Reality

im only 19 almost 20 and it feels like i have already lived my life to its fullest i have a great family great freinds but for some reason i got to bed every night just hopping maybe i wont wake up in the morning i have already attempted suicide a few times once i was min away from completing my task its almost like i know everything i need to know and more and some of the stuff i know pains me like the condition of the world idk im scared to talk to my friends about it because i dont want them to get the wrong idea about me the funny thing is most of the human population thinks about killing themselves atleast once in there lifetime and it seems the ones who talk about it are the crazy ones and the ones who keep it locked inside are the sane ones when in actuality its the other way around

bhall2 bhall2
18-21, M
2 Responses Feb 22, 2010

i understand you. I don't know what it is, but I feel like I have no purpose anymore. Like I already lived my life. :

i understand you. I don't know what it is, but I feel like I have no purpose anymore. Like I already lived my life. :