There Are So Many Different...

There are so many different kinds of love.  I intensely love my family, my dogs, my friends, and many of my coworkers. 

I have not, however, ever really felt intense romantic love.  I did really love my ex-fiance, but lacked other kinds of love.  We also had other problems that lead to the break-up.

I do dream of intensely loving a man.  I want to fall in love.  I want to meet my soulmate.  I want to feel passion, always look forward to spending time with that person, and miss him when he's gone.  I want to meet somebody who I can share my most intimate secrets, and he share his; and we can accept each other no matter what - because our love for each other is so strong.  

I want to meet the man of my dreams and look into his eyes and know we were meant for each other.  I want to feel a spark when I kiss him - "see fireworks."  I want to hold each other, feel each others' heartbeat, and get lost in time.

I know that this sounds like a fantasy, but I hope that it becomes reality.  I WANT TO FALL IN LOVE!

behindthemask behindthemask
26-30, F
3 Responses Feb 7, 2007

i can relate! i hope what we dream of exists... if not, that would be sad. what if we were living an entire delusion! Oh, well. i'd rather live my life a hopeless idealistic romantic then the contrary.

I understand how you feel so well. This is exactly what I yearn for deep inside my soul. I believe there is that possibility. I wish you plenty of luck and the love that you need. Have no doubts, you will find that one!!