Do You Feel Like An Alien!?
I feel like i'm an outsider. I dont feel like im real or connected to the world. Depersonalisation is waht they call it i think... but hey whats a term when its an existence! i've just got a new job...my girlfriends dumped me and i'm moving...my head is in a serious mess and i'm really scared. i feel like i cant tell anyone and that know one really understands me and what im about. this is not a new thing its been throughout my whole life. sometimes i wonder if its all worth it. the pain and the beauty in the whorld just makes me want to cry all the time. i pretend to be 'normal' but i cant do it anymore. im nothing like 'normal' people. it seems so easy for them. its like a constant struggle for me. if anyone feels the same as me please comment!x