Suffering Alone

When I lived away from my family I had always to lie to cover my suffering, no-one understands this kind of pain. 16 years hurting so much in my chest, burning inside, sometimes I think death hurts, but can't hurt more than what I feel. Getting prepared to end it all, forever...
rikkbb rikkbb
26-30, M
4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

PLease don't end it all. Try some medication. It took me years but I am finally on a good combination of meds and it was worth the wait. Joy and purpose were at the end of this long tunnel. Ask God for strength to get through it. No one should have to suffer like you.

I dont ask god, I am atheist...

I"m sorry. I really didn't mean to offend you. I was just sharing what worked for me. The meds work for Atheists and Christians, though. I wish you the best.:)

I hear your pain and I am sorry for it. You sound like my brother so I feel an immediate connection with your hurt. There are people who know your pain you just have to find them. Reach out. Never stop reaching out. If you can; help others to get your mind off your situation for a while. Hang in there because you never know what could be coming for you.

I am suicidal since my childhood, I always dreamed of a premature death. I battle chronic depression for 16 years, I've reached my limit, there's no treatment or meds for me. Planning my suicide for these days, if I don't respond anymore, you know it...

I hear your pain and I am sorry for it. You sound like my brother so I feel an immediate connection with your hurt. There are people who know your pain you just have to find them. Reach out. Never stop reaching out. If you can; help others to get your mind off your situation for a while. Hang in there because you never know what could be coming for you.

I hear your pain and I am sorry for it. You sound like my brother so I feel an immediate connection with your hurt. There are people who know your pain you just have to find them. Reach out. Never stop reaching out. If you can; help others to get your mind off your situation for a while. Hang in there because you never know what could be coming for you.