Sorry For Being Down

I know it's super sad sounding.  But its really not like I'm sad all the time...  It's just like, I don't have that spiritual connectedness that I used to have.  I want to have it, but everyday, it feels like my spirit is getting smaller and smaller.  I just want to get back to the way I used to be, without being as naive as I was in the past.  I probably can't have both. 

But I have no drive for life, not like I want to suicide or anything, I mean, like numb I guess. 

There are several explanations as why, after a certain traumatic event took place in my life, it just seems like my spirit left me.  I want it back, it's been like 2 years since then.  I just want to feel like I am actually alive.

CannotSleepEver CannotSleepEver
22-25, F
3 Responses Feb 24, 2010

Ps copy and paste the whole link it got split up in two lines. Then press play button for audio. Karey

Try listening to 2 books I posted on line these pages has some subject answer's you may be looking for.<br />
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Strongman's His Name II <br />
http://www.snapvine.com/blog/show/05eec384c90111de95aa0030485c72b4?page=6<br />
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C. S Lewis-Mere Christianity <br />
http://www.snapvine.com/blog/show/fb53f276566b11de979b0030485b0f88?page=3

well, im trying that, but i feel like i dont know wat makes me happy u kno?