So....

everyone sees in me the shy little girl, that they know from my childhood.....and the other, who knows me for a short time think that, too! Why??? I'm sometimes more crazy than they are! Oh, I hate it, if someone think something wrong about me...than I'm always so furious...Maybe I should be more times furious, because then they know that I'm not the shy mouse, only because I wear average clothes and boring hair! Should I change my style? I want but it's difficult...and I think that it isn't so important.....oh, I don't know!

But what's more important is, that no one knows and no one will ever know, what is happening in me! What feelings I have! what for a giant hole is in my chest! NO ONE! Exactly what I'm thinking! I'm always that person, that comfort the people and who worry about the other people but there is no one who could understand me exactly how I'm feeling and thinking!How it looks from inside.....
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May 18, 2007