It sucks, doesn't it? To feel so out of place in a world with 7 billion people. You have this idea of how life is supposed to be. You're supposed to be surrounded by people who will make you tell them what's really wrong when you say, "I'm fine." You're supposed to have this close family that's impossible to break apart.Those movies you see where the bad guys are ruined, you finally get the guy/girl of your dreams, and everyone goes home happy should be movies based on your life, not just fantasies. Bad days are supposed to exist only in nightmares, and dreams are supposed to be a living reality. But the real world doesn't live up to this picture you keep in the back of your mind, and it makes you wonder what it is really that you're even sticking around for anymore.