If I Take One More Drink!!!!!!!!!!1

Not drinking yet but if I take a drink right now I'll mess up an OK friendship. I have a friend who has a GF but at times it crosses my mind to do him. I'm totally against screwing friends and i have no real attraction to him but i have been abstaining awhile now and i feel like I'm lacking. I stay away from being in private places with but this demon is haunting me....
flirtyaphrodisiac flirtyaphrodisiac
18-21, F
Dec 2, 2012