Since..time..began/

i..think..my....sister ..must..have..the..ability..to....make..people..care..for..her..all..her..life.....my..mother..my..father....her..husband....etc...,i..was..made..to..rise..at..5.30am..every..morning..from..13..to..do..a..paper...delivery..round....and..then..again...after..school..in..the..dark..and..drizzly..rain.

i..think..humans..have..an..inbuilt..mechanism.....to..make..sure..their..needs..are..met..through..emotional...support..etc...from..an..early..age..i..have..learnt..to.care...for..myself..and..not..rely..on..anyone..thats..why..i..got..up...so..early..when....i..was...13...to..take..care..of..myself.


now..i.am....much..older..i..find..the..pattern..repeating..itself..and..people..in..my..life..are..emotionally...unavailable..or..just....do..not..want..to..support..me...so..yes..i....agree...most..people....i..meet..do..not..care..they...just..look...out..for..themselves...if,,they,,had,,to..walk..a..mile..in..my..shoes..and..all.that...