The Call Of The Wolf

 
I'm Samantha, and I'm thirteen.
When I was a little kid, it was horses, but a few years ago it turned to wolves. Wolves, the most amazing, beautiful, and intriguing creatures on the planet Earth. But, this isn't a normal obsession.
I feel like a wolf.
I know that it's not a good or thing that is normal. I feel like I was born into the wrong body. I can snarl and bark like a dog, using my back-throat muscles, and I love my meat raw. I can withstand cold temperatures quite well. Anybody getting the similarities here?
When I walk down the street, I feel like I should be on all fours and I long to do so with such strength I sometimes scream.
Maybe I was a wolf in a past life. They call me so strongly, and I know there's other wolf-people out there like me.
If you're one of them, maybe you can talk to me. Help me sort this out. I sometimes want to commit suicide and hope I'm reborn as a wolf. I've tried denying my nature as a wolf for so long, but I think that I should try and seek help among other wolven people.

Nollumuriv Nollumuriv
13-15, F
9 Responses Jul 30, 2010

I'm like that to. Let me know if you need to talk

It's weird because until a few years ago, my favorite animal was a wolf too. Now, obviously, it's a wolf. I can relate on everything, except adapting to cold easily.

since i was a small girl i have loved dogs. believe it or not horses were my favorite animal back then though. when i was about 7 or 8 the wolf was an animal that i felt deeply connected with . i understand how you feel. ^-^

I feel the same. I growl and bark alot. Ill put up a story about mine.

I feel the same. I growl and bark alot. Ill put up a story about mine.

I will happily join your pack, my name is Najmah, 13, I feel the same way, although i was into dangourous animals then it formed into Wolves!

it used ot be horses for me to now its wolves i howl at the moon and my eyes r shaped like a wolfs eye i try to deny it to but i have to face it im part wolf and u must be to!

i feel the same