly what you will have." —Anonyrare what we imagine. Our very existence consists in our imagination of ourselves. The greatest tragedy that can befall us is to go unimagined." —N. Scott Momaday

Everything else you see and experience in this world is effect, and that includes your feelings. The cause is always your thoughts.
“ It is impossible to bring more into your life if you are feeling ungrateful about what you have. Why? Because the thoughts and feelings you emit as you feel ungrateful are all negative emotions.
“ A person who sets his or her mind on the dark side of life, who lives over and over the misfortunes and disappointments of the past, prays for similar misfortunes and disappointments in the future. If you will see nothing but ill luck in the future
When you focus on lack and scarcity and what you don’t have, you fuss about it with your family, you discuss it with your friends, you tell your children that you don’t have enough - “We don’t have enough for that, we can’t afford that” - then you’ll never be able to afford it, because you begin to attract more of what you don’t have. If you want abundance, if you want prosperity, then focus on abundance. Focus on prosperity. (Lisa Nichols)
Many people in Western culture are striving for success. They want the great home, they want their business to work, they want all these outer things. But what we found in our research is that having these outer things does not necessarily guarantee what we really want, which is happiness. So we go for these outer things thinking they’re going to bring us happiness ,but it’s backward. You need to go for the inner joy, the inner peace, the inner vision first, and then all of the outer things appear. (Marci Shimoff)
Your life right now is a reflection of your past thoughts. That includes all the great things, and all the things you consider not so great. Since you attract to you what you think about most, it is easy to see what your dominant thoughts have been on every subject of your life, because that is what you have experienced. Until now,
There is always something to be gratefule love has no conditions or boundaries. Love does not restrain itself or hold back. Love gives all the time and doesn't ask for anything in return. Love is a continuous flow without any limits. And all of this is inside you.
“ If you’re feeling good, then you’re creating a future that’s on track with your desires. If you’re feeling bad, you’re creating a future that’s off track with your desires. As you go about your day, the Everything we think and feel is creating our future. If you’re worried or in fear, then you’re bringing more of that into your life throughout the day.
Ιm qiute δυre. Theres plenty to see. .:) I'm more than certain. you could ever even get close, to seeing it all. :) <3<3
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I'm astounded, amazed, by all 0 it . To emotional. depths I've not yet traveled in this lifetime_
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Old habits can broken_New ones can be made_
Old path left aside_And new ones can be blazed_
Ιτδ ηθτ αιωαγδ _Αβουτ τηε Μοηεγ ιη ωhιcη ωε dθ gετ pαιD__
Thank you EP for such life moving experience powerful feeling from within my heart with all my love to all EP all and new friendships.
believe in love _get in where you fit in_I'm giving love over hate _
Love my friends_Live life, laugh often, give much, forgive what was, hold no grudge _Gratitude for all.above_Love to shine _Rise in love
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Hey honey, aww hugs, hugs n more hugs. Make yourself a nice, warm drink n have a chill. Be kind to yourself. Im online most of tonight, so if things get bad, get in touch, doesnt matter what the problem is. <br />
I really do think you'll get through this though.<br />

Thanks everyone *hugs* to you all xx

You have a burning weight on your chest? I have a cold pressure there. Either way, I feel empty too. So, I understand a tiny bit! Hugs to you :)

Thanks bells *hugs* back xx

Sorry you feel this way Ever *Hugs*......<br />
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I am here for you if you want to talk,please remember that...