I Feel Lonely, My Bed Is Empty

love is not forever

By: blackforest4u

Written on June 10th, 2010

Wish I could stop the sorrow at bay
hold me and kiss me, please don't go away
Should turn on the music so we could sway
Let's have our last dance, maybe you'll stay

With toneless emotion, you painfully share
"I can never be a friend,I know it's unfair
Tis hard to say these,still have to dare
Our love is not meant forever..."
you let go of my hand with a blank stare
I was hurting inside but you seemed never care

Everything's gone, love has to end
You can't be a lover neither a friend
My heart stops beating....think am gonna die
You let go of my hand wiith a simple goodbye

I hug my pillow to feel your last embrace
It is still damp, the tears I can trace
I close my eyes to remember your face
But what I see is an empty space.

How long will I stay on an empty bed?
Still hearing the words you painfully said
It's cutting my heart into thin,fine thread
Making myself numbed to the feelings I dread
Would you be so happy If you would know am dead?

By: blackforest4u

Age: 36-40 , Female

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13 responses

billtkatt

Thank you for this it is beautiful! Is there ANYBODY though that knows what "love" truely is anymore?!

Love is patient and kind

Love does not envy or boast. It isn’t arrogant or rude.

Love doesn’t insist on it s own way. It isn’t irritable or resentful,

Nor does it rejoice in doing wrong. It rejoices in truth.

Love bears all things, believes, hopes and endures all things.

Now faith, hope and love endure and the greatest of these is love.

Such a simple concept, WHY IS IT SO IMPOSSIBLE TO FIND AND KEEP?!?!

Jan 1, 2012
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- blackforest4u
  ...because love is alot of many things which we could never comprehend.
  
  Jan 8, 2012
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blackforest4u

thank you but I believe that love finds its own way straight to your heart...It will come on the day you're not looking, it will happen at the most unexpected time.

Mar 27, 2011
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Peter384

love is someing two people need to work on but if your haveing a heard to looking for the right one try lifemates.com or match.com there is even speed dateing. good luck.

Mar 24, 2011
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blackforest4u

thank you friends..I write real-life experience that's why my prose is always filled with truth.

Dec 28, 2010
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Charlie1960

It's so sad when these things happen. You have written this so well.

((((hugs)))).

Dec 28, 2010
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Mahal1023

Beautifully written.....wish it wasn't inspired by your real life story...... (sounds like mine too) We have to have faith that there is something bigger and better waiting for us that will bring us true happiness.

Dec 28, 2010
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blackforest4u

ohh..that was so sad...I feel for you..I lost my husband not by death but because of someone else.

I hope you find another woman to fill the void in your heart.

Best wishes for you for the coming New Year.

Dec 27, 2010
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tez49

your poem made me cry,because it's almost a year since i lost my dear wife and it still hurts so so much

Dec 27, 2010
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blackforest4u

lol..am not looking for anyone here or wherever..thanks anyway!

Jun 28, 2010
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blackforest4u

thanks tintagel..you're so dear!

Jun 17, 2010
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blackforest4u

thank you for wishing something good for me..i think there's no someone to fill it in coz the void in my heart is overflowing. It's sad but maybe am happier to be such like this..alone.

Jun 16, 2010
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dorobo

I feel your pain. I pray that you encounter someone to fill this void and with whom you can share.

Jun 11, 2010
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