So Alone.

I can be with my friends, and I feel completely alone. I'm surrounded by family at Thanksgiving - which is nice - cause I love being around them.. and still a part of me feels like something's missing. And I'm alone. My friends and family rarely ever know what goes on inside my mind. Sometimes, I wish I could scream it at the top of my lungs.. but it wouldn't do any good - 'cause if I did.. something else would come along or a thought would spring up and I'd feel completely alone. I can put on a pretty good act too, it's like I feel all alone but I'm still smiling.. it's kind of funny. I'm amazed more people don't notice it - it's not like I'm a stellar actress or anything.

ForBlueBlueSkies ForBlueBlueSkies
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 24, 2009

you need to confide in someone you trust about this. this feeling suggests depression. dont take this lightly. you need help!