I Feel There Is No Way Out

I have a baby boy and a boyfriend who has been cheating ever since. it has been three years now and haven't had sex with me for more than two years. I haven't had sex for 2 years. He is possesive and keep track on me. Recently i found an extra phone i didn't know about with about 50 girls numbers massages etc. I have always wanted to leave everytime he threatens my family. he has caused drama before at my parents house and i can't let them go through that again. I have bought sleeping tablets and a bottle of bandy + a knife. Now I have to think who I am going to kill me or him..
bongilicious bongilicious
Sep 15, 2012