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~Dedicated To You~

Yes you... (The illusion)~
I know you read me, i know you search me.... you stalk at me... i can feel you around...
but i wont write for you anymore...
reasons are simple... it wont do anything good to you...
i am so much in love with you.. that i want to silently slip away from your mind.....
no that doesn't mean i don't love you....
i do...
but this time i want to have some realistic expectations... this time i want to grip reality, reasons , logic over you...
and reality is bitter, i won't knock at your doors, i won't make it difficult for you...
i want it a smooth ride for you,,,
i want that you should get someone like me, and be happy in your world.....
You don't trust me,
?
You have to trust me... because you won't receive me anymore...
i know there are lots of care-takers around you, whenever you will be in pain they will take care of you...they will guide you..
i know you have so many friends , that you hardly need me anymore....they will make you laugh when you will go sad....
i know whatever i am writing here won't ever reach you ever.. and it shouldn't reach you at all...
i can never see you, read you in pain....and that's why i would refrain from connecting to you....
but still i will crawl, to read you....
i will have you ...
you are always in my prayers.... i always wish happiness for you... you know this very well............
i am very thankful to you , you supported me in my tough times..you helped me to work on my own...when everyone said no to me,,..you listened to my pain.....
but you never gave me any chance to get closer to you......
because i know all the walls you have raised ...against me or anyone..will protect you....
i know you are as much scared as i am....i know you are vulnerable..i know you have a soft heart and you just act tough from inside....
but i know you will grip what you deserve.....
and i have to grip what i am supposed to do....
if it's meant to be ..you would come back searching me...
and even if you don't find her...she, who lives in your poetry...
don't worry.... i would search her for you...
in case if you need me...
you can always write to me....
you should know you are the gem i have ever read... you have the most beautiful mind...you are the strongest than you have ever imagined....
the way you never reciprocated me , in itself a proof of your strength....
and that's why i appreciate you... you exactly know what you are doing...
your practicality, will help you to achieve goals ...
i am not sure you have loved me or not...
or you treated me special...different....
i found you around me... at my weak moments... i felt a strange connection of my subconscious with you.... even when i was devastated..i could read you...
i could read you getting involved with me... and withdrawing yourself from me...
you never admitted.....
Because you were processing your emotions..i know...
but you deserve something more beautiful...more bright..more colorful....
i know you deserve someone better than me...
so here i sign out of your life!

~LOVE YOU ALWAYS~


Forever

Yours!










Evangeline1985 Evangeline1985 26-30 15 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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A bittersweet story.... Well done! It is very emotionally moving. Thanks for sharing(:

Woman that is deep and you went deep into your soul and mind to compose that.. Great job of writing ! And it was an emotional journey to read it.

ty, :)

oh this is beautiful... i am shure this person still loves a beautiful soul like yours!

no he doesnt love me..and i am not expecting either... i lived my love for him.. ENOUGH FOR ME..I AM SATISFIED!

ah ok! sorry lol

lol!

Oh wow. This is beautiful... I can relate, bittersweet...

:d

i added you to my circle because you and I somehow have both been thinking on the meaning of life and came to the same understanding- your status is how i think of it too.

He will never find anybody like you and he will enjoy the pain of life without you.

Dreamy words put me on tears♡ everyone deserves to be loved best wishes

wow this breaks my heart,i too felt every word.Love,love love

Wonderful entry, and I can certainly equate to it

Wow this person is lucky

oh i love him....

:) whomever this is, I am positive they love you!

not sure but i do!

They Do!

beautiful, powerful.

I felt every word.

very realistic expressions, loved it

ty

yes straight from the heart!

Wishes for peace.
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I wonder what might have inspired this; to whom you might be speaking