I Feel Like Im Slipping... Again.

ive been depressed before.... manic depressed... very bad... but i feel like im not there in mind sometimes... im out there thinking of my own thoughts that may keep me sane but sometimes i feel im slipping away from reality... going away till everything is better, but last time i almost didnt survive so i dont want to slip... but i think i am...

theshortloud1 theshortloud1
18-21, F
3 Responses Feb 22, 2010

At least you Realize it so now do something about it yeah? Hi btw

yeah, ive had to do that to, take everything i had just to get outa bed... and im trying... this site is very helpful, but when my parents lock the computer and i cant write i feel as if im alone... and then i have thought about suicide before... i honestly never want to go back down that raod...nearly died twice...not fun. but this time if i do ill reach out,, thanks

i dispise therepists... and its just like my mind is wondering and not wanting to come back to reality but ill try