It's True - I'm Not Good EnoughAll my life I have felt like I am not good enough. Whenever I think about myself, all I see is a worthless failure that isn’t really good for anything and is constantly falling short of everyone else.
I don’t have lots of money, I do poorly in school, I haven’t travelled the world, I look hideous, what is possibly good about me other than the fact that I can memorize things? My best friend says that I am loving and kind and all that but those such qualities don’t make me feel better about myself and they certainly don’t make me feel like I am valuable at all. Being empathetic and thoughtful doesn’t make it easier to be me.
Feeling equal to the wonderful people around me would be a spectacular feeling that I have never felt in all my life, but, truthfully, I don’t see this happening.
I never feel like I am good enough.
AspergersandMe 18-21, M 3 Responses 0 Feb 17, 2012