I Feel Like My Life Is Over.
I really do. I'm past the big 30 and moving closer to the big 40. The tabloids say 40 is the new 30. Ha. Only if you can afford the surgery and botox injections. How do people afford those anyway? I do my best to keep in shape, but I'm just not turning the heads I used to. I hate looking in the mirror. I am married, but I do like to feel attractive. Men my age are looking at girls barely older than their daughters. I'm too embarrassed to be a cougar, I guess. ::LOL:: I wouldn't want a 22 year old stud to notice my stretch marks or c-section scars. I guess old guys don't have to worry about such things.
I just really feel like my life is over and now I just exist to serve my family. I work. I cook. I clean. There is nothing in it for me any longer. I have turned into my mother. ARG!!!