I Am Waiting For Everything To End

The only thing special I do is learn.  I do not have anyone to spend time with.  I wish I could go back  to when my life was somewhat exciting.   When I had friends and trusted people.  If I was not so shy, I would be better off.  I would have many more friends.  Relating to people is easy for me, the hard part is being strong and not afraid of being judged.  I am sick of being stepped on.  I would rather be alone forever than stabbed in the back like always, but it would be nice to have someone who is caring as a friend.

18-21, F
1 Response Feb 21, 2010

life is like a long journey. it goes on. you will meet many people in the way. some will be bad and some will be good. keep trying. life will get beautiful again.