I Am All Alone

i'm a girl in this world, i'm 35 years old and i wonder where did the years go? how come i'm all alone no husband no boyfriend...i always believed that it's not important to get married or to be in a relationship but how come i feel so lonely...i'm sitting in my room watching the world from my window and i feel i'm the only person in the world...i want to talk but i can't find any people to take too, where did all my friends go? i pray everday for something to happen but i don't know what? does love really exist? and if yes why it's not in my life...that's if i have a life...sometimes i wonder if i exist at all..who am i? and why? and where i'm going? and how to stop......

ocean75 ocean75
36-40, F
Mar 14, 2010