Left Behind Feeling

I don't really know how to begin this story but here it goes I'm 18 years old and Ive always had this feeling of being left behind like everyone is moving ahead but I'm still in the same place. This feeling brings on depression and anger towards the world. Sometimes i feel like i want to leave very far away to where no one knows me just to get away from it all forever. Ive always felt that i don't do what others my age do like I'm not having enough fun my friends go to concerts all the time and Ive never gone to one. another thing that gets to me is that i repeated 8th grade and now those my age are heading to college or moving out to live on there own and again i feel like I'm behind a little more. They've found something their good at and i haven't i feel angry at self for being so slow i just want to not worry about this anymore i want to have fun and be a normal teen if  you feel like i do let me know how you deal with it frown 
silver123 silver123
1 Response Aug 8, 2010

I feel the same i just dont know what to do or how to get past it

yea i never really figured it out but time does its thing its been a long time since i wrote that the feeling of anger towards the world just turned to focus i have in mind that everyone walks a different path and eventually things fall into place and we continue to live on