Very Dizzy...

i don't know what choices to make...nothing seems real anymore...i feel so dead...so empty...and yet i'm capable of handling the stress of work in my school life...it's so automatic...i feel like i'm programmed to do that...so numb...i laugh more nowadays...but inside...i'm not laughing at all...it feels like crying...and more often than not...i hate to face the reality of the situation...cos i cannot see a way out...

XxlostxsoulxX7 XxlostxsoulxX7
13-15
1 Response Jan 12, 2010

I'm sorry. I have no advice because I too feel the same. I'm just floating through life and watching it go by. I don't know what to do with myself and picking a career is harder than ever. I smile and laugh, other wise my friends would ask if there something wrong. If they'd let me I'd go throught the whole day saying nothing<br />
I'm past crying(which I did a lot.) I don't do it anymore. I just decided to go with the flow.<br />
A few of my friends like hugs and messing with me. It reminds me I somewhat do have a purpose and something to sorta look forward to at school. I dread that place and I absolutely HATE homweorkXP