Bored Senseless

This is exactly how I feel minus the good friends.

I'm only 17 and I completely understand all of you. That last person saying we need to find someone special doesn't really understand I guess what it feels like to be bored of life. Love isn't something you go out and find. It should strike you. So when it doesn't for a long time, there's nothing you can do about that. And anyway he's missing the point here. I've already written a long comment on this topic on another site although in the end it went the wrong way a bit so I don't want to get too much into writing the same things here again but I just wanted to tell you that I feel the same way. I don't know whether time is going too slow or too fast. Days pass by in a blink of an eye but a night like this will be long as hell probably. Bad thing is that nights are useless. I've wandered my hometown from one side to another just to pass these kind of nights. When school will start again I will get busy again for a while but then it'll become like every other year - jsut plain boring. Same thing going on every day, same people, teachers telling you to study hard for your future. I don't even know what I want for my future. I don't want to brag but I got into the best school and this school's best class and now I can't seem to find a reason to be here since there's nothing I really want to achieve. After graduating it's more studying and after more studying it's work. Life will passing faster every day, everyone feels it. In comparison to childhood which was long as a neverending dream, years now pass like days and things that happened last summer I remember as thought they happened yesterday. I've been at the peak of popularity and gone down to the lowest sewers of the school society. I've been a loner and a person who's friends with everyone. I've been a smartass and a yankee. People have called me "god" and a "drug they can't get enough of", they've called me a "liar" and a "traitor", they've called me their best friend and their enemy. But I don't want that kind of colorful life. I don't find it interesting. I would rather sleep in the sun all day in summer like we used to with my family - we brought out a blanket and all slept on it, and when I woke up I would watch the clouds and butterflies above us and listen to their breathing while they sleep. But it is impossible and so I need motivation to fit in this world. I don't have it. Life is too boring to strive for things like these. I don't want to go to pass my life in stress or worrying, I just want to sleep. I could write this on and on but I won't since nobody will read it anyway. I'm sorry if anyone sees it as a useless and inconvenient comment, I'm not trying to offend, this is just my way of letting off steam. The feeling of "someday someone might read this" is a lot better than just writing things down on your own. I wish all of you and myself too to find what is interesting in life and if there is no such thing then I wish you to enjoy it the way it is.

I think all of u need sum1 special in ur lyf..so at times wen u don have nethng to do..u can thnk about that special sum1.

I think all of u need sum1 special in ur lyf..so at times wen u don have nethng to do..u can thnk about that special sum1.

yaya am also feeling that am 21 i girlfriend good relation. but when i sit alone i feel so boring like. this is not my life i should not be here. am trying to came out from that felling but it has made me to feel so boring . am thinking to cry about sharing my experience with you and all i think i should comment to suicide

yaya am also feeling that am 21 i girlfriend good relation. but when i sit alone i feel so boring like. this is not my life i should not be here. am trying to came out from that felling but it has made me to feel so boring . am thinking to cry about sharing my experience with you and all i think i should comment to suicide

hi frnds......have u people stopped dreaming???? dreams are free of cost and nobody can ever stop u from doing it...happy dreams

oh cosh i feel the same way!

oh crap! i don't know what happen.. but i lost everything that i type here and i have to restart talking about nonsense again about myself... anyway guys i want you all to know that i feel the same way! life is so boring to me.... i'm just 22 but i don't know what to do in my life... nothing interesting holds me now except i loved reading books but it doesn't help or change anything... life is sooo boring.. feels like i want to disappear, be gone forever :C

yeah, hey. there is something bigger than what we are now, but what it is and how to get it, jus evades me. and this leaves me feeing bored w my life coz i know that there is more to it than what i have now... oh gosh, i wish people were born w specific manuals...

I feel like some thing better is out there but dont know what to it is or how to get it. Even if I did I am not sure I would have the energy or enthusiasm to go out and get it?



I feel like I am waiting for something to come along and make everything better and rescue me. But I guess that's just pure laziness!

Funny, im in the same boat. I feel like something .. bigger or better is waiting for me? I dont know, nothing weird. I just feel like the potential to do something great is in me just not sure where to start.

I am 22 and I kinda feel the same. Do you have hobbies that you enjoy doing? or a dream you are perusing? I think that is what is missing in my life, I dont reallt have an aim or a goal? Do you? What do you want from life?