You're So Weird.....

For as long as I can remember people have called me strange, different, weird, awkward, etc. and I have to say I've always enjoyed it. I know I see the world differently than other people, and I've begun to wonder why. I've tried my best to fit in with everyone else, to try to conform to what they call normal, but all it does is make me depressed. I find 99% of people extremely boring. I've been told that I overwhelm people, but I just say what's on my mind. My thoughts just come so fast and I pour them out on other people. I don't feel like I was meant to be on this planet, like such a freak. Even people who call themselves weird, think that I'm weird. I've never really felt in tune to anyone before; they all just seem sooooo boring.
Ilovemac24 Ilovemac24
13-15, F
2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

There is a difference between awkward and weird. I always felt weird is somewhat neutral in a sense that it does not imply danger just not-commonness. How does your weirdness express itself? You trains of thought, your observations, your hobbies ir clothes?

thing is i dont fit in even with fam or so called friends i cant seem to conect with anyone at all they hate me as soon as i try and i dont over try iam just myself but they still hate me both sides mum and farthers dont like me they call me a freak thats the nice words i can say a friend i grew up with turned her back on me when i needed her most even my boyfriend of 18 yrs is starting to act like he hates me why keep trying to fit in yes i have been to pyschiatrist they tell me to come back to them when im more stable wtf is so wrong with me :[