Falling For Years

Ive been depressed every since i can remember, i was never a happy child. I battled depression and anxiety for years before i was diagnosed and tried three time to end my life (with no luck) i finally got help at the age of 21 and was starting to be OK. Except for today its been two years with out the depression and anxiety and i feel as though I'm slipping the horrible thoughts and worries the thoughts of hurting myself are back. I'm so scared I'm going to do something stupid but I'm trying my best to pull myself up. I don't want to go through that again.

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22-25, F
Feb 21, 2010