I Feel Upset

 At the moment, I'm not in a really good mood.

I'm starting to get really stressed from school and work. And yes I know how to feel stress.

I work a lot of hours every week and I go to class 5 days a week.

Both at the worst hours EVER. It's getting really hard to balance everything and actually find time to do stuff for myself. And I'm really losing out on my sleep. I feel like crap when i miss out on sleep because I get moody with other people. And then they're moody with me. But I can't help it. That's how i react, I'm always on edge when I'm stressed. I lash out when I don't mean to. I mean I remember everyone telling me college wasn't going to get any easier. Well I learned that this semester. College gets harder as you go on. And I'm actually feeling better as I write this. Also, I would never give up my job for school. I need to pay my dad for my car. So no job, no car, no car, no school. Ugh. And right now I'm typing a history paper that isn't due till next week, but I'm not going to be able to make class next week so my professor wants it today. I mean seriously, who cares about the Protestant Reformation? I don't.

Well thank you for reading :]

xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56
18-21, F
4 Responses Feb 9, 2010

Thank you though. And I'm only in my freshman year second semester. I know it's only going to get harder. And since I've written this. I've felt better.

I don't know how much of college you have left. I never really stressed so much in college because my high school was a nightmare, so I was ready. all I can say is that you don't have to excel at everything the whole time. That's not making you happy and that's the point of this all. Music has helped me lots, and also writing stories. I wish I could know you to tell you what you could do. I hope you feel better soon, but I don't know if that's possible. I wish you all the best.

Thank youuuu :]

Hope you feel better.