Feeling Lonely At Night

Every since I was a child I would have trouble sleeping. After everyone was dreaming away, I would always be left alone just to sit in the dark with only my thoughts to keep me company. Sometimes I would just sit there crying because I felt lonely and perhaps helpless too. Even that was better than now because I still had people I could actually wake up and talk to.

It seems like a change that found its way to the doorstep overnight. Now I just sit alone on the couch feeling isolated from everthing. I don't know why but I have always felt that way when the activity quieted down at night and I was the only one awake.
cerealkilluur cerealkilluur
13-15, F
Jan 17, 2013