My family is always moving the longest I ever stayed at a house was 3 years and that makes me a social freak at school and a easy target for bullies I would always be shy especially toward girls I went so low that women were making fun of me they would at first talk about me behind my back then they would tell guys and finally they would say names to me like dickless,fat,dirty hor etc. these always burned
Deep in me but I would not let then see how much hurt I feel behind my plastic smile many times I attempted suicide but I some how would always fail I to this day did not know why things never worked finally I gave up and decided to live life on as it is things like these apps and websites help stop some of my pain but I will always be scared of.....everything
revolution2018 revolution2018
16-17, M
1 Response Aug 20, 2014

I know how you feel ive never been at school londer then a year always being the new kid hurts i know