I Feel Lonely Sometimes.......

I am so used to being alone that it feels "normal".If my co-workers have aget together I get invited and usually go and have a few drinks but then,because I am not a big drinker,I get tipsy preety fast then I go back to my place and go to sleep.I want to be more social,hang out with people and enjoy myself.I tend to be shy and a little with drawn,but I know that there is a "party animal"raging to get out and howl at the moon.