I feel like no-one understands how deeply i am hurting. I get scared at times. I was raped by my dad and mum knew and turned a blind eye. Got divorced and mum overdosing on a regular basis. I cannot imagine losing a child but know how i feel about mum, dad & my sweet, sweet Grandma dying. Raped by partner at the time and becoming pregnant as a result. Talk about FREAKING OUT. I am worried and feel like no-one understands because people think that i should just let it go and move on. It is not easy and is a long process. So i do know what it is like to feel that no-one understands how deeply that i hurt.

wowpup wowpup
46-50, F
Feb 9, 2010