I Feel Alone

For some reason the only time feeling alone bugs me is when I'm going to bed. I want someone sleeping next to me. I stay up late because of this and have a hard time falling asleep. Sometimes i grab one of my pillows and hold to try and replace the empty feeling i have when sleeping, it doesn't work very well. I just really want to have a girl I could hold and feel like i'm protecting... Idk was this feeling is amplified so much at night, but it is. I have such a hard time falling asleep and it just sucks...
ShaneStoner ShaneStoner
22-25, M
May 25, 2012