I Feel Lonely a Lot

Reality Sucks.

By: LifeOfAGingerKid

Written on November 28th, 2012

It sucks, doesn't it? To feel so out of place in a world with 7 billion people. You have this idea of how life is supposed to be. You're supposed to be surrounded by people who will make you tell them what's really wrong when you say, "I'm fine." You're supposed to have this close family that's impossible to break apart.Those movies you see where the bad guys are ruined, you finally get the guy/girl of your dreams, and everyone goes home happy should be movies based on your life, not just fantasies. Bad days are supposed to exist only in nightmares, and dreams are supposed to be a living reality. But the real world doesn't live up to this picture you keep in the back of your mind, and it makes you wonder what it is really that you're even sticking around for anymore.

By: LifeOfAGingerKid

Age: 16-17 , Female

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6 responses

gmckdude711

"what it is really that you're even sticking around for anymore?"
I swear I've asked that question a lot in the last few years...
Sometimes I wish I could find girls like you and make rounds teleporting to them just to embrace them so I could feel emotional relief as well

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ImmaSlender

Life never works the way we want. That's why people become strong. Life throws them down, but they find a way to get back up, always. We are stronger than we give ourselves credit for.

Nov 29, 2012
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- LifeOfAGingerKid
  Oh, I agree 100%. There's no denying that we're a lot stronger than what we tell ourselves. But you can't help but sometimes let those little thoughts like these run through your mind. Doesn't mean you'll act upon how reality is, but it does make you think about how things are sometimes.
  
  Nov 30, 2012
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strtrydr

You speak those words add if your reading my mind. It really is a feeling of hopelessness. I live like this story every day.

Nov 28, 2012
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- LifeOfAGingerKid
  Sorry to hear that. I hope things work out better for you soon.
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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- strtrydr
  It's sad to see such a young beautiful girl such as yourself write something like this from what can only come from experience. I'm sorry that you are going through it and appreciate the kind words.
  
  Nov 28, 2012
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