The Dark Rage.

There are times in life when you feel all alone, like there is no one you can reach to. The silence screaming inside of you, pounding to be channeled into a different medium. But there is nothing you can do about it, as it will only alter your appearance. Change you, slip away the virtue of your life away from you.

There is always a hope rising, no matter how difficult things get for you, there is always a way. But when you cannot be yourself, do what you do to be you. The rage takes over. The rage of the unexpected allurement. The rage trying to take over you. The dark path shall perish they said so. But the dark path shall only perish when you take control over yourself. When you start learning the differences. Breaking through your own barriers.

I still haven't found my own state of calm. I am trying to reach out. Trying to reach out to my entity. But, everything ...is just so blank. I am losing control.
Blood7Orchid Blood7Orchid
13-15, F
4 Responses Dec 9, 2012

whenever the rage builds focus on empty space. This rage is common among those of us who came from the void, the endless darkness, the purity of peace, and the finding of what we are, where we come from. sometimes nothing is the only something we should know, for it allows us to focus wholly on us, to see with eyes unclouded by a physical world to something more. your rage is a device, one that with focus can gain you knowledge, strength, purpose, and place. But should you let it build too much, it will consume you, like so many before. hope this helps, as I've almost gone over, once you cross the line you'll stay there so don't take things so personally, people are young, they are stupid, but they're learning the same lessons.

Let the hate flow through you....Your hate has made you powerful. Now... fulfill your destiny...

Even Darkness can be fragile, all you need is that one embodiment of goodness to just make that darkness wither away

Goodness? What if there is no goodness?

I know how you feel. And I know that you just thought ( or were about to think) : " no you don't!"
But believe me ... I actually do. I also feel lonely, like there is no one to reach for. My so called "friends" always end up abandoning me or use me as a third wheel and when I realize that... rage takes over, just as you said. So I start kicking and punching and screaming but to no avail.
The thing is, I've come to the conclusion that you simply cannot find your own path, you cannot break your own barriers, you cannot find your own state of calm when you already started feeling like this... someone else must do all these for you...
Believe me... I know how you feel and you must hang tight. I am here for you if you need any help.

Peace!

It's nice to know that there is someone out there, just like me. Living with the demons, instead of fighting them of. Using them to calm one self.

Yes, you do need somebody to be there for you. It feels safe knowing that there is someone out there who is ready to fight. A reason to go on, and fight through every morning. The urge to live.

Thank you for your kind words :)
I am there too, you know? Anything you want to talk about?

Tell me more about your demons. You can send me a private message if you don't feel like talking here :)

It's okay. Nobody really cares. The world is either too naive or impossible to deal with.

The world is sick. Man kind has long been corrupted by evil... They refuse to see the truth... They are as blind as a bat... Now tell me about your demons so I may see into your soul.

My demons are devious. Filled with outrage. They are blind too, blinded by the corrupt all around them. They are so empowering and omnipotent. It's hard to really face them. I have tried lurking around, tried interacting to feel mutual. But they are just too hard to deceive.

I know I am a total stranger to you. But if they are so strong, if they overwhelm you... Then let me help you... I am here to help YOU, as I have always been. Don't let yourself engulfed in their lies, or evil. Just close your eyes, don't listen to them and everything will make sense. Trust me, that's what I do.

I am so grateful to you. I am not engulfed in their lies, I am just scared of losing it all.

You do not have to be grateful to me. As I said before, I am HERE to help YOU. What do you mean by " losing it all"? What's "all"?

The mask I have been wearing, the identity I have created of myself. I am scared of letting these demons unleash.

I know , i know. You wear a mask, you fake a smile, you say you're fine but you aren't actually ok, are you? I know how you feel, Ditto, you cannot walk this path alone... I'll be your guide if you'll let me!

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