I Am Waiting For Everything To End
The only thing special I do is learn. I do not have anyone to spend time with. I wish I could go back to when my life was somewhat exciting. When I had friends and trusted people. If I was not so shy, I would be better off. I would have many more friends. Relating to people is easy for me, the hard part is being strong and not afraid of being judged. I am sick of being stepped on. I would rather be alone forever than stabbed in the back like always, but it would be nice to have someone who is caring as a friend.