I thought for a little while i was doing ok... depression would grab me and pull me down but i was ok. id trip over a blade or two as i walked but i was ok.

I can see the steep steep decline now! i made it past this hill that i thought would make me happy and help me stop. Help me over come all my depression.. but now i see that it was just a bump in the road to lead further down... I cant see the bottom... and it scares the hell out of me. i just can feel my feet sliding down.....

I can see my attempts at progress passing me.. all the work over the years passing me as i slid down...... I pretty much dont care. Im ready to just let my feet slide and give up the fight.. why try anymore?

Im sorry to those who saw me as this happy person that just was there to help you. But i need help somtimes too... but again... whatever why try? I guess Ill just try and push some of you up while i slide down.
Love2helpu20 Love2helpu20
22-25, F
Aug 17, 2014