Nobody Cares

I'm 14 and im mixed with really curly hair. I've been picked on since 2nd grade for my skin color, hair, and because i'm bigger. In 8th grade i tried to take my life twice because i was bullied horribliy. I Haven't fully gotten over it and it's been almost a year. I feel like when i talk nobody listens and no body cares and its the lonelyest feeling i have ever felt. I have a 9 year old brother and my mom picks favorites she allows my brother to do whatever he wants and if i say anything she starts attacking me with words. She calls me a ***** and says she doesnt want to hear my drama she tells me to go away and she doesnt care at all. My grandma attacks me too calls me names and i feel like i want to disapear. I don't have anyone to talk to and i'm depressed. When i tried to tell someone they tell me im overracting and i just need someone to listen but when i ask for help nobody cares. I don't know what to do. I Don't want to be sad anymore i just want someone to care and someone to listen. Am i alone?
Pleaselisten06 Pleaselisten06
13-15, F
1 Response Nov 30, 2012

thank you