When It Rain It Pours

I am a very loyal, happy go lucky kind of person, I wear my heart on my sleeve. Lately I have been dealing with loneliness in my personal life, I dunno weather its because of my recent break up? But it just seems like when it rain it pours, not only that I lost my significant other of 6 years, but it also seems nobody wants me around. I feel like my family don't want me around, my friends don't call me. I don't know what is going on. I think they just don't want a negetive vibe around them.The only place that keeps me happy is work. It's the only place where I don't feel lonely, but I don't like to be there. But I came to a conclusion if nobody is there to help me up when I fall. I will walk away happy and lonely when I am back up.
poeticaznguy poeticaznguy
26-30
Dec 15, 2012