I feel really lonely...alot of the times...Its just that everyone that I know has something else going on in their world...Which is totally fine and makes sense. I just ;ike to feel wanted from time to time...like people actually care that I exist...I mean its gonna be my birthday in 6 days and i really dont think anyone really cares at all. My boyfriend has a son and I think thats awesome but that takes up like most of his time and that kinda sucks bc I feel so alone...All of my friends have children so they are taken by their time which again is totally fine...I just wish that someone could dedicate some serious time to me...you know to do something instead of laying in bed and doing nothing or talking to me on AIM once a month... I just feel very sad alot and I know I shouldnt but I do. I wish that I had like a really good friend to hang out with when im alone...but i dont because the ones who dont have things to attend to dont really care about me...so im here all alone. I dont think its anyones fault other than my own stupidity that I am lonely and I should understand everyones situation which I do...but here i sit alone and sad and i just want to do something fun and be happy and not feel like I have nothing to look forward to wgen i get out of work! Either way it will probably get better...maybe hopefully..over time.