Can't Do This Anymore

I haven't been on here in a while. I feel this is the only place where I can share my feelings. I have never felt so hurt before in my life. I don't know what to do anymore. No matter how many times I want to talk to anyone about my issues, they would get aggravated at me. These are my friends and family. I'm sorry but if I have a problem, I want to say something about it. I've only made a few mistakes in life but every time I turn around, these mistakes would haunt me. And whenever I'm upset all I want to do is kill myself. I'm tired of being here in this world. I can't do this anymore. Everyone hates me and the sad thing is.....I hate me too :( I don't have no one else to turn too. I don't have anyone that loves me (accept for my mom and uncle). I'm sorry for sharing my story like this. I just can't do this anymore.
itsdoodlebutt itsdoodlebutt
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 13, 2013

There are times in our lives when we all feel like this, and we have to dig as deep as possible to find the strength to carry on. You are not alone, and the best part is that here on EP there are countless others ready to listen, help and even advise on how to make it through the hard times that we face. Never forget that you are not alone.

Thank you. I just feel so lost and so hurt that I don't want nothing to do with them anymore. I hate living this life.

HUGS -- I know exactly what you mean and I can tell you this; you can change your life. It is not easy, but there comes a time when we have t make a choice, to either accept the life we are told to live or to shatter it and rebuilt it from the ground up.