Friends?

I have a 3 close friends. We all call each other our 'best friends'. I think I'm the only one that doesn't mean it. Best friends are supposed to know what the other(s) are thinking by the look on their face, they're supposed to know everything about each other. But they don't know me at all.

I don't want them to know me. I think they'd hate me if they truly knew me. They're all pretty stubborn when it comes to religion, so I doubt they could accept me as I am.

I don't think they'll ever know me. They'll never know that I'm unhappy with myself, so we'll never trully be 'best friends'.

But I'll be okay, I've never had a best friend anyway.
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Sep 14, 2012