I Feel Miserable & No One Understands Me

I know I'm saying stupid thing, but I feel miserable and want people to understand or admit that I'm feeling miserable.

Do you know what I mean?

I don't want any one to tell me "no, you are not miserable, you are a good person."

Those are nothing but BS for me now and makes me feel angry inside. I never stop smiling at those people, though.

And I hate to think this way but I cannot change instantly, so I feel angry to people who try to make me feel better.

Wow, I sound so miserable, unhealthy, but this is who I am. At least for this moment.

sadrie sadrie
36-40, F
3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

I am always miserable and unhappy and nothing will ever change that.

Change can come slowly, but change must happen. please, both of you. make a small change in yourself every week.

you have a right to feel miserable. I myself am feeling pretty low myself. I am debating on wether to stay here on EP or go get a bottle of wine before the store closes. <br />
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Even though you feel miserable right now I hope happiness comes your way in the future!