Death Dreams

The last 3 days I have had dreams about death, dying and just strange deathly occurrences. In the first dream, I am at my grandparents house, knowing my Grandmother is dead in reality (she died June 2011), I see her resting in a chair or couch and there are other people around whom I do not know. she then 'wakes up', but her eyes are pure black and she is confused. I call my Dad to tell him that Grandma is alive and then she dies again, then she 'wakes up' again and is confused again....it keeps going, then I woke up. I woke at 5:30 am. The 2nd night I had a dozen different dreams that I can't really remember anymore, but I felt many 'presences'  around me in the room and the dreams were chaotic and random and I woke up scared around 5:00 am. The 3rd night in my dream, My Dad tried to kill my Mom. (They are divorced for 15 years in reality and have no connection to one another anymore in any way) I thought she was dead and I was scared of my dad, afraid he would kill me too, although I'm pretty sure he wouldn't in the dream and in real life, of course. Then my Mom 'wakes up'  and has a very large black, blue and purple bruise the size of a computer screen on her shoulder/back, and she acted as if nothing happened. I woke up at 5:30 am.
I have strange, usually fearful feelings in dreams all the time. I believe dreams help us understand life better, but sometimes I just wake up like 'what the *?%$!' I feel like there is something I need to know.
Aathena Aathena
26-30, F
1 Response May 6, 2012

I really appreciate your input. I think I may know the conflict, it makes sense, a little. There are some decisions in my life I need to focus on and make to move forward. Thank you.