I don't even know where to start with this post to be totally honest!

I guess i just feel like i don't have an interest in anything anymore & that i don't want to.
I think whats the point?
What is it going to lead to?
How is it worth it?

I don't get enjoyment out of anything!

I'm currently studying & have no interest in it whatsoever.

I feel like i don't fit in anywhere.

I feel that the world is just moving along & i'm stuck standing still.
I feel like i don't want to fit in & that i don't want to be a part of the rest of the world.

I don't know what i want or if i want anything!

I feel lost.

Anyone else relate to this?
flyingblossom flyingblossom
26-30, F
2 Responses Jul 29, 2015

Finish what you can as far as studies go. Whatever answer your looking for is never far and it is possible. Or else all will turn into dust and air in the blink of an eye.

First off, I'm sorry to hear you're in so much pain. You're not alone in this and try to always remember that you matter in this world! There is hope, and you can survive this.

I often feel like I'm on the outside looking in as well, and I have yet to find a place where I fit in. There are so many people who feel the same way. What helps me sometimes is taking comfort in the fact that no matter what we go through, there is someone else who has gone through the same thing. It helps to not feel as alone.

Have faith that things will start to look up.

I heard someone say once that when you open the door to a dark room, light flows into the room, darkness does not flow out; light is more powerful than darkness.

Be good to yourself, and do everything with love for yourself because you are amazing! Remember that.

Thankyou for the kind words.

I really like the thing you said about opening a door & how light flows in & darkness doesn't flow out.

I'm trying my hardest right now & i will keep trying.
...I just don't know why i'm so numb & detached you know...